myOtaku.com: MorbidSmurf

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-04-30
Gender
• Female
Location
• Arkansas
Member Since
• 2006-04-07
Occupation
• Student by day, Member of the Suicidal Butterflies X Squad of the Mercury Force by night
Real Name
• Nikki

Personal

Achievements
• National Honor Roll Society, Who's who among America's High School High School
Anime Fan Since
• Manga fan since 9th grade
Favorite Anime
• Black Cat, Bleach, Blood Sucker, Death Note, D-Gray man, Fruits Baskets, Full Metal Alchemist, Kumai, Saiyuki, The Cain series, The Tarot Cafe
Goals
• To Graduate from high school and College. Then to be a criminal Profiler. And to be with Becki Forever!
Hobbies
• Reading, writing, talking to my friends.
Talents
• I write Poetry, and the Mercury Bat can Fly...

myOtaku.com: MorbidSmurf

Monday, April 16, 2007

Sooo

SO I have came to an Conclusion today. My dad is one of the very few people I cant stand up too. Well my dad and my aunt, but I knew about my aunt a long ass time ago.But my dad thinks im mad at him...(im not mad just upset that im apparently such a huge disappointment to him) but he is all like i know something is wrong...blah blah blah...and yeah i keep telling him no. But yeah I think he is ashamed of me being gay, ashamed and disapointed. He keeps making dyke jokes about me and my gf. (Sorry I did not tell you that baby, but yeah i figured it was something you didnt want to hear) but anyways i think he tries to mean it jokingly but it fucking hurts. I cant tell him this, he will say blah blah your too sensitive blah blah blah we always joke like this blah blah blah....I never thought i could feel so small. But around him I do. ITs a weird thing tho...one minute me and him can be joking and playing around, i mean I love my dad to death, I love spending time with him, but in a matter of 2 seconds he can make someone turn from a laugh to a cry. He really is an amazing human being. Sad part is I still cant help but want to be close to him. Its, i dunno, but on a lighter note. Nothing much new in my life. REALLY REALLY happy with Becki. School going average, my grades arent as good as the could be but whatever still passing lol...hmmm Im trying to get my future plans worked out, i think i may finally have it. Yay for me and kayla =] lol OOOOO kiwi touched my wenis today!xD yeah i guess thats all i have for today..peace out yall!!

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