Tuesday, April 4, 2006

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooowhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, i just came back from a basketball game and we won 30-02.
i scored 22points with 2 free throws it was awsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well anyways im back and sadly ill only be able to post on weekends
chaow
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

hey guys sorry but i wont be on for a really long time because of school and basketball and all so yeah
later
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Friday, March 24, 2006

avril lavigne

someone sent this to me i didnt write it but read it its so cool angel A drunken man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, Oh, God, don't let them die!" Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad And was travelling alone, But when they turned to question her, They discovered she was gone. Policemen saw her running wild And screaming above the noise In beseeching supplication, Please help me find my boys! They're four years old and wear blue shirts; Their jeans are blue to match." One cop spoke up, "They're in my car, And they don't have a scratch. They said their daddy put them there And gave them each a cone, Then told them both to wait for Mom To come and take them home. I've searched the area high and low, But I can't find their dad. He must have fled the scene, I guess, and that is very bad." The mother hugged the twins and said, While wiping at a tear, He could not flee the scene, you see, For he's been dead a year." The cop just looked confused and asked, Now, how can that be true?" The boys said, "Mommy, Daddy came And left a kiss for you." He told us not to worry And that you would be all right, And then he put us in this car with The pretty, flashing light. We wanted him to stay with us, Because we miss him so, But Mommy, he just hugged us tight And said he had to go. He said someday we'd understand And told us not to fuss, And he said to tell you, Mommy, He's watching over us." The mother knew without a doubt. That what they spoke was true, For she recalled their dad's last words, I will watch over you." The firemen's notes could not explain The twisted, mangled car, And how the three of them escaped Without a single scar. But on the cop's report was scribed, In print so very fine, An angel walked the beat tonight on Hwy. 109 AVRIL LAVIGNE LYRICS "Touch The Sky" I used to carry this big old world On my shoulders and back I used to lie inside my room Wondering where I'm at I felt a chill running through my veins And wondered, would I be saved? I felt the ice building in my soul Would it melt away? He's a warm breeze Breathing life into me He's the sunlight Shining down on me I used to worry my life away Counting every dime Shutting out the ones I loved Never finding the time And then one day I was overcome By loneliness and dispair And deep inside I thought I heard "Lean on me, I'm here" He's a warm breeze Breathing life into me He's the sunlight Shining down on me I pulled the burden from off my back And tossed it into the wind And stretched my arms toward the sky And let my life begin And like a tree, I have measured up Best when I've been cut down And like a tree, I can touch the sky With my feet on the ground He's a warm breeze Breathing life into me He's the sunlight Shining down on me He's a warm breeze Breathing life into me He's the sunlight Shining down on me, yeah Shining down on me Shining down, shining down Shining down on me

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Monday, March 20, 2006

alicia keys

is this love, a crush, or lust. if i dont no ill bust in u i find trust I know u like me and i like u What do i do? liked u since u asked me my name are u still sweet still the same? u ask me who i like u ask me if i have a boyfriend when will the questions end? i like that someone had an intrest in me ,wat will happen? we'll see Troubles - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Dear Lord can you take it away? (Oooh) This pain in my heart that just follows me by day And at night stalks me like the shawdows on my wall (Mmmmm) Oh, my goodness It feels like the world is closin' on me It feels like my dreams will never come to me I keep on slippin' deeper into myself And I'm scared, so scared If your troubled, you just gotta let it go If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go All your hustlin' scene for nothing, you just gotta take it slow When you need me baby, all you do is let me know Why does it feel that my mind is constantly trying to pull me down I can't seem to get away Continuous mistakes I know I'm able for How long will I feel so out of place If your troubled, you just gotta let it go If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go All your hustlin' scene for nothing, you just gotta take it slow When you need me baby, all you do is let me know If your troubled, you just gotta let it go If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go All your hustlin' scene for nothing, you just gotta take it slow When you need me baby, all you do is let me know If your troubled, you just gotta let it go If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go All your hustlin' scene for nothing, you just gotta take it slow When you need me baby, all you do is let me know If your troubled, you just gotta let it go If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go All your hustlin' scene for nothing, you just gotta take it slow When you need me baby, all you do is let me know

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

avitars

i found just pm me if you like any so i can give you url, tag, and img. oh and if some of the avitars don't show just right click and then click show picture way too many feelings afraid of falling dont follow my footsteps why be cool can i borrow a pen im not dumb our live begin to end what i see in you imagination rocks this is me goodbyes are forever im a sexy beast in all the darkness the moose has spoken cerial killer your just jealous panda kisses hello and goodbye imagination rocker do not fall down stairs obey me you fuckin broke it blasting my music my icon left me the face of evil the peeps are watching spiral whats at the end of your rainbow empty i swear to drunk i am not god penguin bloodrose beware the spork color changing rose pretty rose sacred jewl not enough middle fingers good job idiot dont mess with me take a chance stupid girl you knead me, i dont knead you im not short 2 sides, 1 soul let me cry i have the right to think your stupid .....santa? i built a wall laughing too hard canabalism random you dont know youll be sorry ice cream rocks best friends worship, bow down my friends fighter immature idiots lol you, off my planet hug i dare you weeee im hyper magical box you standing in the rain im just one big fuckin day of sunshine arent i helmet tiger not just an idiot dont run if i dont tell him i cant get hurt i was so stupid breakdance there are cooler ways to die random rose mountain dew sugar high all those moments loading i smell bacon i enjoy dancing in my underwear A.D.D does he ever think, omg there she is im awsome green monkey meow single fun size dont set yourself on fire 1 dont try good enough im a panda the problem with love hail the cutenesss what do mean, "no cookies" rather be hated the voices dont set yourself on fire 2 it kinda hurts ahhhhh i cant see force a smile count the black dots evil ducks adventure think of the bunny anti-love you drive me crazy welcome to nightmare forever munna eat choo dont poke the penguin damn you tetris, damn you people say im stupid word, playa evil needs candy too pheonix when a guy says

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Friday, March 17, 2006

alexz jonhson

this one's called: watched you fall I saw you walking down the hall. I was watching as you fall. I allways knew about you. And all that alchohol. And all those bets, for cigarettes. And those mugs that hold your drugs. and im watching as you fall. As you walk down the hall. Im sorry if ive led you into this. and now your gone,and my fears are faced with your tears.and im sorry to say that i was the one that watched you fall. ALEXZ JOHNSON LYRICS "That Girl" You said you didn't need me (but you did) You said you didn't want me (but you do) It's kinda like a comedy Well first you kiss me Then you say we're through I say you got some issuses (yeah, you do) Some things you gotta work through (really do) It's sorta like a talk show, no wait a freak show When the freak is you [Chorus] I'm the smoke from your fire I'm that lie you can trust I'm the chord on your guitar I'm that girl you can't shut up I'm that blood you might need In your car when you speed In that cigarette you breathe You can't get rid of me You said I wasn't funny (but you laughed) You said I couldn't drive fast (then you crashed) Funny how it works out With your big mouth You'll always get it back (ha ha ha ha) You thought you had me worked out (you're not deep) Mr. "I Screw About" (you're still a creep) At best you could've confessed That you're a big mess And that you're so damn weak [Chorus] I'm the smoke from your fire I'm that lie you can trust I'm the chord on your guitar I'm that girl you can't shutup I'm the blood you might need In your car when you speed In that cigarette you breathe You can't get rid of me But still, I try and justify Try to let this die We'll never say goodbye I can't wait I'll rub it in your face Dressed in pretty lace I'll send you home, to cry Ha ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha [Chorus] I'm the blood you might need In your car when you speed In that cigarette you breathe You can't get rid of me Yeah, yeah Ha ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha [repeat 2x] Can't get rid of me

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Eric Benett

im not exactly sure who wrote this but it was'nt me. i liked it a lot it it seriously made me cry. well here it is its called: Daddy's Day Her hair was up in a ponytail Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmate, Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees, A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, For a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" She heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," Another one dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, She heard a daddy say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, Too busy to waste his day." The words did not offend her, As she smiled up at her Mom. And looked back at her teacher, Who told her to go on. And with hands behind her back, Slowly she began to speak. And out from the mouth of the child, Came words incredibly unique. "My Daddy couldn't be here, Because he lives so far away. But I know he wishes he could be, Since this is such a special day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy, And how he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories, He taught me to ride my bike. he surprised me with pink roses, And taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes, And ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him, I'm not standing here alone. Cause my daddy's always with me, Even though we are apart. I know because he told me, He'll forever be in my heart." With that, her little hand reached up, And lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, Beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, Her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, Who was wise beyond her years. For she stood up for the love, Of a man not in her life. Doing what was best for her. Doing what was right. And when she dropped her hand back down, Staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, But its message clear and loud. "I love my daddy very much, He's my shining star. And if he could, he'd be here, But heaven's just too far. You see he was a fireman, And died just this past year When airplanes hit the towers, And taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, Like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes, And saw him there that day. And to her mother's amazement, She witnessed with surprise. A room full of daddies and children, All starting to close her eyes. Who knows what they saw before them, Who knows what they felt inside. Perhaps for merely a second, They saw him at her side. "I know you're with me, Daddy," To the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, Of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, For each of their eyes had been closed. But there on the desk beside her, Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose. And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, By the love of her shining bright star. And given the gift of believing, That heaven is never too far. ERIC BENET LYRICS "Dust In The Wind" Dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind Dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind I close my eyes Only for a moment, then the moment's gone All my dreams Pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind It's the same old song We're just a drop of water, in an endless sea All we do Just crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind Life's too short brothers and sisters Dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind Don't hang on Nothing lasts forever, but the earth and sky It's there always And all your money won't another minute buy Dust. . . all we are is dust in the wind Life's too short brothers and sisters Dust. . . all we are is dust in the wind Open your eyes you've acquired quite a bit Keep your balance don't you slip It could all end instantly as you will see Time waits for no one, it just moves on There is a white one Who won't accept the black one Who won't accept the yellow one Who can't accept the white. . . When will we learn That all we are is dust in the wind Time for the healing to begin All we is are dust in the wind Time for the healing to begin All we are is dust in the wind Everything is dust in the wind

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Monday, March 13, 2006

MUST READ
hey guys i wont be posting a poem today
but i wanted to tell you that im gonna make an eminem love story girls only by the way
im also thinking of making jesse mccartney one
if any of you guys would like me to write one of anyone feel free to ask me
later

p.s- there's a kelly clarkson song playing under this

LOW (Kelly Clarkson)

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Friday, March 10, 2006

chamillianare

You said Youd be there, When no one was there for me, You said Youd be there, When I thought no one cared, You told me youd be there, When the whole world walked out, And when I felt alone, You said you'd be there, When the one i wanted most, Could care less about me, When the one I gave my heart to, Threw it back in my face, You said youd be there When the people I thought I truseted betrayed me, When the person I share everything with, Cant remember any of it, You said youd be there, When all I needed was a friend, Who would listen to me whine, and bitch, Who would catch my tears, And tell me its ok to cry, You said Youd be there, Whyn my heart hurts so bad i cant even breathe, When I just want to curl up and die, You said youd be there, When I started to cry, When the tears just wont stop falling down, After I hear that sad song, That reminds me so much of my life, You said "I'll Be There" Well, I ask you this: Where are you now? CHAMILLIONAIRE LYRICS "Rain" (feat. Scarface, Billy Cook) [Talking] I was sitting back, and I was thinking man I ain't even trying to deal with this shit no more, you know Cham' I don't know what to do yo, ya know Seem like everytime a nigga make one step man Nigga take two steps back, you feel me [Chamillionaire] They told me that pain was just in the frame, the irony of that Cause that was the slogan showing, when they tried to see my tats Never knew what was in the skin, would finally be a fact Feeling like mother nature's, right behind me with a gat Take that, the rain's loud on the window when it taps To help with the time, I thought that I could finally be relaxed Tired of being po', yeah trying to leave the rats Walk out to see three of your tires, that be on flat And that one tire, left a sign of hope That helps you to keep on grinding, when you kinda broke That helps you to keep composure, up around your folk That keeps from trying to wrap a rope, around your throat Don't choke, you feeling like giving up Life isn't a million bucks, you feeling like living sucks God's telling you hear your boy, but you don't wanna give him trust Mama telling you pay your ties, and you yell at her back for what To the path took a ride fast, to get some rims on his truck I don't think that they'll miss, ten percent of negative bucks Put some Henny up in your cup, your problems will start to drown But soon as your buzz leaves, then problems come back around damn [Hook: Billy Cook] Keep your head up is what they telling me, what it gotta be Sorry but the world keeps stressing me, rain drops round up the memories It's gonna be alright is what they telling me, don't let the stress get the best of me Trying to focus on the road that's ahead of me, till my heaven gets cloudy bout a memory [Scarface] God knows, how I feel now On the outside I'm smiling, but inside a nigga know he hell bound It's a dark road, and I'm right here in the middle of it Do I walk slow or if I run, am I'm missing some'ing I took the time out, to save a little bread Now my eyes, got water in em Why the fuck am I still standing here, nobody love me I ain't happy here My mama said, she can't handle him But still, I'm looking at the bright side But I view it through my other eye, cause it's a different color sky Then the last one, my mind set on the prize that may never come So do I try to stay alive, or do I grab a gun End it all, put a stop to the pain That goes on in my head, everytime it rains But that was speaking, so you listening to the thoughts Of an evil spirit, in demonic verses everytime I talk I'm confused, by my psychologic close set backs In the storm, watching out through the wet cracks Looking for heaven, off in all the wrong places I've given up so all long faces, let it rain [Hook] [Chamillionaire] Your bills keep adding up, to be alone you prefer Bill collectors steady calling, starting to get on your nerves Your rent due on the first, but right now it's the third Telling yourself it's gon get better, but ain't believing a word Feel like it's hard to deal, tomorrow it's hard as steel Not to mention the realest member, of your family is getting ill Tell me it isn't so, tell me it isn't real In the mist of all the drama, you take a lil' time to kneel To deal you take a pill, just to deal with the drama You thinking your life sinking, and there isn't a plumber They tell you what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger You'd have to be a Superman, to lift as much as me partna (Could tell you stay strong) you're trying, but help is just what you doubting Cause the room is a monsoon, that's never gon get to drying The storm is moving on, and you thinking these people lying They saying they had it worse, but how come they all keep on smiling [Hook] [Billy Cook] Don't let stress take control, gonna be alright I know I'ma make it through fa sho, fa sho yeah - 2x [Hook] [singing] My memry, heeeey-heeey yeah Stressing me-stressing me, my memories That's what they telling me I'm trying to focus on the road that's ahead of me By my memories, yeah heeey yeeeah [talking] When it seems like nothing but dark clouds Are raining in on your bright, sunny day Remember, the sunlight always comes after the rain You should be thankful, everyday Should be a celebration, of life well thats it later

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Monday, March 6, 2006

Proof

I hide behinde a perfect mask, down to earth and right on task, I smile lightly when people are around, but when they leave i have to break down how many times to they expect for me to forgive and forget, why do they think i am hard pressed, forced into a smile and chreeful frunt? I have have to be strong not let it out, never get close and never disclose, Be stong as the sun and brave as th fighter i am, most will never go threw what i've had to endor, yet they expect me to be like an open door, what do they think i am some sort of fool, i much wiser then most for my age and no longer want to deal with the pain, so i stand just as strong as a battered stone, chiped and bruised yet cofandant, I will not love, will not cry, will not do anything but deni i have no more hope for this world, i shall just hide until its safe to come out, find some way to cry out... somday i will fly just as free as a bird no more worry or, hard kept tears, somday D12 LYRICS "Fight Music" [Chorus: Eminem] This kind of music, use it, and you get amped to do shit Whenever you hear some shit and you can't refuse it It's just some shit, for these kids, to trash they rooms with Just refuse whenever they asked to do shit The type of shit that you don't have to ask who produced it You just know - that's the new shit The type of shit that causes mass confusion and drastic movement of people actin stupid [Kon Artis] I come to every club with intention to do harm With a prosthetic arm and smellin like Boone's Farm Hidin under tables as soon as I hear alarms Paranoid thief that'll steal from his own moms Connivin Kon, Artis with a bomb Strapped to my stomach screamin, "Let's get it on!" A lush that love to drink, drunk drivin a tank Rollin over a bank, cops see me and faint It's drastic, I'm past my limit of coke I think I'll up my high by slittin your throat Push your baby carriage into the street, 'til it's mince meat Your mens been beat the minute I step onto your street This is fight music! [Bizarre] You know why my hands are so numb? (No) Cause my grandmother sucked my dick and I didn't cum (oh) Smacked this whore for talkin crap (bitch) So what if she's handicapped, the bitch said Bizarre couldn't rap I fuckin hate you; I'll take your drawers down and rape you While Dr. Dre videotapes you (hell yeah!) Satan done got me on this song Eatin a hot dog readin the Holy Qu'ran, while I'm on the john Tired of wearin this yellow thong Take it back Sisqo, you know where it belongs (thong th-thong thong) Now here's a gun, I'll put it in your palm Now go over there and blow up Dru Hill's arms Fuck your love songs [Chorus] [Proof] Just bring who you gon' bring on, who you gon' swing on? I'm King Kong, guns blow you to king-dom come Show you machine gun funk Sixteen m-16's and one pump [click-clack] The snub in my paw, shove it in your jaw Have you runnin out this fuckin club in your drawers We lovin the broads, there's nothin to applaud But fuck it it's all good, the hood is up in The Source It's fight music [Swifty McVay] I'm a nigga that loves scuffles And won't hesitate to sock you again for swollen knuckles I'm like that, catch a nigga like bear traps Blow his head back right in front of the priest sayin, "You hear that?" I slap your freak, bump you and won't speak If you step on my feet, you get drowned in your own drink I suffocated my shrink just for talkin Came back and fucked up his pallbearers and made 'em drop his coffin It's fight music! [Kuniva] These beads I'm swingin is stingin 'em See all these niggaz? When I step in the club, I'm bringin 'em If any nigga lookin too hard, we Rodney King'n 'em Malice green to them and gasolinin 'em with premium Light a cigarette, flick it at 'em or spit it at 'em Hold up a picture of his family and kick it at him Blast while you right hookin, right when your wife's lookin Fuck fight music, bitch this is losin your life music! [Eminem] If I could capture the rage of today's youth and bottle it Crush the glass from my bare hands and swallow it Then spit it back in the faces of you racists and hypocrites who think the same shit but don't say shit You Liberace's, Versace's, and you nazis Watch me, cause you thinkin you got me in this hot seat You motherfuckers wanna JUDGE me cause you're NOT me You'll never STOP me, I'm TOP speed as you POP me I came to save these new generations of babies from parents who failed to raise 'em cause they're lazy to grow to praise me I'm makin 'em go crazy That's how I got this whole nation to embrace me And you fugazi if you think I'ma admit wrong I cripple any hypocritic critic I'm sic'd on And this song is for any kid who gets picked on A sick song to retaliate to, and it's called.. [Chorus] It's fight music! thats all today later

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