Tuesday, August 2, 2005

   Aggrivation release.

Mood: Reflecting and aggrivated Music: Who I Am, Smile Empty Soul Yesterday was sorta weird I guess. I wasn't online much or the phone. But, I just happened to be on the phone with one of my friends when my parents got home though..v.v; My dad even before he walked in through the door yelled at me to get off the internet...GRAH! WTF?! I wasn't even on the internet, I was on the freaking phone to begin with. So I got off and then I didn't get back on it 'til my mother left, that's when I was online for about an hour, maybe not even that long. After I got off, I went and checked on the kittens then called my other friend back up. I hadn't been on the phone with her that long when my mother came back home and had to use the phone. After awhile more I called my best-friend up again and then my mom cut through the phone telling me that she needed the phone for awhile and for me to not get on the net...GRAJLDJLANE.DGLE,RNL!!!! -Extreme angry face- Okay and again, I was on the phone not the net...Grah..v.v; So then my mother leaves again to go get my dad from where ever he was. After awhile I call back my other friend and we hadn't really talked that long when all of a sudden my line went dead..GRAH once again...-Extremely angry face with clenching teeth and fists- I went out and told them that I was using the phone and to behold it was my dad going to get online without really seeing if I was use the phone so that he could 'politely' ask me to get off, but no he had to be rude about it, I even told him how rude it was that he did that. Then he started saying that I'm on the phone all freaking day which is total bull crap, because I'm not. One, I don't even get up until around 12 or 1 and when I do, I get online 'til around 1:30 then I get off and do my chores. I wait around three or so to see if my one friend is online so I can talk to her for a little while or just call her up. I then get off around like five o'clock and then that's when my dad usually takes the phone and is on the internet all night long til around 11-12 a.m. If you do the figuring you can now say that my dad uses the phone more than I. And that's why it always annoys the hell out of me when he tells me that I'm on the phone all day or right before he walks throug door yelling 'Get off the internet.' Bleh! I would put up lyrics today, but I'm a little to aggrivated to do that...-Sighs.- After awhile though I hooked my line back up and apologized to my friend for what my father did, but I got off not to long afterwards because I was afraid that he would start yelling at me again. During that time when my dad had the internet I was sitting up in my room reflecting about things...Sad things, happy things, so-so things. In the long run though I thought about how if this or that happened, I wouldn't probably wouldn't be as lucky as I am right now. I feel a little better now that I have released this aggrivation, and I do hate it when I have to release out on my friends on the O' though. Have a good day. Ending mood: Don't know anymore Ending music: Smashed Into Pieces, Silverstein

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