myOtaku.com: Musik

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-01-20
Gender
• Male
Location
• Charlotte, NC
Member Since
• 2005-11-22
Occupation
• Juggalo Musician
Real Name
• Jesse

Personal

Achievements
• I'm still alive...
Anime Fan Since
• As long as I can remember...
Favorite Anime
• Akira, Outlaw Star, Gundam Wing, Fullmetal Alchemist
Goals
• Become Famous with my Music
Hobbies
• Scaring People
Talents
• I'm very Musically inclined

myOtaku.com: Musik

Saturday, December 31, 2005

*shrug*
hmm... what to say?
never really posted anything but dang quizzes...
not that anyone will read, but i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, and i hate it

the one girl that makes me depressed and suicidal and, unfortunately true, murderous, is the only girl i can be with...

i got arrested and put in jail for this girl, i had to stay, still have to stay, in a mental hospital cause of this girl...

and, worse part is, i can't stop thinking about this girl. a lot of my thinking is anger, is about how much she's lied to me, about who she's with, where she's at, and about a bunch of other stuff... just fucken everything!!

i mean, sooo many people are gonna kick my ass if i go back out with her, and i'll probably lose a lot of friends if i do... everyone tells me to tell her to go away, to stop talking to her, to not be with her, and all that, and i, sometimes, want to do that too, but, when i'm with her, and i feel like standing up to her, i feel like my knees get broken, knocking me down, then i feel stuck, without strength, to conform to whatever she wants, she says, and i feel like i can't do anything to stop it...
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