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Birthday
• 1990-04-30
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• Arkansas
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• 2006-04-07
Occupation
• Student by day, Member of the Suicidal Butterflies X Squad of the Mercury Force by night
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• Nikki
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• National Honor Roll Society, Who's who among America's High School High School
Anime Fan Since
• Manga fan since 9th grade
Favorite Anime
• Black Cat, Bleach, Blood Sucker, Death Note, D-Gray man, Fruits Baskets, Full Metal Alchemist, Kumai, Saiyuki, The Cain series, The Tarot Cafe
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• To Graduate from high school and College. Then to be a criminal Profiler. And to be with Becki Forever!
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• Reading, writing, talking to my friends.
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• I write Poetry, and the Mercury Bat can Fly...
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Sunday, May 27, 2007
Sterffs
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Stuff with family is getting bad again. Thursday night a lot of shit went down. I am finally done with. I am tired of all this. I am through with after all the fights acting like nothing ever happened. So fuck it. I am going to stay out of all the shit, and keep to myself. That night my brother called me a cunt, said that nobody cared about him, and he was going down to the river bank to hang himself. He told me this, waking me out of a dead sleep at 3 o'clock in the morning. There was nothing I could do about it. He didn't kill himself, but yeah, I am still upset about it. Who does that to someone? Anyways, I have been at Kayla's and Kitty's. Basically away from my house. Kayla really helped me Thursday night, I called her in the middle of the night and she was there for me. I love you Kayla, My cuddle bear. Other than that shit I have been good I guess. Becki and I, are still doing really really really good. I am really glad. She is very few of the reasons I am here. I have never thought of suicide, but Thursday night it crossed my mind, If it wasn't for my Dad, my close friends, and Becki, I wouldn't be here. I just can't hurt those few people. Becki made me promise on our relationship and love that I wouldn't cut. So, I haven't and I won't. I love you Beautiful. Anyways I shall end this long entry now. Until next time.
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