Wednesday, April 11, 2007

ummmm

i put up another pic...its of kearstin =]

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Gummo

i just watched Gummo.....its....wow. that movie was so weird. like......its just weird....one of the first scenes is some guy drowning a cat. all of it is........wow. im really rambling on right now.....i just cant find much to say about the movie....i have no idea what the point of it was. it was a bunch of like random unrelated scenes.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

   the hills have eyes 2

yesterday i went and saw The Hills Have Eyes 2. its soooo not scary! whenever people would die my friend Nathan would laugh. an old guy started talking about us. i was mad. for one thing he called both of us freaks and said that we were demented. i wasn't laughing though. honestly i never even got into the movie. it was really boring. i was disapointed. i wasted more than an hour of my day and 20 dollars to watch that. it was like they were just looking for ways to kill people and doing it. it started getting repetitive near the end. oh well it was better than staying at home =p

Monday, April 2, 2007

   i was bored. so i took this.

1) smoked weed or cigs: No 2) consumed alcohol: Yes 3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex: No 4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex : Yes 5) made out with someone of the opposite sex: Yes 6) made out with someone of the same sex: Yes 7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex: Yes 8) watched porn: No 9) bought porn: No 10) done drugs: No TOTAL: 4 11) taken pain killers: Yes 12) taken someone elses prescription medicine: No 13) lied to your parents: Yes 14) lied to a friend: Yes 15) snuck out of the house: Yes 16) done something illegal: Yes 17) cut yourself: Yes 18) hurt someone: Yes 19) wished someone to die: Yes 20) seen someone die: Yes TOTAL: 9 21) missed curfew: Yes 22) stayed out all night: Yes 23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself: No 24) been to a therapist: Yes 25) been to rehab: No 26) dyed your hair: Yes 27) recieved a ticket: No 28) been in a wreck: No 29) been to a club: No TOTAL: 5 31) been to a wild party: No 32) seen the Mardi Gras: No 34) had a summer break in Florida: No 35) sniffed anything: do sharpies count? 36) wore black nail polish:Yes 37) wore arm bands: Yes 38) wore t-shirts with band names: Yes 39) listened to rap: Yes 40) own a 50 cent cd: No TOTAL: 5 41) dressed gothic: Yes 42) dressed prep: No 43) dressed punk: Yes 44) dressed grunge: No 45) stole something: Yes 46) been too drunk to remember anything: Yes heheh 47) blacked out: No 48) fainted: No 49) had a crush on your neighbor: No 50) had someone sneak into your room: Yes TOTAL: 5 51) snuck into someone else's room: Yes 52) had a crush on someone of the same sex: Yes 53) been to a concert: Yes 54) dry humped someone: No 55) been called a slut: No 56) called someone a slut: Yes 57) installed speakers in your car: No 58) broke a mirror: Yes 59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house: Yes 60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush: Yes TOTAL: 7 61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper: No 62) seen an R rated movie in theaters: Yes 63) cruised the mall: Yes 64) skipped school: Yes 65) had an eating disorder: Yes...i still do... 66) had an injury: Yes 67) gone to court: No 68) walked out of a restaurant without paying: No 69) caught something on fire: Yes 70) lied about your age: Yes TOTAL: 7 71) owned an apartment: No 72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend: No 73) been cheated on: i dont think so. 74) got in trouble with the police: Yes 75) talked to a stranger: Yes 76) hugged a stranger: Yes 77) kissed a stranger: No 78) rode in the car with a stranger: Yes 79) been sexually harrassed: Yes 80) been verbally harrassed: Yes TOTAL: 6 81) met face to face with someone you met online: Yes 82) stayed online for 12 hours straight: Yes 83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight: No 84) watched tv for 12 hours straight: Yes 85) been to a fair: Yes 86) been called a bad influence: Yuppers 87) cursed: Yes 88) prank called someone: No 89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex: No 90) cheated on a test: Yes TOTAL: 7 91) cheated on homework: Yes 92) recieved/given a handjob: No 93) been pushed into a pool: Yes 94) played pool: Yes 95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight: No 96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you: No 97) had a crush on someone younger: No 98) wear eyeliner: Yes 99) skinny dipped: No 100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt: Yes TOTAL: 5 TOTAL: 60 10-20= goodie good 21-30= a little rebelious 31-40= GETTING HOT BABY 41-50= rebel <- 51-60= total bad girl/boy 61-70= bitch 71-80= cant believe you made it this far 81-90= bad ass 91-100= see you in hell Some of these sound crazy. Go on, ask, don't be shy!

Sunday, April 1, 2007

   bored

im soooo bored. nothing is going on right now. well today up to this point was fun. i hung out with Cassie, Paige, and my sexy whore Kearstin. Kearstin is so much fun. shes one of my best friends. I LOVE HER!!!!!!! we went to Skyline and played on the playground. Kearstin and Paige had to jump the fence to get in though. after kearstin got over the fence she grabbed my boobs. i was the only one there that didnt freak out when she did. ummm....oh and i broke up with Keenan. im not really sad though. he thought that we were really close but i wasn't really feeling him. i mean i made out with another girl and never with him. it was kinda sad. oh well. yeah....thats about it.

Friday, March 23, 2007

   no no no no no!!!!!!!!! DX

i just heard that Alexia is leaving because she got suspended! her parents are making her go to a different school. and they said that its all my fault and that I'm a bad influence! how am i a bad influence!? i made her stop cutting herself and wouldn't let her do drugs! I've helped her more than any friend that she has! *cries*cries*cries* nooooooooooooooo!!!!!!! shes my best friend EVER!!!!!!!!!!! this cant be happening! i never made her do anything! im so upset right now. I LOVE ALEXIA!!!!!!!!!!! D= DX

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

   suspended

today was my first day of being suspended. it was fun. i got suspended becuase i said ffuck to a teacher......and called the vice princaple stupid......heheheh. it was funnt. so yeah.....i had to site in the office for 3 hours after i got suspended. it was funny though because i just like sat in a room playing games on my cellphone. wooo! it was fun and my friend Alexia got suspended too. we sat in the office together. we both got mad at the teacher and we told him about it. so we got suspended for profanity, refusing to follow directions, and disruptive behavor. fun stuff..... its just like a vacation day. my parents don't care that i got suspended at all.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

   yeah!

i dyed my hair. its not as bright as i wanted it to be but oh well. so yeah. im happy about that. today is another slow day. im ging to go see my grandma but thats about it. i want to talk about something but i don't know what.......oh i petted my kitty while i had hairdye on my hand and so now she has a colored streak on her back. im listening to Miracle by Cascada.

Friday, March 16, 2007

   hmmmm

today was my friend Garrett's bithday. he got coldstone. so today was a pretty good day. its friday. yay! and today is also warm and sunny. very rare for here. my dog looks cute. =] im dyeing my hair tomorrow! well besides that...not much is happening right now so yeah... well see ya later. bye

Thursday, March 15, 2007

coma white by Marilyn Manson

\ these are the lyrics Theres something cold and blank behind her smile Shes standing on an overpass In her miracle mile (coma): You were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today Today to run away A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Wont save her from herself Her mouth was an empty cut And she was waiting to fall Just bleeding like a polaroid that Lost all her dolls (coma): You were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today Today to run away A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Wont save her from herself