Monday, September 5, 2005

   AHHHHHHH!
HE HELD MY HAND!!!!!
AND MADE SURE HE HUGGED ME!!!
I AM IN HEAVENLY BLISS!!!
later
nicole
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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   heaven
i'm in such heavenly bliss right now!!! (lets out a blissful sigh) say a prayer for me that I can go to the movies with everyone tomorrow because it will be the last time for this month i'll have a weekend free. it's not fair but hopefully someone *cough* kenny *cough*cough* will ask me. so yah I need your pryaers cuz it would be the end to a perfect summer.
night ya'll
i love feeling like this!
Nicole
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   today is my birthday
well actually technically yesterday was my birthday (the third)... I had a blast and i like kenny and i think he likes me and i hope we watch a scary movie and that he protects me and he asks me out and stuff. i'm a loser, but i'm obssessing. sorry so short and immature.
write with more detail later.
nite
nicole
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Monday, August 15, 2005

   alex yet again
So I'm back from buffalo. I really don't feel like writing about it now, but what i do want to write about is alex. Since thursday he has been on my mind. I WANT TO GET OVER HIM!!! Which I am but.....UGH! I don't know anymore. It's pissing me off. i'm getting obsessive. I need to cut it off. Or maybe I need a guy to occupy my attention span for a bit just so he won't be on my mind so much. I don't even think I like him like that. sigh. I'm so confused. =/
What would you do if you were me?
nite
Nicole
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Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	The Ferret
Super Power	Ghetto Booty
Enemy	The Ex-Girlfriend
Mode Of Transportation	City Bus
Weapon	Cheese Cutter
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How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?	yesnoI wish I didI wish I didn'tmost definitelynot until someone proved it to me
Your hands say	I'm always here even if you have to reach for me.
Your eyes say	I can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say	This is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses say	I almost can't believe you love me.
Your body says	Just curl up next to me.
Your heart says	I love you.
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Friday, August 12, 2005

   Alex
So, I'm Off to Buffalo Today!!! I cannot wait. Oh and Kyleigh I had to send your letter/ package late because my mom couldn't get to the post office that day.
So, I talked to Alex yesterday and we had another one of our delightful deep conversations and well... It SOOOOOOOOO hard not to like him anymore. It hurts! And I know he still likes me because... Well here is what he said: yes you do i told you a million times. Its because your beautiful... i knew you would thats why i didnt want to say anything. Because the way you are. The things you do. Your eyes lol i gotta stop because i could go on forever.... just the way you made me feel in high school was just crazy. Undescribable.
And I asked him why he stopped feeling that way and he said: well lol the devil came into my life screwed it up. It had happened around graduation time. I dotn really wanna talk to much about it... nicole you didnt do anything wrong. It was me it was all me. I dont know what happened. I just got lost and went the wrong way. So many things would be different if I didnt date her omg. So many things.
But as I start liking him again my terrible practical side comes (Which always comes when I start to like a guy), and realized that he was the stupid guy who stopped trying and went off and got engaged to someone he worked with. Le Sigh! I hate feelinf like this! This makes me feel like I need a boyfriend, which I've gotten over always wanting one, but I just don't want to like hm like that anymore. I miss our friendship and conversations. That's why I haven't stopped talking to him. HMPH!
Well I must stop procrastinating and pack for when we leave. Have a good weekend.
yours till my feelings cease and I move ON with my Life,
Nicole
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

   work
So I got to work at the subway on the square in Watertown tonight. They needed an extra hand so I said yes as long as I could get a ride and back. And I did.
It was quite enjoyable actually. It wasn't as high stress as where I normally work. We normally get solders out the door everynight once block leave is over. It wasn't even that bad tonight. It was just me and this guy james (who by the way, wasn't that cute but was nice, and has a girlfriend). Plus, I got to see crazy people. lol. When I was
wip(e?)ing the tables, a cutomer was leaving and was like "He does that yoga junk everyday the same time, and has never gotten in trouble". I was like "huh? Where?". The customer pointed out to the middle of the square where there is a patch or grass and a statue to the left some flower land scaping then a large fountain. The customer was not kidding! It was kind of fun to watch, not in a mean way, but out of curiosity and awe. I say awe because He has some balls doing that! Then later, I looked over there was a man falling aleep on his hand who never even purchased a thing the whole time he was there! And lastly, which is the worst. One of the last cutomers, before I left, came in wearing a black sheer top without a bra in and you could see her nipples. it wasn't very attractive, because she didn't quite have the body for it (and I'm not being judgemental about how fat anyone is, but you could just tell)and whenI rang them up all I could smell was B.O. It was quite strong and It made me kind of sick. It just was bad. But all in all, I enjoyed myself and It was also very clean in back as well as organized. Cudos to Autumn the Manager!
Well I need my beauty sleep.
night ya'll
leave me some PMs
Nicole
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Wednesday, August 3, 2005

UGH
I CAN'T F***IN BELEIVE IT!!!! i AM SO SURPRISED AND SAD NOW! I JUST finished the 6th harry potter book and was/am on the verge of crying. It was totally not what i was expecting. I loved it though. Now I HAVE to read number 7. PM Me
nicole
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Saturday, July 30, 2005

tired but happy
Well I had the most WONDERfUL dream last night I wanted to sleep and let it go on and on forever. I never felt so happy about a dream before except for when I was making out with some guy I used to like my freshmen year in a bathroom. HA! No, I think this one gave me a glimse of my soul mate. I won't go into detail because I don't want to ruin it in my mind and it just is too hard to recapture the feelings of it all in writing. I no I sound crazy but I just have a real feeling in my gut. I went out after work tonight with 3 of my buds and we saw Charlie and the Chocolate factory and surprisingly it was rather good! But sadly I am getting annoyed with work alot, UGH! Well I'll get into it later when I am not so sleepy.
Yours till perfect dreams
as my friend Kyleigh would say "Le Sigh!"
Nite
Nicole
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   thought you would like to know a little bit about me

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Nicole
Birthday:	September 3rd
Birthplace:	Conneticut
Current Location:	Northern NY where it snows lots (I love it!)
Eye Color:	green
Hair Color:	brunette
Height:	around 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	Does anyone really care???
The Shoes You Wore Today:	my sneaks and flip-flops
Your Weakness:	I am too damn nice and I always give people the benifit of the doubt
Your Fears:	elevators, Cocky people, people who know too much about me to spread rumors, bugs, being attacked by our neighbors dog, being attacked walking home down my drive from work at night, and lastly and i think a tough one to deal with if it ever happens to me: getting hurt by someone you cared about the most or who you were really close (happend sort of last year and it damn right depressed me)
Your Perfect Pizza:	extra cheese please!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	all A's..HA
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Ugh! 5 more minutes please.... or.... Shoot I didn't do any of my homework/ chore thingys i needed to do last night!
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes and then hair
Your Bedtime:	I don't really have one, i guess whenever i am sleepy
Your Most Missed Memory:	All my grandparents, but mostly my grandma kulik
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	burger king
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate!
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yah
Do you Sing:	Hell yah Biotchs!
Do you Shower Daily:	no.... Ha ha gotcha! I do!
Have you Been in Love:	no
Do you want to go to College:	yessir
Do you want to get Married:	Only if I found my soul mate
Do you belive in yourself:	sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	not really
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes, but not really in posed pictures
Are you a Health Freak:	no, everyone knows that
Do you get along with your Parents:	Yes I do
Do you like Thunderstorms:	they're the best about summer
Do you play an Instrument:	violin and piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yah but not extreme amounts one or two sips
In the past month have you Smoked:
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	tylenole that's all i swear!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no, besides, oreos don't come in a box
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	bleh, no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope unless you call making subs on front of people a stage, then yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	cookies from work, he he he
Ever been Drunk:	nope
Ever been called a Tease:	yeh
Ever been Beaten up:	yeh, Today actually by a co-worker friend of mine ( i have battle scars
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep like any other natural person
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	be a music therapist
What country would you most like to Visit:	It's a cros between poland/italy/ and germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	green or brown
Favourite Hair Color:	brown or blonde (mostly brown though)
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	tall
Weight:	nothing akward
Best Clothing Style:	casual yet sophisticated (a little preppy but a little laid back)
Number of Drugs I have taken:	NOne unless needed for medical use
Number of CDs I own:	a ton
Number of Piercings:	depends where they are
Number of Tattoos:	maybe one or two
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	hopefully one or two and nothing more
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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