Saturday, January 17, 2009

Intoxicating
And I've spent all this time trying to blend in to my surrounds yet lately it seems like there is one thing that is making me stand out, that one thing that is making my life harder than it could be. But I can't give up on it and move on. It's like an intoxicating drug, my emotions are messed up in it. I want them to be.
But it is so hard! People think, she has such a good life compared to me but no, try being in my head for a minute and you'd be hurting.


"We would be the misfit toys, different, but yet you and me is what I want so fucking bad to be acceptable"

I cant't give up on you, I can't give up on us. I'm stuck. Yes, 99% chance we will never make it. But in the beginning it was all for the ride, all for the risk. We never guessed it would turn out this way. That both our hearts and emotions were on the line. It turned out to be a wonderful and amazing feeling.



_Nicole


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Monday, October 20, 2008

Mr. Sessy514,

There is so much I could explain about this wonderful man. He has captured my heart, I look forward to spending my life and future with him. He is so sweet and has a kind-heart. I am the luckiest person in the world to have met him and get to have the chance to be with him. He is my other half, completely and truly.

I am yours.

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

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Sunday, August 3, 2008

Hi!! I just submitted a wallpaper, so if you could check it out, id love that! and if you have any works or such, ill be sure to check em out, just let me know! ^^
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Saturday, July 26, 2008

Hey you guys!! Its me, your cherished Nicole. ^^ Just kidding. Kind of? I haven't had much reasons to post as of the rest of you know my pain. A lot of people from my otaku, has left and gone to the worlds, that kind of irks me because now it seems like hardly anybody is really around anymore and it takes forever to pm people rather then having the pming off of myotaku like it use to be. Personally I liked the otaku better previously! But thats just my opinion. How about you, do you like it? Hate it?

Recently Ive been looking for a site that I can get free clippings of "Inuyasha" and download them so I can make a amv (Anime Music Video), do any of you know where I should go? I need some help with that.

Last weekend me and my family had our family picnic, we do it every summer, its fun theres GREAT food and we just hang around, its for our family to get around with the people and relatives we hardly see at all in one farm like house. Its really awesome.

But anyway,

I hope all of you are holding up and having an amazing summer!
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Sunday, May 18, 2008

♥HOW GIRLS​ FLIRT​:​

>She calls​ you by your full name not just a nick name.







> She hits you softl​y on the arm and laugh​s when you say somet​hing funny​.







> She flips​ her hair when she'​s talki​ng to you.







> She touch​es your arm when she talks​ to you.







> She says,​ "No, I'm not telli​ng you who I like!​"​ with a big smile​ on her face.







> She asks you who you like or who you would​ go out with seemi​ngly inter​ested​.







> When you go to the movie​s with a bunch​ of your frien​ds and she is almos​t alway​s next to you.







> She criti​cizes​ you on a girl you like

> You catch her staring at you

>She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you

> Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you.







> She knows your phone number and address.







>She will try & talk and spend time with you as much as possible

♥HOW GUYS FLIRT!

> He stares at you for a period of time.







>He hits you alot.






(just play hitting)

>He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you

>He'd, "Hi!", to your mom that day she picked you up from school

>He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone

> He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process

> His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.







> You hung up on him.





He called you again

> He called you to talk about nothing at all.







> He imitates your laugh. Which makes you laugh even harder...

> He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation

> He sometimes stares straight into your eyes

>He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, ect.



I actually am guilty of doing these things. Most I have done...hehe.
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Sunday, May 4, 2008

Hi guys whats up? Im doing alright, I hope you are too. ^^
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Friday, April 25, 2008

The day of silence is today, im doing it. ^^
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Monday, April 21, 2008

Dont turn from me
If you have enough balls youd fight back
You better stand up to me like the bitch that you are
Your an ugly, want to be pretty
Open your eyes and see the damage your leaving at your heels.
Im stick of your shit
Turn back to me and just fuckin fight, bitch im ready.
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Saturday, April 19, 2008

Hi guys! Do you like the new layout? I do, i was in a theme with some color! haha. Well, what do you have plannned for this lovely weekened?
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