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Sunday, October 16, 2005


  siiiiiiiiigh... SO now i am over kenny. I found out from my friend sam that he doesn't like me like that anymore and he doen't think it would ever work out. It's tough but at least i know and I can get over it. It could have been worse if we were going out and he told me himself that he didn't like me anymore like that. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRG! I hate being stressed over the dumbest little things. I hate that I'm like this and i hate that once a boy gets to know me it scares him off. I know i'm diffrent from others, and some would call me a prude even I guess, but I really am nice and fun to be around once you get to know me. How can I know what the hell to do to get a guy to like me enough to ask me out when no one has ever even asked me out (with the exception of alex)that i really liked a lot and knew enough about????!!!! fucking tell me! Anyone??? no answer? That's a big fuckin surprise!
I'm sorry for the profanity, it's not like me but I'm just super frusterated.
I need rest.
night
i hope everyone else is well
nicole

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