Saturday, February 25, 2006

   People say I'm no good...
and crazy as a loon....Cause I get stoned in thaemornin'....
.....and get drunk in the afternoon

But I aint askin' nobody for nothin'....
.....If i cant get it on my own.

If you don't like the way im livin'......
.....Well then just leave this long-haired country boy alone
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

   Gabi und Klaus
Gabi hat Sehnsucht Sehnsucht nach Klaus
Doch Klaus sagt kühl nur: "Es ist aus."
Gabi muß weinen, ihr Herz wird so schwer
Doch Klaus sagt kühl nur: "Ich will dich nicht mehr."

Gabi ist einsam, schrecklich allein
Sie denkt an Klaus, und sagt sich: "Er ist so gemein."
Will ihn vergessen, und damit das geschieht,
Rennt sie durch den Regen, und singt dieses Lied:

Das Leben ist grausam und schrecklich gemein
Das Leben ist grausam, und Klaus ist ein Schwein
Das Leben ist grausam und schrecklich gemein
Das Leben ist grausam, und Klaus ist ein Schwein

Doch plötzlich merkt Klaus, wie er Gabi liebt
Er geht zu ihr, hofft, daß sie ihn vergibt
Er steht vor ihr, wird vor Verlegenheit rot
Doch sie sagt kühl nur: "Hau ab, du Idiot."

Klaus ist jetzt einsam, schrecklich allein
Er denkt an Gabi, und sagt sich: "Sie ist so gemein."
Will sie vergessen, und damit das geschieht,
Rennt er durch den Regen, und singt dieses Lied:

Das Leben ist grausam und schrecklich gemein
Das Leben ist grausam, und Gabi ein Schwein
Das Leben ist grausam und schrecklich gemein
Das Leben ist grausam, und Gabi ein Schwein
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Saturday, February 18, 2006

Venting
kimi no te de kirisaite tooi hi no kioku wo
kanashimi no iki no ne wo tometekure yo

dore hodo tsuyosa wo teni shitara nani mo kizutsukezuni sumuno
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   Man, I can't wait...
I'm trying to find a time to go over to Tennessee (i think i spelled that right), anyway, I'm trying to get over there as soon as I can. Spring Break isn't too far away, but I wanna go so bad, that it's gonna feel like forever. And, as soon as school is over, I'm gone, I'll be with my Sweetheart, Dana!!

Wegen sie atme ich!!
Ich liebe sie!!

Auf Wiedersehen!
Jesse
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Saturday, February 11, 2006

  
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Friday, February 10, 2006

   I'm Excited
I sooo freakin' excited to get to go see my Sweetheart, Dana. I love her to death!! Soon, I'll be with her and we'll be the happiest people ever!! I can't wait to pull up in her driveway, seeing her for the first time, and having the bestest kiss the the whole world!! Dana, I love you soooo much!! I can't wait to finally hold you in my arms!!!!
Jesse
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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

Upcoming Events
As soon as I can manage it, I'm moving to Tennessee, with the coolest Juggalette in the entire world, Dana!!! I love her to death!!

Anyway, just letting the one person that reads this know that I love her and I shall see her soon.
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

   just so everyone knows...
I FUCKEN LOVE DANA WILLIS!!!!!!
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   guess what?
I TURN 18 IN 3 DAYS!!!!
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Saturday, December 31, 2005

   *shrug*
hmm... what to say?
never really posted anything but dang quizzes...
not that anyone will read, but i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, and i hate it

the one girl that makes me depressed and suicidal and, unfortunately true, murderous, is the only girl i can be with...

i got arrested and put in jail for this girl, i had to stay, still have to stay, in a mental hospital cause of this girl...

and, worse part is, i can't stop thinking about this girl. a lot of my thinking is anger, is about how much she's lied to me, about who she's with, where she's at, and about a bunch of other stuff... just fucken everything!!

i mean, sooo many people are gonna kick my ass if i go back out with her, and i'll probably lose a lot of friends if i do... everyone tells me to tell her to go away, to stop talking to her, to not be with her, and all that, and i, sometimes, want to do that too, but, when i'm with her, and i feel like standing up to her, i feel like my knees get broken, knocking me down, then i feel stuck, without strength, to conform to whatever she wants, she says, and i feel like i can't do anything to stop it...
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