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Mood: Stressed to the extreme
Music: Send the Pain Below, Chevelle
Sorry that I haven't updated lately. I haven't really been home or had any time at all to update my site. There's been a lot going on and it's really stressing me out..e.e; I just need to go somewhere that's away from family before I get to my breaking point. Sadly to say I'm walking on a think line for that one. I don't know how some people hand stress, but I don't handle it to well. When I get as stressed as I am I start to cry and crap. For me to get unstressed I need to just take a time out from my family before I just snap on them..x.x' Most of what I've been doing is babysitting because my sister is to freaking lazy to ask a neighbor friend to babysit..x.x; I've been trying to get my things together to move into my apartment next week, but every time that I get the chance to my mom always finds some way for me to end up going back to babysitting and I'm getting really sick and tired of it. I'm really going to be cramming to get things ready coming on Wednesday. I have to babysit later on today, then Saturday will be a day for me to get some more of my things together. Then on Sunday I'm going over to my best-freinds house so that I can visit friends of mine at the high school and go for my permit on tuesday. When I get back on Tuesday I can work on packing somemore, and wednesday will be the busiest day since I didn't get to pack through out the week like I wanted to..v.v' Life for me this month has just been plain hell. Excuse me when I say that, but it's the truth.
I just got this c.d. 'Wonder What's Next' from Chevelle and I really love it...Hmm...You judge it yourself and see why I like it by these lyrics..
I liked having hurt,
So send the pain below where I need it,
You used to beg me to take care of things,
And smile at the thought of me failing.
But long before, having hurt,
I'd send the pain below,
I'd send the pain below.
Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)
You used to run me away,
All while laughing.
Then cry about the fact,
'til I returned.
But long before, having hurt,
I'd send the pain below,
I'd send the pain below.
Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)
Much like suffocating.
I can't feel my chest,
Need more, drop down,
Closing in.
I can't feel my chest,
Drop down.
I liked, having hurt.
So send the pain below,
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating) [I liked]
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating) [Having hurt]
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating)
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating)
So send the pain below.
Well sorry if I don't stop by your sites with all this work, and crap....I don't want to stress out anymore than I am by promising that I will, so I'm not going to promise anything for awhile until I'm settled down.
Have a non-dramatic day.
Ending mood: Trying to calm
Ending music: Evening With El Diablo, Chevelle
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Stress mania.......Please, wake me up when Spetember Ends.......v.v
