Thursday, June 16, 2005

   Grah!!!!!!!!!

Mood: Tired and still aggrivated Music: Just Like You, Three Days Grace Hey everyone. My day was alright 'til near the end of it..v.v; My cousin and I were going to stay the night at my house again and my mother was going to go and get my niece in the morning so that we could take her to the park. I was going to take my cousin out to the movies, but no my mother suggests once again renting movies. Not like there was anything interesting to watch at the theatre. After we went to town and rented some dvds my sister called and was all upset that my cousin and I wasn't going to come over there. Well here's a small newsflash for her. !Neither of us want to be over at her house or my grandmothers house.! My mom has this 'deal', that if we switched weeks then she'd give us fifty dollars each for it. That means I would have to babysit next week and my cousin the week after that. I know how my mother is, she usually always says she'll give me money for doing my chores, but she never did, never has, so why should I trust her? I told her I would do it, but that I wasn't going to be happy. Hmph, like I was happy to begin with. My mom says after that week I wont have to babysit anymore. I better not or I'll be one pissed off gal, and I'm not a very nice person when I'm mad or aggrivated. I tend to be a little stubborn. Meh, am I just being stubborn, or doesn't my mom and sister get that I don't like little kids at all to begin with and that's why I never like babysitting in the first place? I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you Want me to You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you As you can probably tell that I have changed my site around. All of this came to be with my aggrivation, just something to get it off of my mind, and plus listening to my music. I would like to thank everyone that wished me well, and I know I still need it. I know that once this baby crap is over with I should be back to my normal self. Hoping for better days Ending Mood: Just tired, stubborn Ending Music: Little Devotional, Taking Back Sunday

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