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myOtaku.com: MorbidSmurf


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

POEMS
"tired"
tired of crying
tired of dying
tired of fake smiles
tired of real sorrows
tired of trying to hold on until tommorrow
tired of the friendship
tired of the hatred
tired of the burdens
tired of the hurting
tired of the scars
tired of the cries
tired of the lies
tired of the ties that didnt hold together
tired of being bound
tired of being tied
tired of you since you didnt reside
tired of the tears
tired of wasted years
tired of the loudness ringing in my ears

"love"
why does love screw you over?
and make you think that your well
and another week later
you feel like your sinking in hell
your at the end of the rope
and feel like hanging yourself with it
love takes you out for a minute
and puts you right back in it
back to the heartache and pain
where the tears fall every single day
you want someone to take you away
and you think they do
but you were wrong they didnt love you
just another way love screws you over
and twists the knife in your back around
just another way you feel like your falling face first to
the ground
its a never ending twist of fate
when you will never find your life long mate

"thoughts of suicide"
this is written for a friend, so i do not feel this way, okay kat! this is written for her, i dont have alot of emoition in it, or so said the friend. and she is right it didnt happen to me, it happened to her, so i dont know how she felt, but hopefully she still likes it.

so much stress and pressure
thoughts of suicide
not good enough for anyone
so i must resign
from this place of torture
and where the pain resides
all thats left inside of me
are thoughts of suicide
this mask that im portraying
does so well to hide
the pain and hurt inside me
and my thoughts of suicide
the pain embraces me more each night
how can my friends take this so light
after all the years
i have finally made up my mind
there is only one way for me to resign
which is suicide
i slit my wrists
from that i died
which is suicide
im finally away from my sorrows
and finnally away from my tears
but i left my loved ones with heartache and tears
for the rest of there years
i was selfish in my actions
i did not realized they cared
it is to late now
there is no turning back
i have commited suicide

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