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Friday, August 12, 2005
Alex
So, I'm Off to Buffalo Today!!! I cannot wait. Oh and Kyleigh I had to send your letter/ package late because my mom couldn't get to the post office that day.
So, I talked to Alex yesterday and we had another one of our delightful deep conversations and well... It SOOOOOOOOO hard not to like him anymore. It hurts! And I know he still likes me because... Well here is what he said: yes you do i told you a million times. Its because your beautiful... i knew you would thats why i didnt want to say anything. Because the way you are. The things you do. Your eyes lol i gotta stop because i could go on forever.... just the way you made me feel in high school was just crazy. Undescribable.
And I asked him why he stopped feeling that way and he said: well lol the devil came into my life screwed it up. It had happened around graduation time. I dotn really wanna talk to much about it... nicole you didnt do anything wrong. It was me it was all me. I dont know what happened. I just got lost and went the wrong way. So many things would be different if I didnt date her omg. So many things.
But as I start liking him again my terrible practical side comes (Which always comes when I start to like a guy), and realized that he was the stupid guy who stopped trying and went off and got engaged to someone he worked with. Le Sigh! I hate feelinf like this! This makes me feel like I need a boyfriend, which I've gotten over always wanting one, but I just don't want to like hm like that anymore. I miss our friendship and conversations. That's why I haven't stopped talking to him. HMPH!
Well I must stop procrastinating and pack for when we leave. Have a good weekend.
yours till my feelings cease and I move ON with my Life,
Nicole
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