Saturday, April 7, 2007

You wanna roll with me?
That's got to be the worst pick up line ever, right? Roll with me? What the hell is that even supposed to mean? Something along the lines of "Hey, wanna go for a ride and boink in the back seat of my car?" Just wanted to know, you know? Can somebody explain that to me please?

Has anybody besides me EVER heard of boiled peanuts? Nobody I know, other than my sister, has. Then i end up having to explain it to them, and they're like, "oh, that sounds good." It's annoying. And of course, Michigan sucks so much that you cant get them up here. Duh. Add another shitty thing about this place...

Okays. Bye now peoples. Love to my hunnies.

~Teri~ I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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Friday, April 6, 2007

Evanescence --- Away From Me
I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
but oh, god, I feel I’ve been lied to
lost all faith in the things I have achieved
and I

I’ve woken now to find myself
in the shadows of all I have created
I’m longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
won't you take me away from me

crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I’ve become

I’ve woken now to find myself
in the shadows of all I have created
I’m longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
won't you take me away from me

lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live

I’ve woken now to find myself
in the shadows of all I have created
I’m longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
won't you take me away from me I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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Im tired. Very tired. And i dont feel like watching the same moovies over and over on cable anymore. There are only so many times you can watch arachnophobia and still like it...

Im going back over to my grandma's today. I'll probably be back over here again tomorrow though.

I really need a massage. My back is killing me. I might just sleep on the floor tonight instead of the hard ass couch. It's no fun.

I guess there isnt much to say today, so i'll talk to you guys again soon. Whenever i actually have something interesting to say. Toodles!

~Teri~
I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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Thursday, April 5, 2007

   I feel fat today. *pout* like, really fat. And my fingers are all cramped up from the weather, and my legs hurt, and so many other things are going wrong today that it all just sucks. There's over a foot of snow on the ground now, meaning i can't fight it anymore, and it's just....AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! you know? You ever feel like screaming at the top of your lungs? Cuz i really wanna.

This morning, i woke up and some of my haie was sticking out to the side. Not a lot of it, cuz not much of it is long enough to really stick out, but it just looked so stupid and funny that i had to mention it. The pet detective had nothing on me.

I cooked dinner for Courtney tonight, because i'm here anyways and felt like being helpful. We had burgers and fries, and they were yummy.

Yesterday, I watched most of the kingdom hospital episodes. They were on scifi. I love the little girl and the ant eater. They make such cool characters. Besides, it's steven king. How can you not like his stuff? Unless of course, it happens to be...IT...*shudder*

I am probably very obviously bored, because you probably don't give a shit about what's not going on in my life, unless you're one of two very special people. But i felt like babbling. So i did.

I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Halloween phase again...
Boys and girls of every age
Wouldn't you like to see something strange?
Come with us and you will see
This, our town of Halloween
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Pumpkins scream in the dead of night
This is Halloween, everybody make a scene
Trick or treat till the neighbors gonna die of fright
It's our town, everybody scream
In this town of Halloween
I am the one hiding under your bed
Teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red
I am the one hiding under yours stairs
Fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!
In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song
In this town, don't we love it now?
Everybody's waiting for the next surprise
Round that corner, man hiding in the trash cam
Something's waiting no to pounce, and how you'll...
Scream! This is Halloween
Red 'n' black, slimy green
Aren't you scared?
Well, that's just fine
Say it once, say it twice
Take a chance and roll the dice
Ride with the moon in the dead of night
Everybody scream, everbody scream
In our town of Halloween!
I am the clown with the tear-away face
Here in a flash and gone without a trace
I am the "who" when you call, "Who's there?"
I am the wind blowing through your hair
I am the shadow on the moon at night
Filling your dreams to the brim with fright
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!
Halloween! Halloween!
Tender lumplings everywhere
Life's no fun without a good scare
That's our job, but we're not mean
In our town of Halloween
In this town
Don't we love it now?
Skeleton Jack might catch you in the back
And scream like a banshee
Make you jump out of your skin
This is Halloween, everyone scream
Wont' ya please make way for a very special guy
Our man jack is King of the Pumpkin patch
Everyone hail to the Pumpkin King
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!
In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song
La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween! [Repeat]

I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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   SPRING break. Not SNOW break...

I fucking hate michigan. It's spring break, and it's SNOWING here. I'm just acting like it's not, but i have to vent a little. For the past 13 years, i lived in Florida. And right now in florida, its warm and sunny and has ACTUAL BEACHES!!!! With sand, and WARM water. Therre's still ice here! And lakes dont compare to the beach! Besides, it's never warm enough to wear short sleeved shirts. So, next year, I wanna go to Florida and swim swim swim swim until i am a prune. Because this is rediculous.

Now, family news. Natuko, i don't know if you know this or not, but i have to say it anyways...
My gramma was diagnosed with breast cancer and is going to Kemo therapy. This majorly sucks for so many reasons. I love my gramma, and i dont want her having to cater to burt and courtney right now. She's probably going to go and live at my aunt Darlene's, which means i'll be out of a place to stay.

Also, I just wanted to do something nice for you guys. I love you. All of you. You're always nice to me, and supportive, and you don't think that i'm crazy, or hate me for being bisexual. You're all so nice and important in my life. I just wanted to tell you guys that. Thanks for being my buddies.


I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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Thursday, March 29, 2007

   My life at this point has got to suck more than it ever has before. Me and my hunny are done for now. If you've ever read Nana, you'll know how i feel. I cant move to Florida now, which sucks so much ass. Im stressing out so much that i'm going crazy. I keep being forced to see different councelors, even though they all say the same thing: Im not crazy. Im not going back to my parents house, EVER. They don't deserve to have me there. It's just so much shit. I'm trying to be good, in all the ways i can right now. No smoking, be helpful, school work, and absolutely no cutting. I was asked not to do that, and i wont. Im getting extra time on some of my classes because my teachers understand my problem withconcentrating. I'm making a lot of things up this week during spring break. And i'll probably have to go see MORE brain people, even though ive been evaluated three times now and im perfectly fucking fine. Im eating and sleeping and being social. I dont want to kill myself. It just pisses me off. Oh, and...Hunny? I love you always, and you know that. I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I feel much better today. Totally better, in fact, other than a bit of lonliness that will be fixed with a phone call. My chubby hubby is moving to colorado. He might already be gone for all i know. But, he promised to get me a bus ticket in a few weeks and i'm eloping with him. Just not very soon on the idea of eloping. We have to wait until i'm 18. So, i'm going to call him tonight if he already left. He wanted to leave while i was away from the house so that he wouldn't cry. He will anyways though. He's sensitive about stuff like this. And please don't tell me that we haven't been dating long enough to do this kind of thing. You think love is measured in days and months???

Anywho...I'm attending the second half of school today. I really don't want to, but I really kind of have to. It's just so boring all the time. I'd much rather be outside in the fresh air, even if it is freezing. I have a lot of work to make up. It's going to suck major balls. And next semester it'll be really nice out, but i'll have to get outstanding grades to make up for this semester. *Sigh*

Life is just so sucky sometimes...I can't wait to see Danny again. I dreamed of killing my parents last night because i heard them talking bad about him. In my dream, i picked up a nice little hand gun, loaded it, walked out of my room and shots rang out. Then i burned down the house and left.

It's scary the i could get away with murder. For murder with a gun...

A shot gun in the ribs. 4 gallons of gas. Pour the gas everywhere on the body. Burn it. Rib bones disintegrate in the flames. Ta-da. Cause of death ruled: Arsen.

But that's a secret, isn't it? :D
I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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