Thursday, November 30, 2006

   Getting caught up on poems postage! lol

getting caught up on my poems havent posted any in like the last month or month and a half...enjoy "untitled" We had to write an italian sonnet in english today..well here is mine lol Felling alone like being in the middle of a vast terrain feels like im constantly stuck in the rain no one out there can feel my pian i though i have finally found my gripping now i cant stop myself from slipping i know i need you help from above but at the moment i cannot feel you love I am a silhouetter of my former self nothing but a empty shell i am being dragged through hell please baby, save me from this hell someone please make this depression end doll face, please come take my hand "my apology to God" This is really deep one, and hits me so close, even though i wrote it, when i read it i wanna bust into tears, i just wrote it last night.... "my apology to God" feeling empty sitting on the pew i do not feel like i used too well why should I i dont deserve it you know as well as i do that i hate myself for betraying you weighed with guilt when i walk through the door i do not feel at place here anymore i can feel my realtionship with you slipping when though i had finally found my gripping i finally found a place i felt at home now because of what i did i feel alone through no fault but my own maybe i should just give up because i will always screw things up I do not know what to do anymore i can never say no to this girl Lord, im sorry for being this way when you are there for me every single day "your tormented gaurdian" I wrote this one about a month ago for a girl i liked....yeah and depressingly she wouldnt let me be her "shinobi" "Your Tormented Gaurdian" I want to be your shinobi take you by the hand ill kiss you scars slowly to make the pain end you just have to let me in let me draw close to you give me all your torment I swaear ill take it away ill take it into me so you wont have to anymore im filled to the brim with pain already a little more wont hurt i am your comfort i wish you realize this soon eventually i will start to swoon because i cannot handle the pain without knowing that in return i will have your love so love me whil you have me because pretty soon i may be gone "A massochist's world" Okay i like wrote this a month and a half ago when i got really really bored! XD lol so yeah it is meant to poke fun lol "A Massochists world" touch me feel me grope me hug me kiss me lick me suffocate me bite me pinch me grabe me hold me claw me scratch me make me bleed this pain from you is what i need tie me up and hold me down pin me down to the ground whip me claw me make me cry make this end with one long sigh pain equals pleasure pleasure equals pain in my world its all the same so bring out your chains and bring out your whips and bring out your claws against my hips.. yall im really not this big of a freak i swear lol

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