Wednesday, May 3, 2006

I'm coming home and I don't want to hear another word about this It's hard to fight well and come alone back from the abyss No more of them lunatic thoughts time's up for the Don Quixot All I ever wanted was to give this my best shot The sad part is that you come from a different kind of life I'm up and leaving now I'm living by the knife I've lost my faith in human kind and it's time for a rest Even though I did my best I didn't pass your test You are the princess of Egypt and I'm just a man I want to be with you, I feel astray I need a miracle how to make you understand I'd make you happy but you're far away You don't know what you're missing What it is you leave behind My good intentions for you makes me one of a kind You'll get by in your fortress you will hide behind that wall But one day you will find out you almost had it all The sad part is that you come from a different kind of life I'm up and leaving now I'm living by the knife I've lost my faith in human kind and it's time for a rest Even though I did my best I didn't pass your test You are the princess of Egypt and I'm just a man I want to be with you, I feel astray (I wanna be with you) I need a miracle how to make you understand I'd make you happy but you're far away (Far away) you are the princess and I'm just a man now I need a miracle to make you understand, the princess of egypt and I'm just a man will I ever make a princess to be my ding-a-ding, come! You are the princess of Egypt and I'm just a man I want to be with you, I feel astray (I wanna be with you) I need a miracle how to make you understand I'd make you happy but you're far away (Far away) You are the princess of Egypt and I'm just a man I want to be with you, I feel astray (I wanna be with you) I need a miracle how to make you understand I'd make you happy but you're far away (Far away) You are the princess of egypt Hey that is "Princess of Egypt" By E-Type. I hope this song makes you feel better Kisa!! Kisara: Thanks for the thought, sis, however I still feel pretty bad..... I hope you feel better soon, sis....Who's my little Blue Eyes? Kisara: I am not in the mood..... Who is my little Blue Eyes? Kisara: I am.... There you go!!!! Well, I am okay...No news is good news I suppose..... Well I have been feeling kind of down.....That is why I will not be able to go to everyones site, Please do not take it personally if I do not make it to yours....I really do love you all and I hope that you all have a better time than I am....

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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

when the world is darker than i can unnderstand when nothing turns out the way i've planed when the sky turns grey and theres no wind in sight when i cant sleep through the lonely nights ((chorus)) i turn to you , like a flower leading towards the sun, i turn to you , cuz your the only one you turn me around when i'm upside down i turn to you..... when my insides are wrecked with anxiety you have the touch that will quiet me you lift my spirits you melt the ice when i need inspiration and i need advice ((chrous)) yoouu yoouu ((chorus 2x)) Well, that song is so awesome!! Today has been, well, blah!! I can not wait until this weekend!!! Yay for San Japan picknick!!! This girl went to hug me today and we feel back and I hit my head so hard that my neck hurts now!!! I wanted to cry so hard, but I kept my smile....It still hurts!! Well I will stop boring you with my life! x3 Have a great day all!!

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Monday, May 1, 2006

When I'm lost in the rain, In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way. And when I'm scared and losing ground; When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around. And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top. You're always there; giving me all you've got. For a shield from the storm; For a friend; for a love To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. For the strength to be strong; For the will to carry on; For everything you do; For everything that's true, I turn to you. When I lose my will to win, I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again. I can do anything, 'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me. And when I need a friend, you're always on my side; Giving me faith that gets me through the night. For a shield from the storm; For a friend; for a love To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. For the strength to be strong; For the will to carry on; For everything you do; For everything that's true, I turn to you. For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain; For truth that will never change; For someone to lean on; for a heart I can rely on through anything; For that one who I can run to.... I turn to you. For a shield from the storm; For a friend; for a love To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. For the strength to be strong; For the will to carry on; For everything you do; For everything that's true, I turn to you. For a shield from the storm; For a friend; for a love To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. For the strength to be strong; For the will to carry on; For everything you do; For everything that's true... For everything you do; For everything that's true, I turn to you... Kisara I know that you like that song, but honestly, that is not a song for your daddy! It is for a couple! Kisara: Not really, the most like it is when she says "A love that's true"! So there! Okay, Kisa! Have it your way..... Well not too much happened...The sleepover was okay. Kisara: I had alot of fun.....partially....Yeah, I ran away for a bit, but I was forgiven...Daddy tucked me and and everything!!!!! I was so happy!!!! I miss that so much..I love daddy! It reminded me of the old days! Back when I was a baby! I know Kisa...You had fun and besides that it was.....interesting to say the least. Well my day was boring, my Choir teacher was practically begging me to come back and sing!!!! Well, have a good day all!!

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Finally Thursday!! I am so glad! No school tomorrow, I get to sleep in and on Saturday, as well!! Woooo! Well this week has been interesting, Kisa has been getting weird. She almost ripped up the bed last night! She is currently sleeping, thank the Gods!! Well that is about it with my post! I hope you all have a great tomorrow!

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Kisara: Well today is the day of silence and so far so good! I have not messed up yet and I am proud of myseslf. Last year I said "Oww" really loud becuase I hit my arm! x3;; Well it is kind of hard for someone like me....my headphones won't work so I have to go with out music,too!

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Hey, sorry that there is not much of a post today....I have too many things to do. I am also sorry if I can not comment on all of your sites! I hope that all of you had a good day! x3

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Monday, April 24, 2006

Hey all, well today has been pretty good, except for Kisa throwing a huge fit in my 6th period! Kisara: What?! Well, he had to yell at her and told her to sit down! Wait scratch yell, more like Scream!!! Kisara: He is really mean! Yeah I know, I am never letting you in that class again!! Kisara: He called me a brat! Well, sweety, you kind of are....but you are swooning over Se- Kisara: You shut up!!! I am not in love with any one! I never said you were in love! Well the video of our skit is up at the top! Hope you all like it! x3 Talk to you soom!

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

Shadow Games from Yugioh! Long ago in the ancient past I remember a life when we first met In a dark shadow realm under a big full moon There and then I could tell You'd try to break my will But now watch as I rise to a whole new height And my mad battle cry will be heard all night (chorus) You keep on playing Those dark shadow games and No I won’t be beat again You keep on playing Those dark shadow games and All this time I’ve prayed my friend (second verse) So now you know after time has passed You can never be sure you’re always the best Cause I’m back from the shadows coming after you On the brightest day Of your darkest hour So now watch as I rise to a whole new height And my mad battle cry will be heard all night (chorus) You keep on playing Those dark shadow games and No I won’t be beat again You keep on playing (You keep on playing) Those dark shadow games and All this time I’ve prayed my friend (third verse) (Oh, oh, oh, oh) You destroyed the future with your past Forgot the lesson of the test You never understood the blessed Too bad today will be your last So now watch as I rise to a whole new height And my mad battle cry will be heard all night (chorus) You keep on playing (You keep on playing) Those dark shadow games and No I won’t be beat again You keep on playing Those dark shadow games and All this time I’ve prayed my friend You keep on playing Those dark shadow games and No I won’t be beat again You keep on playing Those dark shadow games and All this time I’ve prayed my friends You keep on playing Those dark shadow games and No I won’t be beat again That is us! Kawaii Seth/Mad Raving Hatter is the one in Green, I/March Hare am in Pink, Sethos/Cheshiercat is the one in Red, and Tori/Alice is the one in Blue! We won the Judges Favorite!!!!! And guess what!! The judge was the voice of D, from Vampire Hunter D!!!!! I feel so proud of all of us! I just wish that Lemony Slash was there! I really had so much fun today, I can not believe that we actually got that, he loved our costumes and our originality! Then there was a dance!!!! It was awesome! I danced with a Sango cosplayer, Sethos, Seth, Tori and many people that I do not know! I have not had so much fun in forever! I am so glad that it was after TAKS week and the whole drama at school, too. It could not have been planed any better! I am also ecstatic that I do not have school tomorrow, nor do I have to wake up early. Then, even better, we do not have School next Friday and I have no Saturday school! All in all to day was a great day!!!! Oh yeah, Cycon bought me some really cool stuff like a Yugioh wall scroll, a Kaiba Starter Deck (not like I do not have enough!) and a badge that has a picture of Sethos and Kisara! Kisara: Today was great! I love Sethos so much! X3 And that little video he made for me! You are one of my closest “homies”, as well! Well I guess we should get going now! I hope everyone has a great day! X3 Kisara: Same here!

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

Hands touch, eyes meet Sudden silence, sudden heat Hearts leap in a giddy whirl He could be that boy But I'm not that girl. Don't dream too far Don't lose sight of who you are Don't remember that rush of joy He could be that boy I'm not that girl Ev'ry so often we long to steal To the land of what-might-have-been But that doesn't soften the ache we feel When reality sets back in Blithe smile, lithe limb She who's winsome, she wins him Gold hair with gentle curl That's the girl he chose And heaven knows I'm not that girl... Don't wish, don't start Wishing only wounds the heart I wasn't born for the rose and pearl There's a girl I know He loves her so I'm not that girl... Yay, more songs from Wicked! x3 Well tomorrow we are going to a mini convention that I am sure Kawaii Seth has told so much about! She will problably have alot more detail than this lazy person will have enough energy to put up, so go check out her site! *Wink* Well....today was....I still feel really bad about, well if you know me then you know what I feel bad about, no use getting into it know.... Kisara: You should not beat yourself up about it, you just told because that was the right thing to do.....like she said! I know, I just feel really bad about going back on my promise! I feel like such a horrid friend! Oh well, hopefully tomorrow will go as planned! x3 Yay for haveing fun with friends! I am going to wear my March Hare costume for the 1st time! I am all proud, because it is really the 1st costume that I made...myself! x3 I am all happy and what not! Kisara: I know you are! x3 You have not stoped talking about it! I know, well I guess that I will end this post here! Have a good day to all of you from me! Kisara: And me!

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Friday, April 21, 2006

GLINDA (spoken) Elphaba - why couldn't you have stayed calm for once, instead of flying off the handle! (sung) I hope you're happy! I hope you're happy now I hope you're happy how you Hurt your cause forever I hope you think you're clever! ELPHABA I hope you're happy I hope you're happy, too I hope you're proud how you Would grovel in submission To feed your own ambition BOTH So though I can't imagine how I hope you're happy right now GLINDA (spoken) Elphie, listen to me. Just say you're sorry: (sung) You can still be with the Wizard What you've worked and waited for You can have all you ever wanted: ELPHABA (spoken) I know: (sung) But I don't want it - No - I can't want it Anymore: Something has changed within me Something is not the same I'm through with playing by the rules Of someone else's game Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep It's time to trust my instincts Close my eyes: and leap! It's time to try Defying gravity I think I'll try Defying gravity And you can't pull me down! GLINDA Can't I make you understand? You're having delusions of grandeur: ELPHABA I'm through accepting limits 'Cuz someone says they're so Some things I cannot change But till I try, I'll never know! Too long I've been afraid of Losing love I guess I've lost Well, if that's love It comes at much too high a cost! I'd sooner buy Defying gravity Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity And you can't pull me down: (spoken) Glinda - come with me. Think of what we could do: together. (sung) Unlimited Together we're unlimited Together we'll be the greatest team There's ever been Glinda - Dreams, the way we planned 'em GLINDA If we work in tandem: BOTH There's no fight we cannot win Just you and I Defying gravity With you and I Defying gravity ELPHABA They'll never bring us down! (spoken) Well? Are you coming? GLINDA I hope you're happy Now that you're choosing this ELPHABA (spoken) You too (sung) I hope it brings you bliss BOTH I really hope you get it And you don't live to regret it I hope you're happy in the end I hope you're happy, my friend: ELPHABASo if you care to find me Look to the western sky! As someone told me lately: "Ev'ryone deserves the chance to fly!" And if I'm flying solo At least I'm flying free To those who'd ground me Take a message back from me Tell them how I am Defying gravity I'm flying high Defying gravity And soon I'll match them in renown And nobody in all of Oz No Wizard that there is or was Is ever gonna bring me down! GLINDA I hope you're happy! CITIZENS OF OZ Look at her, she's wicked! Get her! ELPHABA :Bring me down! CITIZENS OF OZ No one mourns the wicked So we've got to bring her ELPHABA Ahhh! CITIZENS OF OZ Down! Yeah, I have fallen in love with that musical! x3 Well more state testing! At least it is the last day of it, tha is good. So if you read Kawaii Seths then you will know that this one person is really pissing us off! I can not stand them at the moment....they hurt someone I love and for that I could never forgive them, though I have tried once, it really did not work out. Kisara: Well, I can not say much about this topic, but it just seems that they do not really understand all of you, most of all Kawaii. Yeah, they don't. Well I will not turn this into a rant post...I want to have a good day, today...too bad that I can not change the future. Kisara: That would be horrid if you could change the future! Hey! Kisara: Not like that, but if you could then you would not go through any of the trials and tribulations that you were meant to go through and with out feeling/pain of not going through said problems...you would not know what the happy times really feel like! That is very true...I love you Kisa! Kisara: I love you too! *Hug* *Huggles back* Well you have to get ready for school! *Wink* Kisara: Fine, have a great day everyone! Yup, have a super-dy-dooper day! Strawberry pocky for all! *Throws out pocky*

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