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• Student by day, Member of the Suicidal Butterflies X Squad of the Mercury Force by night
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

tear stained makeup
as she left the building
she knew it would be awhile before she would see
him again
she hated him but she loved him
he hurt her more than i can tell you
and at times she hurt him
they had a strange, and complicated relationship
he was her brother
her best friend
rather she would admit to it or not
when he was sober, they had good times
but when he wasnt, she hated him
but she knew through all the pain he inflicted on
himself and others
he would always love her, and she would always
love him
but in the past year she has felt numb towards him
not knowing if she did miss him
or if she was glad that he was away from her
but today was different
after the conclusion that he would be gone for 9
months
she knew she would miss him
as they stood in the in the dirty white room
they hugged
with tears rolling down from their eyes
she knew she had always missed him
just the pain, blinded her
they stood there in the sibling embrace
both hoping that this would change him back into
brother she loved
the one she told everything too
the brother she hated was finally gone
or at least she hoped
she was finally able to give rid to pain that
resided in her heart
after they both stood their crying endlessly
or at least she hoped
so she left the brick building
with tear stained makeup
but for the first time
happy tears, or relieving, but sad tears
she left with the hope that her real brother
would be back
this time actually giving that trust back
the first time in along time

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