Monday, October 17, 2005

   Wheeee!!!!!

Hey everyone. I'm sitting here in my second class computer concepts...@.@' Oh yay what fun...No actually it's pretty boring. I just came from my Math 201 class and my professor skipped one section, but is still assigning the homework, but that is only because it's over the same thing. I have the one we skipped over already done. I just need to do the other one which is like 1-93 odd..x.x; It wont take me to long though because it's factoring and I just happen to love factoring...o.o; Yes I am weird. Last night was pretty fun. I hung out with Terry of course, we played FF9, and then I went back to my apartment and Greg was there and some Heather, Greg, and I sat and chatted rather pervetedly about game titles and movie titles..o.o! It was pretty funny. Then we he left Heather and were going to go to bed, but that didn't happen because we were making music with our nose.......Heh.. Then we laughed for like two hours to the point I forgot to breathe. It didn't help that she was like burping constantly and when she did it came out as words..o.o;; ^-^ Yeah, good times, so far.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

   z.z.z.z.z.z

My goodness, I've been so tired for the past few days. Right now I am sitting here in my Computer Concepts class..x.x It's pretty boring and we're having a quiz...I have the practice quiz memorize...o.o;; Tee hee, my first class, Math 201, was boring too...I'm re-learning to factor..x.x! I know Calculus for goodness sake. I yawned pretty loudly and everyone laughed, but so did I and the teacher. I haven't been getting all the sleep that I want...I will tonight and plus I'll get to sleep in because we have no classes on Friday, which is very wonderful. Tomorrow, Terry is trying to get it where I can go out to eat with him so I can meet some of his friends, his mom and sister. Heh, I'm kinda nervous about it though, but he said so that I wouldn't be too nervous that he'd bring his one friend with him...I don't mind his friend coming along, but I don't really want him to think that he's like a third wheel..@.@' It shouldn't be so bad since his mother and sister will be there, so it's not like it's going to be such a big deal. Well I need to get going, I have quiz to take, and other things that I need to do.

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

   Woot!

Hey everyone. It's been a while since I updated...o.o;; College life is going alright for me so far..^-^ I've had two test and so far I've made 100's, which is grand. Today if I get all A's on my timed writings in my keyboarding class then I get like 2-3 weeks off for that class, which would be like awsome... I've been hanging out with Terry, and he's a really cool guy. Like yesterday we went to the Rusty Scabbared to look at DND things and then we went out to eat at Ci Ci's Pizza..^-^' Then we just kinda went to weird places like the post office, Kroger, and Wal-Mart...o.o;; Other than that, I think that's all I have to say for now..^-^' I'll try to update more if I can.

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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

   Kitties.

Whee, it's like 7:06 and class for doesn't start until like 8:05...o.o;; Yeah, I come over to the school pretty early, but that's because I don't have that much choice. So, I'm just trying to kill some time right now by playing some games and what not. Oh, the club house cat "Beaumont" is pregnant and we have her in my apartment right now so that she can have her kittens..O.o' We contacted the club house and told them that we have her and her condition and what not, so other than that she's pretty much okay.

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Sunday, October 2, 2005

   2 week

Well tomorrow is the start of my second week of college..O.o'' Man, it sounds like I'm on a count down...-that means there's only 10 weeks to go until next quarter...-..Hi... Whheee, I've been a very organized person...I mean before I came down to the business center so I could check my e-mail and update you all, I organized my fridge and did the dishes..o.o; I haven't been up for to long either. I got up around 9 ish. My roommate wasn't there so I guess she went somewhere last night..@.@' Yay, but I'm not all to bored now because I brought my N64 with me..^-^; I don't know if my roommate has asked her dad about the internet, but I'll ask her when she gets back. Hehehe, I think I'm going to go and head out because I have Math homework that I still have to do, but it's really easy for me, so I'll see you later.

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Friday, September 30, 2005

   First week of college.

My first week of college has gone very well..^-^ So far all my classes are pretty easy for me. They might get a bit harder in the end though. I'm going to be going home sometime today, but I don't have a computer there anymore..'-' It's in my apartment...'-' Oh wells. Other than that life here has been pretty, well boring. It's been fun here and there. I get along with my roomates which is great I guess. We're going to try and get internet into our apartment hopefully sometime next week. The girl that I share a room with said her dad would pay for the bill and set it all up because he works in the networking department. She can't wait 'til we have the net...@.@ You have no privacy what so ever in the business center, and we're both the type of people who like our privacy while we're on the computer you know? That's all for now. I know that no one is probably going to comment on this since no one commented on the last two...;-; Oh well...I guess. I will probably only get to update on fridays, so sorry that I've been busy and haven't been able to stop by any sites.

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

   Heh?

Hiya everyone, one more day until I start my college classes. It sure is going to be fun..^-^ I just love my roomate, she's so gothic..XD We went to Spencers today to get a poster for our room because there was an empty space that needed to be filled..O.o'' My other roomates I'm not to sure about...Ones pretty looney and the other is pretty two sided when she's around people and pretty anal about things..x.x!! My roomate doesn't even like her..O.o' Oh, she has a puppy and it's the same mixture of dogs, but instead of it being brown and white her is black and brown, lol. We get along pretty well so far which is good. I was supposed to room with one of my friends, but was moved at the last minute because their apartment was pretty much trashed..x.x!! I didn't want to move in with her anyways..>-> So I sorta got my wish,that I did. Well I don't expect anyone to comment on my site anymore because the other day was just lousy considering no one at all commented, nor did anyone bother to say farewell..v.v; I just now found sometime to post, but I wont be able to post that often until I get internet into my apartment. So, glad that no one will miss me on here. See yas.

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

   Wheess

Mood: Tired?..O.o Music: Wake Up Call, Hawthorne Heights Wheee, the past two days was pretty fun, I guess. I found out how retarted the highschool is..x.x! They will let complete strangers in, but wont let past students in..o.o; That's really stupid, if you're a past student you have to make appointments x.x! So I went to talk to one of the ROTC instructors at the school and he let me come to his class for second period, but for the rest of the day I spent over at the Vocational School with my favourite teacher Mrs. Jackson..^-^ They use BlackBoard and it crashed just last week and they loast everything. So, I got to type all the tests and quizzes up..^-^ I love to type. Then Ravendarksheild came by and it was just like 'old times'. After that I went to Band Practice with my best-friend. Then yesterday I got my permit finally..Yay!! It was funny though, atleast I thought so. I was nervous the whole entire time. When I handed my test to Mr. Whitaker to grade it, I didn't watch at all, then he handed me my test back and told me that I forgot to answer one question..x.x I was so nervous that I totally over looked question number nineteen even though I so knew it. He told me to read aloud the questions that I missed, and so I did, he took a pen out and had me act like it was a car and gave me 'visuals' with the ones I missed. Hehehes, and then when I went to get my picture taken for the I.D. the person didn't like the first picture so she made me take another one, and got me to smile...well that isn't to hard to do to begin with..>->' Heh, then the printing thinger ran out of something when they were printing out my I.D. When I look at my picture, it looks like I'm going to jump out of it...O.o' "Wake Up Call" Swim through these waters My lungs collapse as I'm gasping for air I'll breathe you in (and I'll breathe you in) You are my oxygen alone Through arteries untold, your skin is pale, my body's cold Way down, deep down in my lungs I can hear our sweet decay So spill my blood (SO SPILL MY BLOOD) Midnight skies turn scarlet red Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand To catch me if I fall into the night Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand To catch me if I fall Everyone and everything feels like it slips away Way down deep down in my lungs, I can hear you as you fade So spill my blood (SO SPILL MY BLOOD) Midnight skies turn scarlet red Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand To catch me if I fall into the night Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand To catch me if I fall Wake me up from this nightmare Wake me up, I know that i am drowning in the blood Wake me up from this nightmare Wake me up, I know I am drowning in the blood from a pitch black heart Cut my throat Spill my blood Cut my throat Spill my blood Pitch black heart Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand To catch me if I fall into the night Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand To catch me if I fall Well today is my last day being home..o.o' Yays!! I mean... Awww. So, I don't know how much I'll be able to update..x.x' I will when I can though! Ending mood: Meh? Ending music: Last Summer, Lostprophets

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

   I will be forever unoticed in my feelings.

Mood: Aggrivating Musuic: Again I Go Unnoticed, Dashboard Confessional Ugh today is supposed to be my day off so I'll be royally pissed if my mom drags me into babysitting again..><' My 'day off' is going to be spent getting everything packed that I should already have packed by now. I don't want to spend Wednesday trying to get everything together..x.x; This is the main reason for my stress, if they'd just leave me alone and let me go along with my plans, I'd be alright, but it's also been like this through out the summer..><' Oh well. My sister called me yesterday trying to sucker me into babysitting today like she did the other night, but I don't think I talked about that...Yeah, my sister is trying to get me to babysit the days that I plan to be gone and away from my family and visiting friends at school. She doesn't understand how much work it takes to get ready for college. She had her chance to go, but didn't because she had my niece...x.x' When she called yesterday though she asked if I was doing anything tomorrow and I told her straight out that I was using Saturday as my cram pack day for college..v.v; Then she tried to get into this big explenation, and I told her that I really need to get ready for college, but I didn't get to finish my sentence, she just hung up on me..v.v; Then called back because I think she thought that she'd get my mother instead of me, but that's hard to do when I'm the one using the phone. I believe my mother told her that I need to get ready and everything, and it was something completely stupid...v.v; She wanted me to watch her because some person named Stacey was coming down or something. "Again I Go Unnoticed" So quiet another wasted night, the television steals the conversation exhale, another wasted breath, again it goes unnoticed. Please tell me you're just feeling tired cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break out of touch, out of time. Please send me anything but signals that are mixed cause I can't read your rolling eyes out of touch, are we out of time? Close lipped another goodnight kiss is robbed of all it's passion, your grip another time, is slack it leaves me feeling empty. I'll wait until tomorrow maybe you'll feel better then maybe we'll be better then so what's another day when I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you this mood of yours is temporary it seems worth the wait to see your smile again out of the corner of my eye won't be the only way you're looking at me then. Hmm, I could relate to the lyrics...I've noticed that I don't get as many comments when I don't get to visit sites..v.v; Gosh, I'm sorry I don't get to, I really wish I had the free time to visit. When I don't comment I get like only one or two people that comment. I alwasy expect that though, I'm surprised that my ranking is like 410 or something like that. I don't know, I must be doing something to where people visit my site though..x.x; But nothing good enough to get a comment or guest book signing. Oh wells, I should be greatful I guess? Ending mood: Depressed Ending music: Holding Out For A Hero, Frou Frou

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Friday, September 16, 2005

   Stress mania.......Please, wake me up when Spetember Ends.......v.v

Mood: Stressed to the extreme Music: Send the Pain Below, Chevelle Sorry that I haven't updated lately. I haven't really been home or had any time at all to update my site. There's been a lot going on and it's really stressing me out..e.e; I just need to go somewhere that's away from family before I get to my breaking point. Sadly to say I'm walking on a think line for that one. I don't know how some people hand stress, but I don't handle it to well. When I get as stressed as I am I start to cry and crap. For me to get unstressed I need to just take a time out from my family before I just snap on them..x.x' Most of what I've been doing is babysitting because my sister is to freaking lazy to ask a neighbor friend to babysit..x.x; I've been trying to get my things together to move into my apartment next week, but every time that I get the chance to my mom always finds some way for me to end up going back to babysitting and I'm getting really sick and tired of it. I'm really going to be cramming to get things ready coming on Wednesday. I have to babysit later on today, then Saturday will be a day for me to get some more of my things together. Then on Sunday I'm going over to my best-freinds house so that I can visit friends of mine at the high school and go for my permit on tuesday. When I get back on Tuesday I can work on packing somemore, and wednesday will be the busiest day since I didn't get to pack through out the week like I wanted to..v.v' Life for me this month has just been plain hell. Excuse me when I say that, but it's the truth. I just got this c.d. 'Wonder What's Next' from Chevelle and I really love it...Hmm...You judge it yourself and see why I like it by these lyrics.. I liked having hurt, So send the pain below where I need it, You used to beg me to take care of things, And smile at the thought of me failing. But long before, having hurt, I'd send the pain below, I'd send the pain below. Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) You used to run me away, All while laughing. Then cry about the fact, 'til I returned. But long before, having hurt, I'd send the pain below, I'd send the pain below. Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) Much like suffocating, (I'd send the pain below...) Much like suffocating. I can't feel my chest, Need more, drop down, Closing in. I can't feel my chest, Drop down. I liked, having hurt. So send the pain below, So send the pain below, (Much like suffocating) [I liked] So send the pain below, (Much like suffocating) [Having hurt] So send the pain below, (Much like suffocating) So send the pain below, (Much like suffocating) So send the pain below. Well sorry if I don't stop by your sites with all this work, and crap....I don't want to stress out anymore than I am by promising that I will, so I'm not going to promise anything for awhile until I'm settled down. Have a non-dramatic day. Ending mood: Trying to calm Ending music: Evening With El Diablo, Chevelle

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