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Mood: Aggrivating
Musuic: Again I Go Unnoticed, Dashboard Confessional
Ugh today is supposed to be my day off so I'll be royally pissed if my mom drags me into babysitting again..><' My 'day off' is going to be spent getting everything packed that I should already have packed by now. I don't want to spend Wednesday trying to get everything together..x.x; This is the main reason for my stress, if they'd just leave me alone and let me go along with my plans, I'd be alright, but it's also been like this through out the summer..><' Oh well.
My sister called me yesterday trying to sucker me into babysitting today like she did the other night, but I don't think I talked about that...Yeah, my sister is trying to get me to babysit the days that I plan to be gone and away from my family and visiting friends at school. She doesn't understand how much work it takes to get ready for college. She had her chance to go, but didn't because she had my niece...x.x' When she called yesterday though she asked if I was doing anything tomorrow and I told her straight out that I was using Saturday as my cram pack day for college..v.v; Then she tried to get into this big explenation, and I told her that I really need to get ready for college, but I didn't get to finish my sentence, she just hung up on me..v.v; Then called back because I think she thought that she'd get my mother instead of me, but that's hard to do when I'm the one using the phone. I believe my mother told her that I need to get ready and everything, and it was something completely stupid...v.v; She wanted me to watch her because some person named Stacey was coming down or something.
"Again I Go Unnoticed"
So quiet
another wasted night,
the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break
out of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
cause I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?
Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.
I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again
out of the corner of my eye
won't be the only way you're looking at me then.
Hmm, I could relate to the lyrics...I've noticed that I don't get as many comments when I don't get to visit sites..v.v; Gosh, I'm sorry I don't get to, I really wish I had the free time to visit. When I don't comment I get like only one or two people that comment. I alwasy expect that though, I'm surprised that my ranking is like 410 or something like that. I don't know, I must be doing something to where people visit my site though..x.x; But nothing good enough to get a comment or guest book signing. Oh wells, I should be greatful I guess?
Ending mood: Depressed
Ending music: Holding Out For A Hero, Frou Frou
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I will be forever unoticed in my feelings.
