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im mad at Nick. he's poo head. oh well. emo bays are hot. im happy becuase i get to hug like 3 of them every day. i got sent to the councelors office today becuase i told a teacher to fuck off..and called her a whore. i haven't talked to Nick in a while but he still pissed me off today. i finally got to talking to him on myspace and he was being a big poo poo face. oh well. i got some new fishnet glove thingies. yay. heheheh i put my kitty in a pillow case and carried her around like a snake. it was funny. GAWD there is this girl named Alexandra at school. i swear shes stalking me! shes so creepy. shes really fat, ugly and acts really weird. she scares the crap out of me. it was okay untill she asked me out. i never told her that i was bi. i don't know how she found out unless she asked allot of people. out of all of my friends 3 of them know that im bi and would never tell Alexandra. its creepy. *shudder* and shes trying to be goth because i like it. she overheard me tell my friend Melina that i though goth girls were hot. she died her hair brown. today she was like "im gonna steal someones make up and be goth." she doesn't get that i like goth girls for more than just being hot. i think that they are really nice and i get along with them better than most people. she asked me out even though i have a girl friend. shes my gothy honey. yeah im going out with a bi goth girl. shes says that shes not goth though. i told Alexandra that i was with someone too. i don't like her. and shes in my 5th period class. im like the most not emo or goth peorson that i hang out with. but i still manage to get with the emo and goth people its weird. and most of them are older than me. they say that i have an intersting personality...meh omg this is so sad ='[ to me anyways
A girl and a boy,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school from beginning to end.
Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same, but neither knew.
Each waking moment since the day they met.
They both loved each other sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had in her terrible life.
He was the one who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while.
Then one day things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When they asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go, the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade, no one else home.
She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house just a minute too late.
Found her lying in her room,
her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note, in it her confession.
Her love for this boy, her only obsession.
As he read the note, he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife, that night they both died.
She was found in his arms, both of them .
Under her note his handwriting said:
"I loved her so, she never knew. All this time I loved her too."
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