Wednesday, July 20, 2005

   Any good roleplayers out there these days?

Mood: Hyper Music: Never There, Hoobstank Meh my early day...Meaning like around 2:00 a.m. (I don't go to bed 'til 4:00 a.m.) One of my msn friends that I roleplay with got angry at me because I wasn't going to bring back one of my characters. It even wouldn't matter if I did bring that character back because they would die anyways. So for two hours he tried to argue with me on bringing him back, but I tried to explain to him that 1) You shouldn't get this upset about roleplay, for one, you shouldn't let it hurt you one bit. 2) You can't change the histories of one character and mistakes and 3) That I didn't care what he did with his character(s) and what happened in roleplay. Bleh people these days that roleplay, it's hard to find people that don't fret so easily over things. So, I went to bed angry at him for being angry at me for something so stupid....I know it's kind of redundent. I thought maybe when I woke up I wouldn't be angry anymore, but nope...I still had that anger flowing through me, and I knew the only thing that would keep me at bay from going off at people was keeping my hands and mind busy. To do that I decided that I would completely clean my room and rearrange it too. I did and was very exhausted afterwards considering I worked for 6 hours straight on it. I like the way it turned out too. During all the clean up I didn't find my Noir Dvd...;-; I have not a clue of where it could've gone to..e.e; Oh well, I'll just have to get another one then. [1st verse:] I'm filling up inside Like i need to open wide And pour my heart out to you But i'll just get denied And all i wanted was someone to hear what i'm going through [chorus:] Everytime that i need you around You're never there (never there) You're never there (never there) Because in my life is where i need you now But you're never there (never there) You're never there (never there) [2nd verse:] You were supposed to see All the signs i left to read in front of your face You were supposed to be The closest thing to being me But you're the furthest away That's because..... [chorus:] Everytime that i need you around You're never there (never there) You're never there (never there) Because in my life is where i need you now But you're never there (never there) You're never there (never there) You're never there And i doubt That i will ever find out If there's a way to get out Of feeling all alone Cause latley I've been thinking Maybe That no one's going to save me I'll do it on my own..... On my own [chorus:] Everytime that i need you around You're never there (never there) You're never there (never there) Because in my life is where i need you now But you're never there (never there) You're never there (never there) Hmm, I think that I might start reading another book of mine that I've had over a year and haven't read yet..^-^' Have a great day! Ending mood: Calmer Ending music: Vindicated, Dashboard Confessional

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