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Monday, June 20, 2005


   Sweeepy...z.z'
Mood: Sleepy
Music: I'd Kill To Fall Asleep, New Found Glory

-Yawns widely.- So sleepy...-takes a minute nap.- Okay back to the post. Whee, I don't have to babysit 'til nextweek so when my friend comes over it'll be baby free hopefully. My mother is going to the hospital on Tuesday to get some tests done to see about somethings with her gut area. I don't know what's wrong, but it wont be the first times she's been in the hospital for the same thing. I do hope they figure out what is wrong.

On another note of business my mother still trying to give me a guilt trip just because I wanted a small break from babysitting...x.x; It's like grrr, I get the point. Meh, my mother just doesn't understand how I don't get along with little kids. I'm not one of those people can go up to a child and be all energetic with them and playful. I am more of an apathetic person than anything..O.o; Oh well, it's a good thing that I'm not going to have any children..^^!



"I'd Kill To Fall Asleep"

Eyes open, I'm wide awake
I feel I'm in a coma state
I'll lay here on my back and watch the fan turn

Conversations cross my mind, but not that of the speaking kind
TV images repeat there one line

Back and forth I toss and turn
It feels like strings are holding up my eyes

I'd kill to fall asleep
I'd kill to fall asleep

I'm putting up a losing fight
I'll never see this end tonight
The thought of just one dream it consumes me

Numbers on the clock turn back, my pills are having no effect
The beating of my heart keeps the time going

Back and forth I toss and turn
It feels like strings are holding up my eyes

I'd kill to fall asleep
I'd kill to fall asleep

They say that when you sleep your body's at rest
I wouldn't know what sleep felt like if I tried my best
If polaroids and memories can fade away, so can I...

Back and forth I toss and turn
It feels like strings are holding up my eyes

I'd kill to fall asleep
I'd kill to fall asleep

I'd kill to fall asleep
I'd kill to fall asleep

I'd kill....





Well I better get some sleep. I need it after not having that much sleep. Oh, and sorry I didn't get to comment..x.x my computer is being mean and so I'm trying not to use the internet explorer that much. But I will when I can. Tatata for now.

Ending Mood: Falling Asleep
Ending Music: Stupify, Disturbed

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