Sunday, June 19, 2005

   Visitings and Malls.

Mood: Calm, hungry, tired. Music: Somewhere I Belong, Link Park Yay, I'm over at Ailahwolfs right now so that's why I haven't gotten to update as early as I usually do. I'll be going home in a few hours though..^^ We went to the mall and it was all fun up to the end. If you need to know what happened at the end you can visit her site..^^! Well I got some more manga..XD I got volume 3 and 5 of Descendatns of Darkness. You maybe wondering "Why did you skip four." Well I used to have volume three, but one of my friends barrowed it and they misplaced it, but they gave me the money for it. With that money I replaced it..^^ I also got the second volume of Hana-Kimi...I haven't gotten to read it yet, but Ailah has and she was laughing at it..^^ So I can't wait to read it. Other than that we got stuck babysitting over at her house when her nephews weren't supposed to be there..@.@ Wheeee two. So I don't know if I'm babysitting next week or not, my mom wont make up her mind. Oh the job applying never happened..O.o' My mother and I were going to go after my mother got back from town so then we could go to the other town that she works so I could pick up applications, but instead we ended up making round abouts to my house because my mother lost her money...x.x; Oh which reminds me.. I can't find my Noic mini dvd of Noir..x.x! I put it back in it's case the other day and the next morning I was going to watch it again and it wasn't in the case anymore..o.o I think my house is eating things again..>->' "Somewhere I Belong" (When this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Repeat Chorus] I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away, I'll find myself today [Repeat Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong Well I better get going now. My mother will probably call here soon saying she's is on her way. I'll try commenting later if I can, depends on what's all going on at home. Ending Mood: Starving, Beginning Headach, still tired. Ending Music: My Immortal, Evanescence

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