Thursday, November 11, 2004

Hey has anyone noticed that if you want to find a cartoon picture of someone with black hair, like me, you either find people who have dark skin or are like goth. Not that I don't like goths I have many a friend who are goths, well actually not that many cause I don't have that many friends but I would never pass as a goth I just couldn't take it seriously for long enough. So like I was looking for pics that look like me and I have pretty pale skin right so all I could find were goth ones which some of them are cool but others are just too saitanic. That is something else I could never be. I have friends who are saitanists, they are some of my favorite people btw, and well I could never do it. Partly because I just can't hate people like they do but mostly because I am a Christian. I know religion is one of those things that some people don't ever want to talk about but hey this is my little bloggy thingo so I will talk about it. Can I ask people what they believe? I mean it is one of those important things, it is the only thing I can take seriously. Mostly because the consequences, I believe, are eternal. Well I just think it is very important thing to have thought about and don't worry I know people don't like religion rammed down their throat so you don't have to worry about recieving the bible in private message form from me but I would like to know what people believe. I am just interested in that stuff.
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   Everyone guess what my new job is!!
I got a new job and basically my main job is ansering the telephone so the other people who are busy don't have to. What a laugh I start tomorrow wish me luck!
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   Just a few Questions...
So I am fairly new at this and I really don't know what people want to see on sites. I just thought I would ask a few question:

1. What type of posts do people like; my thoughts on society, stories about my boring life, random questions and such or something else?

2. Do you think that my site would be better if I added some cool pics or would it be heaps annoying cause it would take ages to laod?

3. Do people actually like seeing peoples you know poetry and stuff cause I would post some but I kinda get annoyed at some poetry, is that an issue for anyone else or am I just wierd?

4. Can I post my fan art even if it is crap? I mean what is the point because it is crap right but still all the same I want to post some I don't know why... I guess to hear what people think of it and to help me get better.

Well anyways thanks in advance love you all!
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Oh my gosh does anyone know if you can post pictures from your computer or do you have find them on the net? Sorry but I am so computerly dumb, I need me a nerd!!!! Oh well untill then I will just keep annoying random people who offer to help, those poor souls mwa ha ha. No but seriously I don't mean to be annoying but I do appreciate all the help I can get!
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   Scared of the telephone, oh so sad I know...
Ok so I know I am a freak! For some reason I can yell random things to total strangers and run round in a random gown and fairy wings but for some reason I cannot ring friends on the phone. Well some people but not my piano teacher and I SO wanted to get some lessons before I move. I really wanted to do seventh grade!! And then there is this friend who lives in Newcastle who I haven't seen for seven years but have been writing to. Anyways so I am going to Newy for some picnic thingo and to see my cousin and I am too scared to ring him! Oh what is wrong with me, if I tell people I am shy they always laugh at me. People don't understand how much that hurts because shyness is ruining my life. I may be outta control and a total wierdo but I can still be shy!!! Can't I?
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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

I finally cleaned up the two years worth of mess I had accumulated from school! I filled an entire bin of mess (it was a big bin too) and then I was dancing in it, he he for a moment I was mouse-bin! I broke the bin too (don't worry it is still useable) but it was worth it, I will do some burning tonight but at the moment it is rainning, I need some more formal/end of HSC photos for my album. So I will try and photograph it. Tried some more drawing but it seems my talent of yesterday did not last until today, oh well I will keep trying. Is it just me or are anime dudes like SO much harder to draw properly? Moh no bishies for mouse bag.
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Monday, November 8, 2004

Well I drew some anime today that I wasn't totally ashamed of so that was pretty good.
I spent pretty much the whole day on my bed listening to anime music and drawing anime (my dream day!) plus the rain and thunder outside made me feel all snugly and warm inside. Yeah maybe someday I may actually draw something not shameful enough to submit... heres hoping.
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   So full of tiredness...
Well I had a pretty boring day today, I had a fight with mouse box in public which got some rather unfriendly stares. People can't seem to understand the concept of an alter ego. I mean I'll admit someone randomly yelling in public is scary but have you ever tried to live with someone else inside you? I mean it's like you know how living in the same house as someone is usually hard well try living in the same body! Anyways signing off might write something a little bit more true later, did I just write that... Ah who am I kidding if wanted to I could just delete it, oh well bye now.
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Saturday, November 6, 2004

   Rain ahhhh how lovely
It has been SO hot and horribly humid today but now it is all paying off because it is raining! I just love the rain because I always feel the world is more beautiful in the rain! Partly because, well, look at it spoarkling and new, fresh and newly cleaned *sigh* but also because I am a strong believer in you have to create a lot of your own beauty, and I ALWAYS feel more creative in the rain. How could you not? Even the sound is beautiful. The world just makes more sense in the rain. Me and the world agree completely.
If there is a flower but noone around to see it is it still beautiful? I think not, you can live your whole life in the presence of potential beauty and never even notice it. It takes a lot of work sometimes to find beauty in the world around you and some people are even harder but the hardest place to find beauty is in yourself, but if you can love the world and people around you let me tell you it is so rewarding!
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Thursday, November 4, 2004

   Grrrr another maddened rant
Ok so I am doing a lot of ranting today but guess what our house has fleas! How rudeness! Its the dog... what a crazed little thing he is, but he has infested the carpet so like when you are lying on the floor every now and again you see this little black spot which sometimes stings. But the worst most grossest thing happened today I was turning on this cd player on my floor and I looked down and there is this flea on me! So very quickly I grab it and while I am squishing it I feel this stinging on my feet but you know it is probably just me imagining it you know like when someone talks about being itchy and then you feel itchy but just to be sure I looked down and guess what? My feet were covered with fleas all maddly biting me so I am like screaming and batting them off, what a scary moment!
Oh well I am glad I have shared that story I feel better now.
But Oh my gosh I am still mad you know I am so fat becasue of these exams! All I did was sit around and eat, no wonder! Well OMG my face is having this time of crazed acne troubles too not to mention my majorly frizzed out hair... Oh well what can you do it is just one of those days. I'll be back to my beautiful mousey self in no time I am sure ^_- (wait a minute do mice get acne?)
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