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• nicole

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• started watching sailor moon
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• SAILOR MOON (duh)
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

   I feel like crap still
Do you ever get the distinct feeling that even though you have many freinds that you still are very much alone and by yourself? See, I never knew for sure that that was actually possible, until last night. I was upset, and I kept making cold comments and jests back and forth and not even one picked up on it. And the sad thing is, is that no one said they were going to miss me at all last night or today. I was just ready for everyone to leave. I hate how everyone says they're going to visit me at college, when really, I know the truth. They're just saying that. Shit happens I get it, but they don't. It's just one of those "fill-ins" you know? It just has been really hard this past week and I thought last night's sleep over was going to make me feel better. Nope, on the contrary, it just made me feel worse. I'm like in a depressed funk, and I can't get out of it. Like two weeks ago I wasn't ready to leave. But now I kind of am, because my friends right now, don't get me. There's just nothing, or really, no one special to come up and visit during breaks anymore except family. I don't know what I'm going to do....

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