Sunday, June 25, 2006

   graduation, akwardness, party, sadness, and tired sums it all up
SO graduation was great! I feels good to be out and gettting really ready for college. Afterwards Josh came over to play some cards with the family which was cool and fun. But again when I said good night when we parted our ways I dodged the kiss. Another plus was when I got IM. so IM me anytime peeps.
On Saturday I went to some parties with Josh and we got to go to Cija's, Sam's, and Brenden's. In between Cija's party I got to go to his house for a bit and meet his parents. That was completely intersting. His family was great but Josh barely seems like them. So We parted ways at sam's and then he left and gave me a hug. Later that evening he called when I was at Sam's and was being corny. He was apologizing for flirting! It was just akward. I wasn't in the mood and plus it was making me realize more and more he was losing his spark.
So then that night i finally heard from my parents and they kinda wanted me home. At first I was frusterated but then i found out that my Aunt Sue and Aunt Trudy were planing on the next day (today), instead of monday.
When I got home I found out that my Aunt Sue was mad at my parents because of confusion at their trip to the casino that day. So when I went to go talk to her (it was about 7PM and she was laying in bed with her clothes on with the lights off) She sounded hurt. So to say it in the least amount of words they left early this morning and I woke up to say goodbye. She told me I didn't have to get up but I said well I don't know when the next I see you will be. and do you know what she said? probably never again, this will be my last visit to NY. I said no I'll see you again. She said Just know that I love you.
The whole thing is sad. She didn't even give us two rings like she normally does when she gets home safely so my mom called my Aunt trudy to make sure they go home okay.
I'm exhausted and sad. Hopefully Kenny's party tomorrow will be a good stress releiver.
lots of love and waffles
Nicole
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

   Having a ball with my Aunts! Can't wait to see you tomorrow Kyleigh!
Nite
Nicole
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

So.... I cut my hair! I donated it and it's super short! I like it I just don't know how everyone else will like it, it's definently a different look. but aside from that happy note, I've been sort of avoiding josh... I'm just confused and feel like he's expecting too much from a relationship with me and i am unsure of how much i really like him. I gotta go
Nicole
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So.... I cut my hair! I donated it and it's super short! I like it I just don't know how everyone else will like it, it's definently a different look. but aside from that happy note, I've been sort of avoiding josh... I'm just confused and feel like he's expecting too much from a relationship with me and i am unsure of how much i really like him. I gotta go
Nicole
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So.... I cut my hair! I donated it and it's super short! I like it I just don't know how everyone else will like it, it's definently a different look. but aside from that happy note, I've been sort of avoiding josh... I'm just confused and feel like he's expecting too much from a relationship with me and i am unsure of how much i really like him. I gotta go
Nicole
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So.... I cut my hair! I donated it and it's super short! I like it I just don't know how everyone else will like it, it's definently a different look. but aside from that happy note, I've been sort of avoiding josh... I'm just confused and feel like he's expecting too much from a relationship with me and i am unsure of how much i really like him. I gotta go
Nicole
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So.... I cut my hair! I donated it and it's super short! I like it I just don't know how everyone else will like it, it's definently a different look. but aside from that happy note, I've been sort of avoiding josh... I'm just confused and feel like he's expecting too much from a relationship with me and i am unsure of how much i really like him. I gotta go
Nicole
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So.... I cut my hair! I donated it and it's super short! I like it I just don't know how everyone else will like it, it's definently a different look. but aside from that happy note, I've been sort of avoiding josh... I'm just confused and feel like he's expecting too much from a relationship with me and i am unsure of how much i really like him. I gotta go
Nicole
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So.... I cut my hair! I donated it and it's super short! I like it I just don't know how everyone else will like it, it's definently a different look. but aside from that happy note, I've been sort of avoiding josh... I'm just confused and feel like he's expecting too much from a relationship with me and i am unsure of how much i really like him. I gotta go
Nicole
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So.... I cut my hair! I donated it and it's super short! I like it I just don't know how everyone else will like it, it's definently a different look. but aside from that happy note, I've been sort of avoiding josh... I'm just confused and feel like he's expecting too much from a relationship with me and i am unsure of how much i really like him. I gotta go
Nicole
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