Birthday • 1988-09-03 Gender •
Female Member Since • 2004-08-25 Occupation • student Real Name • nicole
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Achievements • not one to brag unleast asked specifically face to face ^_^ Anime Fan Since • started watching sailor moon Favorite Anime • SAILOR MOON (duh) Goals • all A's this year (he he he) Hobbies • MUSIC Talents • music
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Monday, February 27, 2006
I ended it with Brenden. I had to. I really don't need a boyfriend right now and he liked me a lot more than I actually liked him, so much I'm pretty sure he was basing on where he was going to college on me. But I still feel bad. You should have seen his eyes. I'm not saying it couldn't go anywhere all i'm saying is though we knew each other since sixth grade we still had much to learn about each other. At the time when I said yes it felt right but then after awhile,I just wasn't excited anymore. I truly had to keep canceling hanging out because I am busy, or I've had such an exhausting week that I just want the weekend all to myself and share it with no one. I know I should be happy with this but I can't help trying to justify my decision even more. I feel like a horrible wretch. I think if this whole relationship thing doesn't work in a at least five years I think i'm gonna become a nun.
with that i'm going to bed
night nicole
I ended it with Brenden. I had to. I really don't need a boyfriend right now and he liked me a lot more than I actually liked him, so much I'm pretty sure he was basing on where he was going to college on me. But I still feel bad. You should have seen his eyes. I'm not saying it couldn't go anywhere all i'm saying is though we knew each other since sixth grade we still had much to learn about each other. At the time when I said yes it felt right but then after awhile,I just wasn't excited anymore. I truly had to keep canceling hanging out because I am busy, or I've had such an exhausting week that I just want the weekend all to myself and share it with no one. I know I should be happy with this but I can't help trying to justify my decision even more. I feel like a horrible wretch. I think if this whole relationship thing doesn't work in a at least five years I think i'm gonna become a nun.