Wednesday, November 30, 2005

   BORING!!!

Hey everyone! I know I haven't updated in such a long time..;-; Don't worry you haven't been missing out of to much. All thanksgiving week I played Maple Story..^-^; Hehe, I'm so addicted to that game. Then I came back home and my one roomate moved out and the other one just moved out too, so Heather and I are so thrilled that we have the apartment to ourselves now...^-^! I have this puney christmas tree that doesn't have star as our tree and decoration...O.o Lol, other than that it's been pretty boring. Lastnight I was really bored. I was so bored that I took my computer concepts book and highlighted the chapter that we're taking a quiz over today, and then I wrote everything down that I highlighted..x.x Sadly that only took up 45 minutes of my night. I did watch Yu-Gi-Oh though ^-^ Fun, fun. Well I'm going to get off of here so that I can do 'work'' -cough-...

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Friday, November 18, 2005

   Whee, I'm Home.

Mood: Cruddy Music: Follow You Home, Nickleback Yay, I'm home for Thanksgiving break. Wheee... I feel so cruddy right now...x.x;; My head hurts, my ear, stomach, throat and so on hurts..x.x! Other than that, I'm fine. I might be going to see Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire tomorrow..^-^! Yay!!! I'm so excited. I hope I don't ruin the movie with all my coughing..o.o; Hopefully my coughing will start dying down some more tonight and tomorrow so it wont be that bad. I really need to get some sleep. I haven't been sleeping very well lately with all my coughing and stuff. Right when I'd start falling asleep, I would start coughing and hacking. I found out that I cough more when I lay down, and less when I'm sitting up..o.o Weird, I know. I'm getting better though. I could barely talk today, but I can hear again thankfully..x.x; Nnn, headache...I think I'm not going to do the lyrics thing today, sorries! If I do, I'll add it in sometime during the day. I need to change my theme..o.o;;; The pinkness of it is starting to hurt my eyes..x.x; Yeah so what do you think I should change it to? Ending mood: sleepy Ending music: Simple Design, Breaking Benjamin

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Monday, November 14, 2005

   Far Away

Current Mood: BLergh a -cough- Current Music: Far Away, Nickleback Morning everyone. I'm better from my last post, in fact I can't really remember what had me down..@.@; Whee, my 'acute' bronchitis is acting up now..@.@ I can thank my mother for this..x.x'' My mother is a very heave smoker and I had to be around her and her heavy smoking. BLEGH!!! Smoking is bad, putrid, an evil to society...o.o;; I've always wondered if I have the acute or chornic because in the acute it's caused by a virus and stuff, but in chronic it's caused by cigarette smoke, and is most likely to develope in a smoker than a non-smoker. I wonder if it's still possible for me because of my mother...e.e;; I know I don't have the virus, I get this way all the time during this time of year and it'll last 'til around January sometime..x.x! I wont be coughing as bad when time progresses, but I'll still cough..;-; Right it's at its bad stage to where I can't really talk or laugh...If I try to laugh, I cough and when I talk for a long period of time I start to lose my voice..x.x; Stupid sickness. Other than that, I haven't been doing anything to much. I've been hanging out with Terry again, but more so as friends...for now...? Mrow..e.e; He says he's not yet ready for a relationship, and I understand him and all because we had this huge conversation about it and everthing and I talked to Greg about some of it too, and he sees the same things I do, so maybe there'll be a happy ending or beginning in my life? "Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go Hold on to me and, never let me go Hold on to me and, never let me go Aww, I love this song...;-; I'll type to you all laters!

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

   It's a blissful suffering.

Mood: Bleh, depressing Music: Far Away, Nickleback Hey everyone, I'm just sitting here in class and everything. Things seem to be getting worse for me, I don't now why, but I thought I'd be happy with the choices that I've made, but I haven't been to happy for the past week or much at all. I guess I just need to get over some things that may be bothering me...I don't feel like telling you all what's the matter, because it's none of your guys's business..o.o;; Man that seemed harsh, but it is the truth..@.@' I love you all on the Otaku and everything, I just think that somethings should be kept to themselfs. It's my own little drama that I need to work out myself. I do thank you all for always being there for me when I have spilled out my heart onto the myO blog. "Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go Hold on to me and, never let me go Hold on to me and, never let me go That is all that I have to say for now, so byes. Ending mood: Bleh, depressing Ending music: Photograph, Nickleback

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Monday, November 7, 2005

   If Everyone Cared

Hey everyone..^-^! I hope you all had a fun weekend..o.o;; Mine was alright I guess. I went home on Thursday night, didn't really do much...Talked on the phone a bit...Then on Saturday my cousin and I went and saw Saw II..^-^: Yay!!! I like the first on better..o.o;; Hehehe, It was better when we didn't know who was behind it already you know? And it was clearly obvious what was going on..@.@' Oh wells, but it was still good and gory..XP Yay I love gore...I mean, hi? Other than that I went back home that same day and I hung out with Terry some, and we went to the store lastnight and I got the new Nickleback C.D. YAY!!!!!! I love the song on there called "If Everyone Cared" Ooooh, I know, I'll put the lyrics in for you all...^-^ "If Everyone Cared" From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight Singing Amen, I'm alive Singing Amen, I'm alive [CHORUS] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride We'd see the day when nobody died And I'm singing Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, I'm alive And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along Singing Amen I'm alive Singing Amen I'm alive [CHORUS (X2)] And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world could be If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride We'd see the day when nobody died We'd see the day, we'd see the day When nobody died We'd see the day, we'd see the day When nobody died We'd see the day when nobody died Yay..^-^; I so miss doing that..;-;'' Oh well. That's all that I have to say for now. Toodles.

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Wednesday, November 2, 2005

   It's another day, and contest information..o.o

Morning! Everything on my end has been alright. Terry and I are kinda talking again, but that's just about it, his friend Josh is usually there when he's around me..@.@" Yeah, I'm supposed to be typing up my essay for english class right now and my research paper..;-;'' Why did the rough draft of both of those papers have to be due in the same week...Mew... My freind Ghost Xi is holding a writing contest, and I encourage everyone one of you out there to enter..^-^' The deadline is November 10th. This contest shall be very exciting..^-^! Hope all of you enter.

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Monday, October 31, 2005

   HAPPY HALLOWEEN..^-^;

Morning everyone..^-^ And Happy Halloween...Yay!!!! I'm in such a good mood and I'm HAPPY! Yes, Terry and I aren't together anymore which is great because now I'm with the one person that I was with and am with ...^-^! Heh, yeah...Terry was a big A$$-hole and hypocrite..o.o'; Yeah, he really pissed me off on Thursday... Hmmm.... Evilness.... I mean, hi? Other than that, I'm on a sugar high right now..^-^' I've been on one since like last-night..o.o'' I drove my roomate crazy and everything...^-^; I wouldn't stop talking at all last night...I don't even remember falling asleep..o.o;; Wheee. Okay I better go because class is starting and I want to 'try' and .... what is that phrase... "Pay attention."..O.o' Yeah.. So type to you all laters!!!!

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

   Whooo hoo!!!

Morning everyone..z.z' Whee, I went to bed at 8:30 p.m. lastnight..O.o' Yeah, and I slept all the way until I had to get up...5:30 a.m. I didn't want to get up out of bed though because I was sleeping so good..x.x; Okies, other than that, my days that I haven't posted has been alright. Yesterday Terry and I went out to eat at the China Buffet..^-^; It was really good and my forturn cookie read that I am talented in my own ways, but then I thought I already knew that. We also went and got his costume for the Halloween..^-^; And then we went to my apartment and watched the Family Guy movie about Stewie....Yeah it was great and we had loads of fun..^-^' I don't know what we're going to be doing today, I know that he's going to Wal-Mart to get somethings, but I think he's going to be taking his friend Josh with him and then be coming over to my apartment or whatever after he gets done with that. It all shall be fun no matter what..^-^ Also I have been playing Arx Fatalis..o.o Yeah...It's a pretty alright game, kinda weird in the plotting, but it's pretty cool. I've become a master at stealing things from goblins on that game and my stealth isn't the right number yet..^-^; Today for my classes...Well my Math class is going to be extremely boring today cosidering that I already have the work done in there and all I'm going to be doing is sitting there like a complete moron..x.x; In my computer concepts class...Well, not like I really do anything in there, but play with my neopets.... Woot! I get to plan out my winter classes today... Yeah, it's like the fifth week of college and we're already planning our winter classes...@.@ After I get done with that...I don't know what I'm going to do because I'll have like fifty-five minutes to kill..;.; Then I have FYE (Information Literacy), then English, and then Keyboarding Essentials ( I should be shot for taking that class..o.o) Lol, I'm like so far ahead that the teacher gave me two weeks off, and this is my second week off...NOOOOO I don't want to go back next Monday...;.; Tee hees. That's all I have to say for now, I'm going to plan out my schedule before my advisors do...XP

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

   Baka, Blah, Babysitting?

Morning again...^-^; Yay it's Thursday, last day of class for the week until Monday..x.x;; I'm going home for a while, but I'm not going to be staying the night there tonight...>< I have to babysit tomorrow with my cousin that I haven't sen in forever which will be cool, but the babysitting part I could do withough.v.v; Other than that, on Friday I got DND, Yaya..O.o' Then I come back over to here on Saturday to be bored and all that good stuff..@.@' Like yesterday I cleaned the kitchen took two baths, cleaned my keyboard, and took an hour nap with my radio really loud...O.o' Hmm, in other news...Well there is none..XP

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

   DRAMA!

Good morning everyone..^-^' It's like 7:00 a.m. and my class doesn't start until 8:05..O.o' Yeah, I came a bit early. Wheee, I don't think that one of my roomates is going to be living the apartments to much longer because the school has this thing that you practically fail if you miss eight days and plus she's in the culinary program which they kick you out of there if you miss over that many days ...@.@' Other than that, things have been pretty dramatic during this week..x.x One of my friends in the apartment was sent to the hospital late at night because she had a anxiety attack. She's alright now though. Then two of my roomates had an argument in like 2:30 in the morning, which I kinda slept through though... I only know what's going on because my roomate Heater tells me...x.x; Yeah, but one of them stormed out the apartment and drove off like a bat out of hell..O.o' she came back though and argued more with her good friend that she shares a room with.... I don't think that it helps much that they're from the same place and have known each other for awhile, so it'd be hellish if they were always fighting..@.@" Wells I gots other things that I needs to do, so I'll type to you all laters.

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