Friday, November 19, 2004

I feel like telling everyone a story, hope you don't mind.
Do you know I say I invented anime (well duh we all knew that was a lie) but in actual fact I am a relatively new anime fan, before that I was as my friend calls me a "closet anime fan" not because I was particularly ashamed but I had no idea until about a year ago that other fans of anime itself existed much less to such large proportions.
Anyway the point of this little story is that now that I have found this culture I am faecd with a particularly acute dilemma.
You see I have spent my entire life trying to act dumber than I am, in year 3 or 4 I remember purposefully adopting bad grammer so that I would fit in with my friends despite my unusual flare for accurate grammar. I only half listen to things so that I wont understand them so I can ask stupid questions later, it is truely sad but it is just that I have been doing it for so long that now well I can't stop.
It wouldn't be a problem except that I have a huge fear like you wouldn't believe of smart people, I mean I am on a forum on the internet literally shaking at my computer despite the fact that these people will never even know who I am. I just really really wanted to post some smart stuff but it seems now that I can't. The worst thing is I can't stand elitist people. You know the sort who wont pretend to be vagulely amused by something to protect someones feeilngs. I am not dumb so why is it I am scared of them thinking I am. I just want to be smart again, what have I done?
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Oh what to write about?
Well I kinda wrote a huge post this afternoon which got put under ysterday but I always get more visits when I actually update in the evening... I don't understand it I just yeah whatever. Anyways so my Aunt is turning 50 and so I am going North about an hour to go to her birthday party, how fun! Anyways I can't decide I am having a gypsie party and I have this awsome skirt but if I wear it to my aunt's party then it wont have as much shock value... but then again I don't have much else to wear... what to do...
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

   Very scary day today!
I had my second day of work today (I only work on Fridays) it was very very scary! First I just started off doing dumb things like made the coffee at 10:15 cause I thougt it was supposed to be made at 10:00 when it actually was supposed to be made at 10:30... not a big deal but at the time I was so stressed I poured freshly boiled water over my hand! I kept answering the phone wrong too like when my boss was having a huge fight with this client or something and the phone rang I put the guy on hold and I was just waiting outside the office looking stupid for some reason until Tim (one of the guys who works there) gives me this funny look and says you are going to have to take a message because you wouldn't want to disturd him now. I was like duh Mouse Bag you fool what are you doing! Then I was doing some typing and I had to keep annoying my boss cause I couldn't read his writing and then I had to deliver one of the letters I wrote and so he made me drive his car! AH I can barely drive my car and my car is a tiny little old crappy car so I was majorly stressed out. Here I am putting my dorky little provisional plates on his shiny car... I also forgot to adjust the mirrors and I couldn't see behind me and I kept holding people up at the traffic lights cause I was trying to fix them but doing other stupid things instead! His car is german too so the blinker is on the other side so I kept putting the windscreen wipers on! The I got West and South mixed up so when I went to go North I went East instead and got lost... oh dear. Plus I couldn't find reverse so I only got out of my park by rolling down the hill. Then I delivered the letter and I was like I have to give this package to Rob Mcdougal and he was like I think you mean Rob McDowel, and that's me... how embarassing! But the worst part of the day was when the car started making strang noises everytime I stopped so I put on the hand brake at the lights to ckeck it out and instead of taking my foot off the brake I took my foot off the clutch and stalled the car, then predictably the lights went green and I couldn't start the car cause the key was jammed and I didn't realise that you have to turn the car off if you want to start it again, that's not how my car works!!!! Not a memory I will treasure forever...
But I am still alive and apart from that funny noise that I am not too sure about I don't think there is anything wrong with his car, except the fern next to the office was making some pretty scary scratching noises on his nice and new paint... Oh well I only did what I was told... I warned him I wasn't a very good driver.
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   AAAAAAAAHH Please someone answer!
I am having a major dilemma here because I desperately want to post some fan art but I can't! Because I can't draw, what should I do? Um I guess that is a pretty stupid question but is it possible to post like one or two on my site so people can give me advice without actually going through the proper process where mean people may laugh at my lack of drawing ability??? Someone tell me what I should do... please...
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So anyways...
Yeah so I think my dog's feeling better. He has taken to sleeping on the bottom of the stairs because of the heat, now he is following me around because I asked my sister if she was going swimming, unfortunatley swim is one of the few words he knows, *sigh* I can't say no to that face!
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

   Just another boring chapter in the life of a mouse...
Well now, this morning was pretty scary! Last my dog came in from his nightly toilet outside pertty scared. He ran in with his tail between his legs and hid under my brother's bed. We checked him for... well we checked him but couldn't find anything and he eventually came out during the night to come sleep in my room. His breathing was quite quick and laboured so I was up quite a long time worried about him. The this mroning he wouldn't go for a walk with mum but stayed in the car and when she brought him back he was shaking- he just sat in a chair all morning when normally he would get up every now and again so he could settle himself a little closer to one of us. He jus sat in the chair even when he was all alone and he looked pretty miserable. So my mum took him to the vet but fortunately the vet couldn't find anything wrong with him. We think he may have been bitten by something but anyways I am glad he's ok cause I love him so much. Anyways it is really hot at the moment so I am going for a swim!
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Someone else's time zone... how rude!
Yeah I am really sick of my posts of tuesday being put under monday, it really gets a mouse down... Oh well I just thought I would put in a boring post so that it says that I have updated today, which I have!
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Monday, November 15, 2004

Mousie love to you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yep I am full of love today! I have conquered my fear of noone coming to my birthday party in time to have a three months late 18th! Oh well never mind. It was a huge effort for me because for some reason the thought of holding a party noone would come to makes planning a party very hard! Not to mention most of my friends are nowhere near as crazy as me and so my dreams of having a fully themed party complete with crazy costumes on everyone is not to be which has been surprisingly hard for me given that it is such a small thing that lets face it I am used to. I mean being as weird as me I kind of excpect people to laugh at my suggestions. Well anyways after having a day of crying every two minutes I finally organised envelopes and invitations to many a friend now I just need the guts to post them... *sigh* will the troubles never cease?
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Ah my evil chickens I truly love you all!
Well hmmm what to talk about, not much to say cept I am thinking I need to make my site more exciting somehow. Yup, I reckon that would be great I know what I would do I could put pics of mouse bag, I mean me you know doing stuff... but only one problem, I can't draw oh wait two problems I am HOPELESS with computers. I might randomly PM someone that is always fun! Yeah soz if I did it to you and you are scared now... but it is fun you should try it and I know one random mouse bag who would love a random personal message ~_^ well anyhoos this is mouse bag signing off for today love to you all though I don't know who I am talking to becasue I have a sneaking suspicion noone visits my site, well not many people anyway. If you do visit be sure to comment let me know you were here and send me a PM if you are so inclined.
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Saturday, November 13, 2004

   Er just a little request.
Hey can someone comment on my posts. I mean it doesn't have to be very deep or meaningful but I would like to know that people are visiting my site you know, feeling quite lonely and isolated...
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