Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Oh…geez….hmm…well…let’s see…nothing much has happened in the last couple of weeks. I got contacts; I’m wearing them right now. They make it hard to stare at the computer screen. I don’t know why, strange. But when ever I draw, I have to take them out because they bother me.

I can’t talk about buying clothes around my mom any more. I asked her when we would have some extra money so I could buy some new clothes and she said that I can buy clothes whenever I wanted, but then she asked me if I wanted to buy shirts like the one I’m wearing right now (MCR shirt), I said ‘yes’ and she said ‘no’. I don’t see what’s wrong with parents. They complain about the clothes their children buy, what ever happened to ‘It’s what’s on the inside that counts.’? Apparently, once you decide to change the way you look, they seem to stop caring about the ‘inside’ and worry about what people think when they see you. Parents can be very hypocritical at times. But so can children.

It’s funny, but in a some-what sad way. For the past couple of weeks, my school keeps having little assemblies talking about how you should be more excepting of people. Some of the speakers would talk about how mean children can be. And then we would go back to class, and the teacher would ask if it made an impression on you, and the children would respond with ‘yes’. Then, once you all leave the room, the kids are back to their normal, bitchy ways. Why god? Why? Why are people retarded!?

I used to have to deal with the children at school calling me names and such, but for some strange reason, it all seems to have stopped. It’s strange, really. I haven’t done anything. I don’t know. But I now have proof that you can not judge people by the way they look.

At my school, the ‘skaters’ are the most retarded people to have ever been cursed with a life. They’re personality is basically that of a girl prep’s. But, in math, I have been made to sit by one of these ‘skaters’, and I must say, he’s not that bad. He’s defiantly stupid, though. For one, this boy in our class shouted ‘Shut up!’ and they boy who sits next to me, Daniel, said ‘Ohhhhh! He said the S.W. word!’ and I looked over at him and said, ‘S.W.?’ and he just kinda sat there and said, ‘Ya…..’ and I looked at him and said, ‘Shut Wup?’ then he started shouting ‘Shut Wup!’ He also likes my drawings, which is good. And he lets me look at his math book when I don’t have mine. He also let’s me use his red pen to color in my drawings. But, no, I do not ‘like’ him. I do not have a crush on him. I don’t like boys that are 2 feet shorter then me…..and most of them are.

That reminds me, I’m not sure if I’ve ever mentioned Cody. If I haven’t, I’ll tell you about him now. I dated him in 6th grade and at the beginning of this year, and then I broke up with him and started dating Michael Myers. No really…..that was his name, Michael Myers. I really like Mike, but sadly, he moved away. So sad. Any way, back to Cody. After we broke up, he started dating one of my best friends. Today, she decided to break up with him. I was excepting this to go pretty smoothly. I was wrong. She broke up with him rather harshly. He actually started crying, which made me feel really bad, because I’m a nice person. Dammit. So, I was stuck with the job of helping him feel better. After a while, we left the library and went to the cafeteria, but I had already missed my bus. Ya risked missing my bus and having to call my mom just for him. Oh well, hopefully he’ll be ok tomorrow.

Well, I can’t think of anything else except some thing music related. I have started liking Good Charlotte again. ‘Again?’ You may ask. Yes, again. I like them for a while, but recently, they haven’t really com out with many new songs that I like. So, I went through my music a week or two ago and found my Good charlotte songs and now I’ve started listening to them.

You know what? If I told some kid at school that, they’d started calling me a poser. I don’t understand why. See, I’m trying to say why it’s stupid, but calling some one a poser for that reason is so idiotic that I can’t even come up with a logical reason. Everyone has to start some where. There, does that make sense? I mean, a person has to start liking a band right? I mean, I’m not going to go around and say that I’m a big Good charlotte fan, because I’m not. Actually, I don’t want to be a ‘big fan’ because most people like that are kinda creepy. You know those people that know every single last thing about a person in the band. That’s just creepy. I like their music. I like Billy too, but I like the music more. On Gaia, my friend started a tread saying that MCR was a great band. Then people come in and some dissed the band for they way the band members look. That’s very shallow. Then one person came in and was insulting the people who were saying that Gerard was hot. That’s just plain stupid and mean. There is absolutely nothing wrong with saying that the members of a band are hot. To me, I like the music, if the band members happen to be hot, that’s just an added bonus.

Well, now I’m bored, I’m not even sure if the above makes any sense. I’m having trouble explaining things today.

Also, check out Avenged Sevenfold, Good charlotte, Muse, My chemical romance, the used, The White stripes, and green Day. Very, very good bands. Great music, plus some of the band members are hot. Just you wait……they jelly Beans are coming. Now I shall go poke my eye to get these damn contact lenses out. Boomdagle rumblefuss charpenhurper fortusblend and cateldragon.

Peace out ya’ll,

Mr L Fox888
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Song Of The Day

"Under Pressure" Perfomed by My Chemical Romance with The Used

Pressure!

Pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

Bah bah dah bah bah dah
(Yeah, yeah)

That's okay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets

Okay!
Bah bah dah bah bah dah

Chippin' around
Kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
Bah bah dah bah bah dah

People on streets
Bah bah dah
People on streets
Bah bah dah

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher (higher)

Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn

Why? Why? Why?
Love! Love! Love!

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?

Cause love's such an old fashioned word
(give love, give love, give love, give love, give love)
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves

This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure

Under pressure
Under pressure
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