Wednesday, June 22, 2005

   She's doing okay...

Mood: Refreshed Music: Motivation, Sum 41 My day went all right. My mother came home from the hospital, but we all think that she should have stayed, she looks really horrible..x.x Good news is that they found out what was wrong with her finally after a year and a half...;-; The problem was that her pancreas had collapsed..o.o! How does that take a year and half to figure out?! They had to blow her pancrease up like a balloon and drain the infection. Hmm, they didn't even open her up..o.o Wow technology these days. On other news my best-friend wont be able to come over 'til next week, the same week that I babysit. That's alright though, because it should be fun..^^ I wont be so bored either. "Motivation" What's the difference of never knowing at all? When every step I take is always too small. Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately, I feel like I don't give a shit. Motivation such an aggravation, Accusations don't know how to take them. Inspiration's getting hard to fake it. Concentration's never hard to break it. Situation never what you want it to be. What's the point of never making mistakes? Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to break. It's all just a waste of time in the end. I don't care so why should I even pretend. Motivation such an aggravation, Accusations don't know how to take them. Inspiration's getting hard to fake it. Concentration's never hard to break it. Situation never what you want it. Nothing's new, everything's the same. It keeps on dragging me down, it's getting kind of lame. I'm falling further behind, there's nothing to explain. No matter what you say nothing's gonna change my mind. Can't depend on doubt until the end. It seems like leaving friends has become This years trend and though I can't pretend. It's fine to be mislead. It's not the same but who's to blame, For all those stupid things I never said. Motivation such an aggravation, Accusations don't know how to take them. Inspiration's getting hard to fake it. Concentration's never hard to break it. Motivation such an aggravation, Accusations don't know how to take them. Inspiration's getting hard to fake it. Concentration's never hard to break it. Situation never what you want it to be. Never what you want it to be. Never what you want it to be. Oh sorry again that I didn't comment on some sites..v.v; I have to keep the line open so I can only get on to update at 12:00 to whenever I got to bed. Have a great day! Ending mood: Alright Ending music: The Union, Taking Back Sunday

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