Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Bon Week-end. Garçon mignon. Ou devrait je disent l'homme? :P (cont'd)
...the cop comes back and says that everything looked fine and said we could be on our way. i give a sigh of relief and so does john. i'm just thinking "Oh God! Oh God! That was Fucking Close!" and then i said to john "Good thing he didn't ask my age" and john said"Yea, kinda weird, but i'm really glad he didn't."

So we sit there for a bit longer, then decide to venture off further into the country.

We find a spot way out in the booneys it seemed like, and parked there. he turned off his car, but left his music on. he grabs his cd holder, and takes out a burned cd. he says that he got the new ICP cd, The Tempest. he hands me the burnt cd and says that he made one for Jesse (his cuz) and one for me. awww! so cute! ^ ^

After a while we're cuddling (in a car so it was kind of cramped :P ) and he takes out his camera. he says that he wants a picture of us, and i tell him that i don't take good pictures (hehehe... ^ ^') and he says"Of course you do." so he's getting ready to take the picture and our heads are layin back. lol it was kind of a funny picture because both of us look asleep. then we decide to take another one. he holds out the camera, and then he kisses me. he's holding back my hair so you can see my face. this one actually turned out really good. (that one's my favorite ^ ^) then we took another one (not my favorite... it looks like my lip is twitching lmao) (i might put those on my myspace page... :P )

He told me something, something i will never forget."You know the phrase Carpe Dieum(sp) (Seize the Day)? I prefer Carpe Nocterum (Seize the Night)."

Basicly all we did that nite was chill in his car, get found by the cops, and talk out in the country. It was the most fun nite ever.

Oh! and it's so cute because every morning he texts me saying 'Good Morning.' and then other random things... that seem to change day by day. :P bla...

Today's song:

lyrics - Insane Clown Posse Lyrics

By Insane Clown Posse

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

   Bon Week-end. Garçon mignon. Ou devrait je disent l'homme? :P
okay... XD happy! i met this guy on saturday. he's my friend jesse's cousin. his name is john. lol... i really don't know what to say about him... just that... he's cute, tall, has a lil' goatee, and (here's the kicker)... he has glasses! ^ ^ yay! i've noticed over the years that i tend to go for guys with glasses. (i don't know why. maybe it has to do with that saying: girls tend to go for guys that remind them of their dads. i dunno if that's entirely true, but to let you guys know, my dad has glasses. could you guys tell me if you think it's true that girls tend to go for guys that remind them of their dads? i'd really appreciate it) anyways, well last nite we went out driving out in the country. he had told me that he wouldn't be surprised if he got pulled over because earlier when he was coming into town he had a highway cop following him for a while. not even 20 minutes after he had told me that, we pulled over to the side of the road to talk and stuff, a cop comes slowly driving down the road. my heart was beating fast... cuz i may have snuck out... and yea...
the cop gets out of the car, comes over and asks john for his liscence, asks my name, asks if we are dating (he says no... would have been trouble if he had said yes) and goes back to his car to check everything out. while he's doing that, john and i are just sitting there not saying anything. finally, he says "my heart is racing" and i say" so is mine" b/c i was freakin nervous as hell...
the cop comes back and says that everything looked fine and said we could be on our way. i give a sigh of relief and so does john. i'm just thinking "Oh God! Oh God! That was Fucking Close!" and then i said to john...

TO BE CONTINUED... ( hehe,... i'm running out of class time :P )

Today's Song: Love Shack by The B-52s
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Thursday, April 5, 2007

bleah!
GOD! there is nothing to talk about! _._ <-- the face fell over heehee... NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! WOO! lol i'm bored...
More Funny Myspace Comments I love you Spike! lol

SOME MORE! uhhh... lets see...
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More Funny Myspace Commentsohhh no food for ein :P
More Funny Myspace Comments mwaahaahaa
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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

bla bla bla
i have nothing to talk about today... rather exciting i know... lol so BWAAAAH poink... just looking at avi's and that shizizzle :P i was "sick"yesterday so i stayed home lol but ya...

song today:They're Coming to Take Me Away, Ha-Haaa from Dr. Demento's Delights <-- awesome song! YEAH!lol
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Friday, March 30, 2007

   ...man...
Yesterday in Speech class we got this book called Speak. It's actually a pretty good book. I can't really explain it right now, but the main character reminds me a lot of myself when i was in 9th grade.

Anyways, i was reading it at home and i was listening to some songs that carry a lot of memories with them, and i thought i could really get into the mood of this book if i listen to the one song that affects me the most. So i stayed in my room for 2 hours reading a book that brings back old memories listening to Hate Me by Blue October.

This isn't a good thing. Whenever i listen to that song i get real quiet and think too much about life (which always ends with me scaring the shit out of myself for a quick second by wondering what really happens to us when we die).

I get to this one part (and by now i've basicly lowered myself to don't talk, you're not worth shit mode), and the girl tries to cut herself. This brought back a painful memory. But by now, i could care less about what had happened back then. I decide to do it to myself. It was nothing bad, they just look like cat scratches.

Is it wrong to like having cuts and scratches on your arm?

Then, when i'm reading my book, my mom comes in and (i had asked her earlier if i could go to the varsity boys VS School faculty basketball game and she never answered me) said that i could go. I told her that i didn't feel like going anymore. She closed my door and walked away. I felt like like total shit after that. I had kind of wanted to go to the game, but my mood just got the better of me. I know it's MY fault, but not my fault...

anyways I'M SORRY IF I MADE YOU UPSET... these kind of stories have a ways of doing that.

Oh, and later that night Luke and i started talking and we were talking about finding that one true love that you wanna spend the rest of your life with. It kind of hurt inside to know that it wasn't me, but it's no big deal. I'm still just a kid anyways. But it felt really good to have a deep conversation like that with someone. I don't think i've ever had one like it before, at least, not with my friends i hang out with every day.

song stuck in my head (bet you can guess it :P): Hate Me by Blue October



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Thursday, March 29, 2007

~...blwah.... ~
Nothing new today... haven't talked to con since tuesday. -.- but i'm not goin crazy about it. oh! i just remembered... he has blue eyes ^ ^ :D yea,... i had to get that out. anyways, luke(my ex) and i had a little fight on monday night b/c he didn't want me hangin with con. he said that he doesn't like to share. i asked him what he meant and he told me that i'd be sharing me, him and con... dunno if that sounds right. but he said that he gives up. but i think he was just tryin to be an ass... anyways... thats basicly it

song stuck in my head: I Go Crazy by DHT
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

*yawn*
not a whole lot going on today... rather boring. tomorrow my school is having a basketball game where the varsity team goes against some of the teachers. that should be interesting. :P well, basicly it... yea...


MY GRANDMA LIKES COOKIES THAT ARE MADE OF CHOCOLATE PIGGIES!

song stuck in my head: Pain by Three Days Grace
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WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

   so happy! ^ ^
Last nite me and my friend con (short for conrad) were texting each other and decide to hang out at his place. So i head over there at around 11:45ish. We hang outside for about 10 mins and then go inside. We watch tv for a little bit, and then he tells me his dad is coming home so we head to his room. Hate to say this but it's almost the dullest room i've ever seen. (Sorry con!) I sit on his bed and he grabs an Auto Trader magazine, and i know right away that this is gonna be loads of fun. haha jk, yea. lol about 15mins later, we decide to bug our friend jesse (who had introduced us) cuz he knew that jesse'd be sleeping or just getting to sleep. We start texting him and jesse's pissed, but it's freakin hilarious. I'd send jesse msgs that said "tell con i say hi" and con would send jesse msgs that said"tell sarah i say hi" and i sent him this one that said"ask con if i can have a drink of his pop" lol All the while con and i are starting to get along more. And i also start to notice how cute he is... yea...-^^- Well, anyways, later, jesse says that he's gonna go to bed cuz he has to get up at 6 in the morning (and it's about 2 in the morning when he says that). so we say bye to jesse, and con and i start talking and he's says that he thinks it would be funny to text jesse b/c he knew that jesse would be just about ready to fall asleep. As the night goes through, we're laying on his bed next to each other talking about whatever. we go outside for a quick smoke and i see one of his busted up cars(he has like 3 of them... lol). we go back inside and lay on his bed again, this time we're facing each other. I start poking his arm and he does it back and we keep poking each other and i CANNOT can this phrase out of my head"99% of poking leads to sec" lol yea.... so we lay there for a while just talking and it's time for me to go. so we go outside and he has another smoke and i stand there freezing my ass off (my butt and legs were literally shaking like hell) and then i say i gotta go home and i ask for a hug and he gives me one. i gotta tell you his hug immediatly warmed me up! it seriously did! mmmmm hug :P

song stuck in my head:Say it Right by Nelly Furtado
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