Friday, October 17, 2008

missionaries

i talked to some missionaries today. i was walking home from school. they wanted me to see the church that i'de already passes on the way home. but im lazy so i said no. but now im going to get mexican food. hooray!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

uhhh

ugh. idk what the deal with people always bothering me and getting pissed at me for things that arent my fault. its annoying. its like if your going to be pissy keep it away from me because even though i may act sympathetic i really DONT CARE. like if i cared i would come and find you so that i could know what was up. like also i care more when people arent acting pissed off at me. i would actually listen instead of just nodding and saying "uhuh." like i would give actual INSIGHT. when things happen to people i LIKE helping when they are actually being reasonable. its like not being pissed about everything is some new concept that people dont understand. eeesh.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

SHOQIEEEEE

yusss Shoqie the best name everrrr. today me and my friends decided that this kid we both know online gave me the super aids. neither of us know how to pronounce his name. its like "shaow-kee" or something. but we were walking like "SHOQIEEEE SHOQIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!" at lunch on friday and ppl were looking at us like we were freaks. i guess its not suprising because people had like NO idea about what we were talking about. it was special.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

wwwwwhat?

omg my mom and dad spent like 600 dollars on my sister's birthday and the spent like 20 on mine. that sucks like hardcore. :[ atleast i got my cd tho. even tho it was the reduced price one :P im still happy :] and beside that nothing much is going on here.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

future

i have no idea where my future is going. im like the only person i know that has no real idea about what im gonna go after high school. i know im gonna go to college so that i dont end up like my brother but im not sure about what im gonna do there. like what my majors and stuff will be. and i dont know what i want to do as a career. and im pretty sure that some of my actions now will affect me later. i dont do many illegal things but i do things that could possibly get me in trouble. and theyre little things that would just look weird. eeesh. on a better note im gonna get the Moi Dix Mois CD for 60 dollars :P its first print with a free poster aaaan its expensive because its gonna get imported from japan :B

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

uhhh yeah

ummm yeahh everything is FANTASTIC here. today someone said that is scary and that i look like someone that would go all columbine on the school. but yeah its great isnt it? for the record i wouldnt do that. im not violent. i actually resent people that are. theres no reason to be that way really. eeesh. its like my pet peeve when ppl try to be all tough or do violent stuff. eeeesh. but hey...i think im fiiine. andddd ive decided to let my hair be its natural color. it hasnt been my real color in like 4 years(seriously).

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

the first day

today was my first day of high school. i got lost like 3 times. :P and i saw ppl that i havent seen in like 3 years. it was fun seeing Alexia, Kearstin, Angel and Emily. the only person thats not there is Donnie :[ he was like the best stoner friend EVER!!! but i was happy to see the others too. when i first saw sone of them(alexia) they like glomped me and i didnt remember who they were so i was like AHHH! MOLESTERRRER! it was kinda funny tho. :3 the classes were kinda boring. and i didnt even sigh up for some of them and they are electives. i was like wtf. aaaand i kinda learned some french today but i dont remember any now. sad day. ill probably remember tomorrow. ahhh well. soo umm bye!

Sunday, August 31, 2008

its sooo fantastic

today im going to do school shopping...sounds fun eh?....noot especially because its for school stuff and i hate the throngs of screaming kids at the places my mom takes me to get school supplies. i would like it ok...if it wasnt for the one kid that had to be screaming about some hannah montana ruler that their mom wouldnt get them. eeesh kids these days. i wanted to see myself in glasses.... picture

Thursday, August 28, 2008

conversation

ok so like...me and my dad just had a "heart to heart" conversation. he said he really loved all of his children and that he just gets upset. like he said he gets REALLY upset...and honestly...he does. but like either my relationship with him is REALLY bad...orr im like socially retarded because whenever we have talks like that i get nervous...maybe its just awkward? maybe. i dont know why tho. i can talk to ANYBODY else about that kinda stuff but he makes me nervous. i dont get it....oh poo.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

the ocean and sunburn

sooo after the drama my dad caused at home we went to the ocean. the kite festival in longbeach WA to be exact. it was fun. i made a turtle out of sand while we were at the beach. buuuut me being the ditz i am forgot to put on sun screen. isnt it like the best thing u've ever heard? XP im sunburned..a lot...im red. yay for end of the summer sunburns. and it was JUST in time for band camp too :P its mandatory :[ im a lazy cow and dont like waking up early. :P oh and i watched American History X. that was a SAD movie :[ or at least i thought so.