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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

   Stressed.
Mood: Aggrivated, (Second time typig this), Sad.
Music: Never Leave, Seether (In a Seether mood too.)

Yesterday or the few minutes ago was really crappy..x.x! When dinner was ready I wasn't hungry and I don't eat when I'm not hungry. Makes sense right? Well later on during the afternoon I go downstairs after I do get hungry to get some dinner and warm it up in the microwave, but no, my mother was just kind enough not to save me any. Then just not long ago I went to call StormofSerenity, but her friend was using the phone, but when I hung the phone up my phone some how calls people back when I hang up on them. Well my mother answers it at the same time as me, and by this time her friend is really confused, and my mom tries to tell that it's to late to be calling anyone. What the fuck! I'm eighteen for crying out loud. People younger than me are allowed on the phone later than this. Grah, then it's my niece, and my cousin, my sister, all of them are really aggrivating me.


Will I fall again into dismay?
Will I be ashamed of crying?
And I know it's never been the way that I described
But I am afraid of trying
She's the one who keeps me all excited
She keeps me begging for more
She's the one who deems me uninvited
Now it's over

Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end

Now I find that I am weaker fake
That I am ashamed of lying
And I know things never feel the way that's right inside
And I am afraid of dying
'Cause you're the one who keeps me all excited
You keep me begging for more
You're the one who keeps uninvited
Now it's over
Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
It's only a symbol you're got me falling away
And I am afraid
Take back what I said
It's all the same in the end
It's all the same in the end
It's all the same in the end
It's only a symbol


Well I hope that today will be a better day for me. If not I'll just go on with some more crying..x.x

I guess you can say that I'm just really stressed out and need a long vacation from them, but that will never happen I know that for sure.

Ending mood: Still aggrivated, but not crying anymore
Ending Music: Given, Seether

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