Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   Mousie greetings!
Well I am feeling pretty sick today but I shoudl be alright. I can't find the medicine in this house but I should be alright.
I have been alright except my dealings with centrelink which, for those of you who aren't Australians, is where unemployed bums like myself go to get money to live off. I am trying to find wark but am awful at it, doesn't help that we have one of the highest unemployment rates in the state expecially for inexperienced 18 year olds like me. But I keep trying, unfortunately it is the govenrments policy to completely demoralise and humiliate everybody in order to make us more keen to make our own money I guess but it is hard. Anyways I should be happy our country has a system like that because I am well aware that some people go without any government assistance and starve, it still cheeses me off though I am sure there must be so many suicides just from the way they treat people there.
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   Ahhh the anime love it fills me again
Yeah I have had a short trip around the otaku and just thought I would let you all know I am feeling much better, going to go create some of my own anime now, that's what I have been missing!
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   Alas here I am
Just homesick, guess that's how it always is but still I feel quite rude. I don't actually want to DO anything and yet I feel myself longing for something to fill my time, went to email a friend but then I rememebred I emailed her three times yesterday, better to be waiting for her reply I am thinking.
I think it is just inconsistency of company, see my family is a wee bit older and my siblings have gotten through the self-centred bratty type stage, my new "temporary sister" hasn't. She is hard to deal with, not that she gives me much trouble but she is always crying when her mum doesn't give her things. I try to be good about it but it is hard. And also I find myself lonely for intelligent conversation, not hugely intelligent mind you just not always trying to be impressing me, which is what this 8 year old I live with is like. I'll admit it is all good for my ego but alas not comforting. I just want to sit around with people my own age. Or I don't know just want to do something normal.
Well I don't really know what I want but I know it is hard to find at the moment, maybe I am just having tv withdrawal symtoms from not watching as much as usual. I am doomed to be a couch potato forever.
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   Don't... eat of gurlgeing.. no I have none but you...sweet chicken
Yep I moved into my new house and have just now got to asking about using their computer. It doesn't have any anime music on it at all, quite sad and no anime picutes their desktop is a generic hillside... *sniff* I miss my computer. Well not much to be said now until something interesting happens, if it does I'll let you know!
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   Fly my dark chickens of death!
er yes that is the subject of this here post which is actually about me moving. Man it stinks, I have been so busy I haven't posted for ages, man I stink so bad! Literally! It is so hot here!!!!
So I moved my stuff but now because of unforseen emergensies of the family kind I can't stay there till Monday. Not to mention all the stupidity of organising a make up day of fun with my friend cause I accidently had a Lord of the Rings Marathon instead of going to her house last time I planned to on the same day as my friends 18th Birthday an hour away. Wow if you followed that one I am proud of you!
yup so in short I have nowhere to stay cause it would seem that I don't have any friends to stay with but fear not I am at my old house where my room still has a mattress and now curtains! It kinda sucked cause my mum washed them and people could just look in on me sleeping! I hate moving but in all the dehydrated stumblings cause all our glasses are packed and I am way too lazy to wash one up there is much scope for stupid stories. Like the other day we had a cleaner in and they cleaned dads door so well he thought it was open and walked straight into it, just like a pigeon. He bent his glasses up so bad that when he moves his eyebrow it knocks his glasses. tee hee!
Anywhos I will fill you in on some interesting details another time.
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   Must... not... bitch...
yes I feel right now is the time to hold my tongue or i don't know typing fingers. so I will just say I had fun yesterday and today too, had a picnic which was extremely fun, managed to fit 7 people into a four seater car which was quite entertaining then proceeded to have a singalong with me playing the ukulele even though I was the driver (don't worry we stopped first and we weren't driving on proper roads or anything either) but will stop now so I don't bitch. by then dudes.
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Friday, January 7, 2005

Hooray for you all!
You have managed to stumble apon my site and your reward you get to read my daily (or not so daily recently) rave.
And today I am going to ramble on about chicken, I like chicken, my friend is a chicken but that is another story, I think this is boring so I am off. I haven;t visited some peoples sites for an age and I am feeling kind of guilty although chances are they don't miss me well I am off!
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

   Absense makes the heart grow fonder, especially if it is the absense of raving mice at least...
So GUESS WHAT I am probably going to have an extra long rave to make up for it!
Well christmas for a start was good, don't mean to be materialistic but you know when you just have one of those christmasses when everything is just what you wanted, how lovely of everyone to know! Example:my sister bought me a yukalele! I am like majorly stoked even though I couldn't play anything for a few hours cause I forgot how to play. But don't worry my dad worked out how to tune it and eventually it all came back.
then my brother bought me this cute little music box that plays new york new york (I just love that song-great for singingat the top of your voice!) I have a little obsession with music boxes they are so gorgeous.
Then my parents bought me the poetry of Yeats in a cute little book. I just love Yeats! They also bought me a chinese calligraphy set and a how to play harmonica cd. Well enough of that I don't want to bore you guys.
New years was fun too we went down to the carnival and saw the fireworks at about 9 or 10 then came back at about 11:00 and watched futurama until 12:00 but we missed it by a little while cause we kinda forgot.
Our cousins have been here and we have been acting disturbingly imature. We were bored so we bought some wooden car thingies that you glue together but the paint took a week to dry (still isn't but we gave up waiting and glued them together anyway.
Then we our almost traditional watching of pride and prejudice the BBC mini series, ah the fun.
We have watched so many movies cause it is so hot and we are always so bored.
I went ice skating yesterday which was good cause I haven't been for ages and I love iceskating, not that I can do anything interesting.
Well yeah I have been really happy lately which is awsome and I wish the same for everyone reading this.
I have also been an absolute pig cause for some reason we have had soft drink at every meal and what huge meals, well anyways so much for my resolution but it isn't too late.
Anyways yeah that is some boring news for you but then it is an online journal what do you expect? No really I would like to know.
Well anywhos OMG now I remember what I wanted to tell everyone!
Ok well it isn't that exciting but well I work for an architect and we gave him a coopy of my poetry for my HSC seeing as though his son in law to be now son in law is a poet and he just loved them so he wanted to draw me some pictures, which he has done and now I am just waiting to see them. I am heaps stoked cause well I dunno it is just nice to have inspired someone, I mean well my favorite music/poetry/drawings/movies/etc are always the ones that makes you want to vreate somehting of your own. It means there is enough there for a new creation. Anyways I am really excited but I am done ranting now bye bye mousie love to you all!
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

Er yeah was lazy again...
Hi there peoples haven't posted for a while, again! But I have been so busy beign bored. My cousins are here and they think anime is stupid which is quite distressing for me and normally I would try and convert them but they seem to think they are cooler than me. But I have managed to make one of them admit she really does like sailor moon (well I didn't make her but you know)
Anyways um not much to say. My new years resolution for tomorrow is to lose weight (gee that's original) oh well I need to anyway. Well I'm off bye bye!
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

Hmmm bored
Yeah that's right I am bored, breaking news I know. Well anyways I am sorry that I could not be of help alieviating the boredness of others which is ultimately my goal but I am so damn bored myself. Well I will keep trying.
OK so yeah my cousins are coming tomorrow and I think some of my other cousins are coming down for christmas day which should be wierd cause it is my dad's sister and my mum's sister and they have never met but I don't really care except that I am a completely different person with each of them. My dad's family are all intellectual and smart and super nice you know well mannered and stuff. Where as my mum's sister's family aquainted me with nearly all the slang I know for farting and sex. Not to mention that we laugh and make stupid jokes for fun compared to how I try and be smart around my dad's family but always feel inferior. But I love them all so it doesn't matter. And on boxing day my dad (he is a minister) is having his last sermon, I think forever cause he is going to be a lecturer at the Presbyterian theological college, which means my family has to move to Sydney. This of course leaves me in a bit of a predicament because I have now finished school and am now legally an adult but I was going to stay at home for a year and teach piano and do fifth grade piano and get a job BUT I can't do all that in Sydney or not as well, but I will cut my story short as I don't want to bore you anymore, I only really care about not being lonely anymore but that isn't going to happen because nobody likes me here and they probably wont in Sydney. And just when I thought I would go to Sydney seeing as there are lots more people and I would have a better chance my mother told me she wanted me to move out. Well I don't know what to do, any ideas anyone?
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