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Birthday
• 1989-11-03
Gender
• Female
Location
• my own world
Member Since
• 2005-08-20
Occupation
• student
Real Name
• jenna-christine

Personal

Achievements
• not alot i won some beauty pagents and singing and acting comps. but thats about it
Anime Fan Since
• around 1997 when sailor moon caught my eye from some friends got out of it and now i like it again
Favorite Anime
• sailor moon and steel angel kurumi!
Goals
• not to be raped, murdered, cut up into little tiny peices and hidden underneath the floor board......<< >>
Hobbies
• anime, singing, acting, and staying away from people who would rape me, murder me, cut me up into little tiny peices and hid me underneath the floor board
Talents
• singing, acting, swimming, and not to being raped, murdered, cut up into little tiny peices and hidden underneath the floor board




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Saturday, November 26, 2005

hey, i was looking at my friends site and she called this guy her protecter, i realized i have no protecter! even though i have ah boyfriend he wont stand up for me, i am on my own, i fend for my self. maybe a few people are by my side but no one would take the time to make sure i am okay. i guess its better this way but i want to know that i have someone there to help me with out me asking for it. but i have realized i wont get that, never have never will, im sorry if i sound all emo but isnt this for me to tell all my emotions. alos i cant stop thinking about how me boyfriend cheated on me, even thought it was 5 months ago, i still feel all the hurt that i did when i first found out. he told me himself that he took her virginity and that he loved her, he still loves her, he even asked me yesterday if he could get with her! i hurt so bad and he knows it, i hate her because she will lie striaght to your face! even know just thinking about it i want to cry, i am so sick of crying, i think i do it too much. i want someone who will love me and only me forever, but i guess that day wont come. there was someone who could have made it better but i will never have that chance, i know i still can but there is alot more to it and i wish them happiness in all they do but i still think that i can make them happier than anyone else can, i hate saying that because i feel like i sound so conceted! i want a lover who will love only me forever, i always have but the ones who do say yes when i ask them out are the abusive ones. i guess i will never get the one i want know matter how hard i try, but i just cant understand why! is there some master plan i am missing or is it just bad luck that will never end well this has gone on too long.
-jenna christine
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