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• 2004-10-18
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• Sugar Fairy
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• Mouse Bag

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• Well that's a stupid question I invented anime
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• I love all anime how could I choose??
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• To be cute and I hope to spread the anime love as far as I can, let me know if you have a way how.
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• piano, flute, I can sort of play the blues harp, music in general! World domination, obsessing about anime, poetry, other writing, anything artistic, I sort of do ballet but it is more of an interest since I am pretty bad at it.
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Friday, November 19, 2004

I feel like telling everyone a story, hope you don't mind.
Do you know I say I invented anime (well duh we all knew that was a lie) but in actual fact I am a relatively new anime fan, before that I was as my friend calls me a "closet anime fan" not because I was particularly ashamed but I had no idea until about a year ago that other fans of anime itself existed much less to such large proportions.
Anyway the point of this little story is that now that I have found this culture I am faecd with a particularly acute dilemma.
You see I have spent my entire life trying to act dumber than I am, in year 3 or 4 I remember purposefully adopting bad grammer so that I would fit in with my friends despite my unusual flare for accurate grammar. I only half listen to things so that I wont understand them so I can ask stupid questions later, it is truely sad but it is just that I have been doing it for so long that now well I can't stop.
It wouldn't be a problem except that I have a huge fear like you wouldn't believe of smart people, I mean I am on a forum on the internet literally shaking at my computer despite the fact that these people will never even know who I am. I just really really wanted to post some smart stuff but it seems now that I can't. The worst thing is I can't stand elitist people. You know the sort who wont pretend to be vagulely amused by something to protect someones feeilngs. I am not dumb so why is it I am scared of them thinking I am. I just want to be smart again, what have I done?
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