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Sunday, January 30, 2005


   Alas here I am
Just homesick, guess that's how it always is but still I feel quite rude. I don't actually want to DO anything and yet I feel myself longing for something to fill my time, went to email a friend but then I rememebred I emailed her three times yesterday, better to be waiting for her reply I am thinking.
I think it is just inconsistency of company, see my family is a wee bit older and my siblings have gotten through the self-centred bratty type stage, my new "temporary sister" hasn't. She is hard to deal with, not that she gives me much trouble but she is always crying when her mum doesn't give her things. I try to be good about it but it is hard. And also I find myself lonely for intelligent conversation, not hugely intelligent mind you just not always trying to be impressing me, which is what this 8 year old I live with is like. I'll admit it is all good for my ego but alas not comforting. I just want to sit around with people my own age. Or I don't know just want to do something normal.
Well I don't really know what I want but I know it is hard to find at the moment, maybe I am just having tv withdrawal symtoms from not watching as much as usual. I am doomed to be a couch potato forever.

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