Wednesday, January 11, 2006

alexz jonhson

this poem was written by: VindicatedTears, its called Dear Teddy Dear Teddy Teddy, I've been bad again, My Mommy told me so; I'm not quite sure what I did wrong, But I thought that you might know. When I woke up this morning, I knew that she was mad; Cause she was crying awful hard, And yelling at my dad. I tried my best to be real good, And do just what she said; I cleaned my room all by myself, I even made my bed. But I spilled milk on my good shirt, When she yelled at me to hurry; And I guess she didn't hear me, When I told her I was sorry. 'Cause she hit me awful hard, you see, And called me funny names; And told me I was really bad, And I should be ashamed! When I said, "I love you, Mommy," I guess she didn't understand; Cause she yelled at me to shut my mouth. Or I'd get smacked again. So I came up here to talk to you, Please tell me what to do; 'Cause I really love my Mommy, And I know she loves me, too. And I don't think my Mommy means, To hit me quite so hard; I guess sometimes, grown ups forget How really big they are! So Teddy, I wish you were real, And you weren't just a bear; Then you could help me find a way To tell Mommies everywhere. To please try hard to understand. How sad it makes us feel; 'Cause the outside pain soon goes a way, But the inside never heals! And if we could make them listen, Maybe then they'd understand; So other children just like me, Wouldn't have to hurt again. But for now, I guess I'll hold you tight, And pretend the pain's not there; I know you'd never hurt me, So Goodnight, Teddy Bear! alexz's birthstonte:topaz song im listening to: Let Me Fall by:alexz jonhson Let Me Fall I feel chained, chained down You shoved me to the ground I can't run, I can't shout Just let me out So heartless, this couldn't mean less Gonna push it in your face I'm only human And I've got something to say [Chorus] Let me rise, let me fall Let me breathe I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all Let me break, let me crawl Cause I'll get back up again if you let me fall If I burn down in this fire Well, I got myself to blame I can't stop or give it up I need to feel the pain Can you hear me? Don't come near me You'll just get in my way I'm only human And there's nothing you can say [Chorus] Let me rise, let me fall Let me breathe I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all Let me break, let me crawl Cause I will get up again if you let me fall Say you know who I am And what I'm about Then you'll understand that I feel alone I live my own life [Chorus] Let me rise, let me fall Let me breathe I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all Let me break, let me crawl Cause I will get up again if you let me fall Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah If you let me fall If you let me If you let me fall If you let me fall I will get up again if you let me fall Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah If you let me fall If you let me fall Let me fall bye

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Monday, January 9, 2006

sorry no poem made by me or someone else only lyrics

song im listening to: Tony yayo homicide [Intro: Tony Yayo] Turn me up in them fuckin headphones real quick man I'm feelin to body this track and body a nigga when I get the fuck outta here man [Tony Yayo] Cocksucker this ain't rap, check my rap sheets I feed you to the rats with peanut butter on yo' feet 44 bulldog, get money hustle hard So the feds want my face on that damn number card I drag you in your elevator, hit the stop button So when I pop somethin they can't fingerprint nothin I help you wit'cho bitch, I'm lovin your dame Shoot her ass and her heart, hit her jugular vein Niggaz talk it they don't live it, these niggaz is butt Go through they projects and they jewels is tucked I'm in apartment 4B, wipin down the llama With two freaks kissin like, Britney and Madonna And you know how I ride when the beef is on Pull up, LA LA like Jamaican songs [Chorus: Tony Yayo] It's a niiiiiiiine, it's a nine There's a clip in the nine, bullet in the clip Bullet in the chamber, round on the ground And that's why homicide all around There's a hole, there's a hole There's a hole in his head, hole in his leg Hole in his pants, holes everywhere And that's why homicide all around There's a body, there's a body There's a body in a drop, body in a lot Body uptown, body downtown And that's why homicide all around [Tony Yayo] I'm in that brand new Range; when I pull up kid I turn your brains into red concrete stains That's the beauty of gruesome violence I'm loudmouth nigga but my Ruger silent Sun-up, sundown, my fishscale move And if a nigga wanna stop it he gon' be fish food Yeah Yayo rhyme but I murk a person And when your mind leave your body your spirit is soul searchin Gas your team, nigga I'ma blast your team I got plastic milk jugs full of gasoline Four-fours bark loud, you layin in heaven While your moms and your pops in deep clouds of depression I turn your head into pasta, and baked zuchinni Like that bitch did that rasta in "New Jack City" In broad daylight, you better think twice Or that thing on your hip nigga better spray right [Chorus: Tony Yayo] It's a niiiiiiiine, it's a nine There's a clip in the nine, bullet in the clip Bullet in the chamber, round on the ground And that's why homicide all around It's a hole, it's a hole It's a hole in his head, hole in his leg Hole in his pants, holes everywhere And that's why homicide all around It's a body, it's a body It's a body in a drop, body on the block Body uptown, body downtown And that's why homicide all around [Tony Yayo] Feelin to fuckin kill somebody right now nigga, fuck! Got a SHITLOAD of guns right now nigga Homicide come around I'm gone nigga When you see them suits and ties You best to believe I did that to you nigga Matter of fact I didn't do that to you Huh, c'mon man, shit is real man This is for them niggaz - fuck yo listen lemme tell you somethin Don't run up on no whip Just run up on a nigga and blow his fuckin brains out That's what, that's gangsta nigga - you hear me? Don't fuckin run up on a whip and spray somethin Lemme see you, shoot a nigga brains out and stand there for two minutes, and then run, motherfucker! bye sorry i couldnt do more

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Sunday, January 8, 2006

this one was witten by:DarkAngelsOfDeath,at quizilla

Warning Open the door and swallow the key. Now take a deep breath and jump. Fall faster and faster. You're never going to escape. So kiss me goodnight. Taste the poison on my lips. One last dying wish. I can't take anymore of this. The body is cold. The heart is numb. Not breathing any longer. Lying with a knife in the chest. This isn't your fate. I'm telling you now, run! Get the hell away from this place. Before its too late. song im listening to:loyalty,by:d-12 [feat.obie trice]eminem intro loyalty feat. Obie Trice) [Eminem-intro] Whoa! Yeah! Ahh! (Mutha'Fucka's think they know us) G-g-g-g Guess whos back? D-Twizze!, O-Twizzie! Doc-Twizzie!, Shady-Twizzie!, slash Aftermath! Fiftycent!, G Unit!, Here we go!, Free Yayo! Mutha'fucka!, Benzino!, They don't know we finna' blow! Someone betta' tell them so. . . [Swifty McVay] You don't know me, McVay and I doubt if you understand me Why would I give a fuck about you if we ain't family? I roll with a chosen few, and those of you that's behind me Witness the most potest' furocious *****s that rhyme These bitches turn they back on you, actin' like they ain't did shit When you rappin' never mix bussiness up with your friendship If you lackin' up in this jungle, then what you breathe fo'? nigga's don't love you, you got habits of breaking street codes Far as static, I automaticly get medieval When i'm after people, then i'll explode you bitches with C-4 These hoe's, have no insurance, bodies get repo' Making you vanish even when we ain't got our heat close Keepin' .44's where you're hoes are swallowing deep throat If you owe me dough then you know you falling asleep, close nigga's pupils that's what I do, i'm foolish will shoot you Cuz' i'm coo-coo, But I don't think *****s can take in heat tho' [Chorus x2] [Kon Artis] See i'm a man, and a man gon' do what he gotta do And he ain't really family if he ain't loyal to you If they was really soldiers then they would do what we do And be loyal to crew and crew was loyal to you [Bizarre] I don't give a fuck, i'm quick to blaze chronic Smoke on so much green, use twelves and supa-sonic Bizarre pack guns and knives, put to dick to 'Nuns and Wifes Now who the fuck want to fight? Ain't nobody fucking with me, Ain't nobody fucking with the D' They get beat like a M-P You heard about Bizarre taking all them drugs You heard about Proof wil'ing in the clubs You heard about that nine that Eminem packs You diss us, you get you're fucking face cracked I'm from 7 Mile and stout, I'll shoot up you're house Next day, i'll pee in your mouth. . [Obie Trice] Aiyyo, loyalty's first, all the bullshit second I showed you on the record, Cheers to who respect it Most of these niggas neglect it Even though it's a known method >From the hectic hood that you slept in You wanna' be an exeption That's when the weapon is leaving you're half stepping With that 'caine in you're left hand Obie from a section that'll stain up you're flesh and Have you on bare breast Questionin' you're affection for streets D-Twizzie no question One of the best groups that done it And Obie is their reflection Lil' homey that know slowly that loyalty is reckin' D-Twizzie fo' life, Obie Trice is second. . [Chorus x2] [Proof] Which one of you niggas wanna' be ?boltion? bump heads When I got a passion for clappin'. . .with one hand Talent's on my roster this mobster's in dump land Send a gangsta to sleep two by two like bunk beds Never leave the crib without packing my black burner On some T. Ali rapper to merk a have murda Incorporated, Hitman Herry is at you're service Reach for me one more gain' and thats closed For life as D12, no ice and spreewells Every night that I chill in, I fight by free-will Knowing I can be killed Leaving my group, pieces of proof with a reason to shoot And a liecense to kill We lost Bugz and i'll be damed if we loose another man from our clan Without forcing our hand Estorting you're family, i'll torture you're granny For my nigga's, i'm on you're motherfucking porch with a 'Cammy [Chorus x2] [Kuniva + Kon Artis] Yo its funny how niggas get caught alone (and get bombed on) Knocking teeth in back of you're throat (and break you're jaw bone) (I'm on ignorant shit) these niggas is bitch Pass me a cigarrete quick (shit is finna' get thick) Yo' man i'll get split (by a brutal and critical hit) With identical dent (or bullets with identical prints) I'm wishing you if (you come you're Lutenints a snitch) You teminant fick (and we know you ain't finna' do shit) I'll stick with my clique (The Kon Artis Bomb Artist) Kuniva The Rida' (Shooting through you're fucking Long John garmets) Dirty Dozen (We deep in the street) Unbelivable heat, we'll even lay you out infront of the chief of police Muthafucka' [Chorus x2] [Kon Artis-outro] Yeah! D-Twizzie D12, Dirty Dozen Nothing but family up in this muthafucka' Loyal to everything that we do You ain't neva' gonna' catch none of us sleepin by ourself 'Cuz we always together You know what i'm sayin . . Y'all niggas don't know what family means Bugz watching over our ass Thats why we still alive know Knocking yall niggas outta the clubs and shit Haha! Runyan Av. Baby! Shady Records! Where yo' mamma at nigga?

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Saturday, January 7, 2006

ummmmm.......uuuuhhhh

i wrote this one but i dont know what to call it when i think about all the thins weve been through together i see no reason why we cant be one forever the first time i laid eyes on you i thoght an angel had fallen from the skies above me someone who could like me for me and not what others told you to see cause were all lookin for that one person to make us weak at the knees i want to think about everything you do dont do anything thatll make me doubt you intensions a quote:I'm not in control of these situations and I feel like to be upset or down about something I can't control is just being weak and wasting energy. -50 Cent mood:alright i guess song im listening to: God gave me style, by:50cent God gave me style [Chorus] God gave me style God gave me grace God gave me style God gave me grace God put a smile on my face Haha, God put this smile on my face God made me shine like the sun God make me shine like the sun Sometimes I feel like I'm the one Sometimes I feel like I'm the one It ain't my fault [Bridge] I just reach for style, I'm hot I breaks it down It ain't my fault, you can't break it down the way I break it down [Verse 1- 50 Cent] Listen you can call me what you want, black and ugly But you can't convince me the Lord don't love me When my cds drop, they sell the best You call it luck, why can't it just be I'm blessed I'm a trackstar, runnin' through life, chasin' my dream Best deal I made was tradin' the mic for that triple beam. I zone off thinkin' is there really heaven or hell So what happens to a changed man who dies in a cell I need no answers to these questions, cuz time will tell Got a date with destiny, she's more than a girl Don't much good come from me, but my music Is a gift given from God so I'ma use it (Yeaaah!) [Chorus] God gave me style God gave me grace God gave me style God gave me grace God put a smile on my face Haha, God put this smile on my face God made me shine like the sun God make me shine like the sun Sometimes I feel like I'm the one Sometimes I feel like I'm the one It ain't my fault [Bridge] I just reach for style, I'm hot I breaks it down It ain't my fault, you can't break it down the way I break it down [Verse 2- 50 Cent] Some days, I'm in the crowd all by myself Bunch of niggas around I'm still by myself I drift off on a cloud by myself Thinkin' bout nothin' more than life, what else These days its hard to tell who really cares for me So you when hear this song, you should say a prayer for me I put a message in my music, hope it brightens your day If times are hard, when you hear it, know you'll be okay A O.G. told me God's favorites have a hard time You out the hood, that's good now stay on the grind I'm a sponge, knowledge and wisdom, I absorb fast I'm in a class by myself, you do the math [Chorus] God gave me style God gave me grace God gave me style God gave me grace God put a smile on my face Haha, God put this smile on my face God made me shine like the sun God make me shine like the sun Sometimes I feel like I'm the one Sometimes I feel like I'm the one thats it later

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Thursday, January 5, 2006

i wrote this song

voices by:charity[me] i keep hearing these voices deep inside me one i saying your right the other is saing your wrong when will this insanity end im trying so hard to fight im using all my might trying not to scream im so confused i just wish these voices would stop and let me make my own choices a quote:"Dealin' with Backstabbers there's one thing I've learned, they're only powerful when you've gotchur back turned"~~~Eminem! mood:depressed and pissed off and i really feel like listening to eminem mostly because he says it like it is Song im listening to now:Till' i collapse by:eminem/marshall mathers till i collapse [Intro] Sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak And when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up But you gotta search within you, try to find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you And get that motivation not to give up, and not be a quitter No matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face, and collapse [Eminem] Till I collapse I'm spillin these raps long as you feel 'em Till the day that I drop you'll never say that I'm not killin 'em Cause when I am not, then I'ma stop pinnin 'em and I am not hip-hop and I'm just not Eminem Subliminal thoughts, when I'ma stop sendin 'em Women are caught in webs, spin 'em and hoch venom Adrenalin shots of penicillin could not get the illin to stop Amoxacillin's just not real enough The criminal cop killin hip-hop villain A minimal swap to cop millions of 'Pac listeners You're comin with me, feel it or not you're gonna fear it like I showed ya the spirit of God lives in us You hear it a lot, lyrics to shock Is it a miracle or am I just product of pop fizzin up? Fo' shizzle my wizzle, this is the plot, listen up You bizzles forgot, Slizzel does not give a fuck [Chorus 2X: Nate Dogg] Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out Till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth Till the smoke clears out - am I high? Perhaps I'ma rip this shit, till my bones collapse [Eminem] Music is like magic, there's a certain feelin you get when you real and you spit an' people are feelin your shit This is your moment, and every single minute you spend tryin to hold on to it cause you may never get it again So while you're in it, try to get as much shit as you can And when your run is over just admit when it's at its end Cause I'm at the end of my wits with half the shit gets in I got a list here's the order of my list that it's in It goes Reggie, Jay-Z, Tupac and Biggie Andre from OutKast, Jada, Kurupt, Nas and then me But in this industry I'm the cause of a LOT of envy So when I'm not put on this list, the shit does NOT offend me That's why you see me walkin around like nothin's botherin me Even though half you people got a fuckin problem with me You hate it but you know respect you got to give me The press's wet dream like Bobby and Whitney, Nate hit me [Chorus] [Eminem] Soon as the verse starts, I eat at an MC's heart What is he thinkin? How not to go against me, smart! And it's absurd, how people hang on ev-ery word I'll probably NEVER get the props I feel I ever deserve But I'll never be served, my spot is forever reserved If I ever leave Earth, that would be the death of me first Cause in my heart of hearts I know nothin could ever be worse That's why I'm clever when I put together ev-ery verse My thoughts, are sporadic, I act, like I'm a addict I rap, like I'm addicted to smack like I'm Kim Mathers But I don't wanna go forth and back in constant battles The fact is I would rather sit back and bomb some rappers So this is like a full blown attack I'm launchin at 'em The track is on some battlin raps who want some static? Cause I don't really think that the fact that I'm Slim matters A plaque and platinum status is WACK if I'm not the baddest, so [Chorus] [Eminem] Until the roof [N.Dogg] Until the roof [Eminem] The roof comes off [N.Dogg] The roof comes off [Eminem] Until my legs [N.Dogg] Until my legs [Em + N] Give out from under me [Eminem] I will not fall, I will stand tall [Eminem] Feels like no one can beat me laterz im out

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