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Mood: Mixture of Depression, and Pissed.
Music: Truth, Seether
This week has just been horrible, so far I've cried every day of the week, and I fear I will continue to cry. I started off my day on a good note, but all of that was butchered into tiny pieces of air. That's right to non-existance. I was talking on the phone with StormofSerenity and my mother just unplugs my line without giving me anytime to say, "I guess I better go and do my chores, call you later." No, she just unplugs it, she didn't even plug it back in, I had to go downstairs to plug it back in. Then I was talking to her again and my mother said she needed the phone, so I got off and handed her the phone so she could use it. For a whole hour she didn't even use the phone so I called StormofSerenity back and continued talking to her. My mom gets on the other line when she's knows I'm on it, first she hung it up, then she did it again and says "I need the phone." She's doesn't give me that much time to say bye or anything, just goes and unplugs my phone. That's when I got into this big fight with my parents, I seemed to have won, or else I wouldn't have been able to be on the internet last night which is another thing...
My biggest mistake lastnight was getting online. I guess I'm not allowed to have any help from my best-friend, and only I'm supposed to help them. And then if you don't want to tell someone something about them, don't ever bring it up. You're just making it to where they quesiton if they should trust that friend or not. Okay, but here's the number one thing I hate about people: Jumping to conclusions. I absolutely hate it when people do that around me, especially when it's not even right, but it bothers me more when a friend jumps to a conclusion...Why do people have to be so self-centered. I would atleast want them to try and tell me...."Try it before you discard it." If it doesn't work then don't do it again. -Shrugs.- I'm guessing you all are tired of reading my rantings of my uncaring life of friends.
I'm sorry that you have to read this, I hate dropping things like this onto other people, but I had to do something to get some anger/depression out of me, please forgive me.
Have a nice day, and I'll try to have one myself.
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Tired of Crying.
