Sunday, November 28, 2004

   Fear not those hungry for Mouse related news, for I am here!
I don't think I have posted for a while, mostly because I have actually had stuff to do! Go me! Anyways I thought I would give you a run down on my weekend.
Well on Saturday our church held a farewell for my family. My dad is the minister you see and he will be leaving to teach at the presbyterian theological college in I dunno Burwood or something, oh but noone would know where that is. Well it is in Sydney. Anywhos so I might be moving with them I don't know yet I haven't decided but I wont go into that just now otherwise the post will be TOO long and boring.
But I am raving now. So yeah that was quite nice I played "romance" by Gliere with my father who plays clarinet and then acoumpanied my cellist sister in a piece by Mozart, they were fun but I am awful at performing in front of people, well I should say I get nervous playing the piano because I don't seem to have a trouble with the flute or drama or simply making a fool of myself for no reason. Anyways you know how people are though they think you are absolutely wonderful even if you stink which I guess is quite nice and I spent some time that night as well as church the next morning being praised by all the lovely old dears, as well as some younger people. But it was fun! In fact I just love the piece I played with my dad and I especially suggested we borrow it off my old music teacher who then after the little ceremony we had gave us the music to keep! I was so stoked! One of the best presents I have ever recieved.
Well anyway yeah I could tell you about the rest of my weekend but on reflection it wasn't very interesting and this post is long and boring enough already! Later peoples, mousie love to everyone who takes the time to visit my site and read my posts!
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Thursday, November 25, 2004

Quiz results...
Yes I know I do a lot of quizzes but for some reason I simultaneously love and detest those things. I mean think about it how dorky are they and what a waste of time, they are made by people who mostly hardly understand human psycology and can hardly encoumpass the complexity that is human personalities! And yet... I do them so often and I get cut when I don't get the one I want, I even have huge stresses out because if I think (I don't anymore but I used to be) I am depressed and it tells me I am the happy little ditz, well I just assume I am putting it all on to get attention which I know in hindsight was absolutely not true! It has taken a lot of effort to not feel crap all the time and to talk about how I feel so there is no way I would be faking something nobody even suspected existed! Anyways but yeah I can't help myself I just love them even though as a concept I have the most extreme detesting for them! If only I could decide on one or the other!
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   Oh I am just on MSN right now and well I just had to tell someone even though it isn't important but I am just so upset cause I just got put into a random conversation and I didn't even know half of them but the ones I vaguely know were all calling me a bitch and telling me to fuck off and calling me gay etc I don't even know them except that I have seen them around at school.
What happenned. I know it shouldn't bother me but I just can't take being hated I don't know why but I am shaking and I don't know what to do cause I can't defend myself and I just want to make them not hate me anymore but I don't know what I did and I don't know who they are what can I do...
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   My buddy is back!
Well I hadn't seen my buddy for two years since she went to England but today I saw her. I missed her so much cause noone else ever could be bothered doing anythign with me. I have lots of aquaintances but noone who would be bored and think of me so I have been pretty lonely. But now she is back and we went to the beach and bought chips then we went to spotlight to check out the fabrics and get some crazy ideas for sewing just like the old days *sniff* we are going to make crazy red christmas outfits like we planned years ago. With red velvet and white fluff and bells! Ooooh I hope it works out!
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

   Hey there little peoples! And hey there to those of you who are big too!
Well Guess what! I am going to make a bamboo flute! How fun I got the instructions but I just have to convince my dad to help me cause... I am scared of hot things... Oh well should be fun I will be so proud of it if I can pull it off. How stocked I could make my own flute!
Anywhos I think maybe I should buy me a bamboo flute (as well) I mean I can't really tune mine and I could sure go for some pan pipes, mmmmm... can you imagine it round the campfire I could just pull out my pan pipes, oh wait the fire might split the wood. Well I could always be one of those awsome flutie peoples with a whole range of wooden flutes, fifes etc. which I could change for every occasion. I love flutes! la la la la la...
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

   Just had a massive killing spree...
Yes, I just got back from a massive killing spree, my favorite part was wtching the sea of corpses floating down the drain. Of course they were flea corpses so I spose I have a long way before I can truly be deemed evil by polite society... not that I am complaining I mean I don't particularly want people to think I am evil.
Anyways so yeah my dog is quite infested with fleas, huge black blankets of flea bodies crawl over his little body so I gave him a bath because the flea shampoo knocks them out which is a big help when pulling them off. But He hates it so much so I had to eventually just let him go poor little guy so even though I pulled hundreds off he is still absolutely infested! Never mind I will keep trying. I feel for the little guy I had fleas a little while ago and they don't just itch they sting and it sucks!
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   More job troubles
Good morninng peoples! Ah yes that is right I am up and it is still morning! No seriously I do get up in the morning, just not too early. Well anyways I have been having more job troubles my mum is making me apply everywhere, although I haven't told any employers that. I am sure it would impress them "hello why do you think you would like to work here."
"Well I wouldn't but my mum keeps trying to get me to get a job, anyways I thought you may be stupid enough to employ me quite frankly this kind of work does not apeal to me in the slightest, something about fast food that is so teenage after school job there is no way I am looking to pursue a career in your industry I will leave as soon as I can get a better offer!"
I tried to convince a lady the other day I was really serious about her work and now I feel bad... it is not as if I lied, I made sure I said nothing that wasn't true but she knew that I wasn't heaps serious about her line of work and I just wouldn't admit it, who would come on. She kept saying things like you seem very smart and talented with a sort of I don't really believe you want to work here. She even started suggesting other lines of work like "have you thought of teaching?" To be honest I had but the idea had not appealed to me unless it is private music tuition which I am hoping to do next year in between whatever job I get, *sigh* the problem is I can't really honestly say I am interested in any line of work, not because I am lazy (although I am certainly lazy) it is just that I am caught between a desire to do something artistic or performance based and my need to be good at what I do. I just don't think there is anything out there for me so who would want to employ someone like that... besides I am definitely thinking of going to university I am just taking a year off which is another one of those things employers don't want to hear. *sigh* but I guess it must be done if only to appease my mother.
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ARGH I HATE being a crap poet!
Sorry but I need to vent some serious frustration! All my poems are so trshy teenage angst! I want to be a poet but I am crap and I don't know how to not be, how do you just get talent! ARGH how rude! Excuse my rant! Sorry back to sleep for me!
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Monday, November 22, 2004

Mousie love entirely to your!
Present I pass directly interesting engrish day... one of the finer parts of Japanese culture.
So today my mum is trying to get me to try and get a job so I have been writing letters etc. I can't think of a more painful past time... well maybe ok so my fear of rejection has blown this whole thing way out of proportion. But all the same it is hard and I think it will be fairly fruitless, but I will let you know if anything comes out of it.
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Wow man that last post didn't actually make sense...
just so you know I did actually mean to say something that did make a little more sense than that yesterday but got carried away on a happy little tangent... or not so happy I spose. YAY my friend is coming back from England tomorrow I haven't seen her for two years I hope she hasn't matured...
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