myOtaku.com: MorbidSmurf

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-04-30
Gender
• Female
Location
• Arkansas
Member Since
• 2006-04-07
Occupation
• Student by day, Member of the Suicidal Butterflies X Squad of the Mercury Force by night
Real Name
• Nikki

Personal

Achievements
• National Honor Roll Society, Who's who among America's High School High School
Anime Fan Since
• Manga fan since 9th grade
Favorite Anime
• Black Cat, Bleach, Blood Sucker, Death Note, D-Gray man, Fruits Baskets, Full Metal Alchemist, Kumai, Saiyuki, The Cain series, The Tarot Cafe
Goals
• To Graduate from high school and College. Then to be a criminal Profiler. And to be with Becki Forever!
Hobbies
• Reading, writing, talking to my friends.
Talents
• I write Poetry, and the Mercury Bat can Fly...

myOtaku.com: MorbidSmurf

Monday, September 10, 2007

update

Well the break didn't last long. Becki actually thought I was happy about it becasue I wan't crying Sautrday. I guess I tried to block everything out and try not to be upset. Well, Sunday we talked, we wanted to be together but just "act" like friends for awhile. Well, eventually I told her I couldn't do that. I said we either have to be friends, or have a break. Then she said, "Well I guess we need that break." I started crying so hard. Everthing came flooding down. I realized that I could loose her and I couldn't handle it. We both didn't want a break. We knew we couldn't deal without each other. So we are together, and we are just going to find a way to deal, and work throught it. Also, just let the past be the past. Damn, It kills me that I Almost lost her twice.

Until Next Time,
Nikki.

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