Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I feel much better today. Totally better, in fact, other than a bit of lonliness that will be fixed with a phone call. My chubby hubby is moving to colorado. He might already be gone for all i know. But, he promised to get me a bus ticket in a few weeks and i'm eloping with him. Just not very soon on the idea of eloping. We have to wait until i'm 18. So, i'm going to call him tonight if he already left. He wanted to leave while i was away from the house so that he wouldn't cry. He will anyways though. He's sensitive about stuff like this. And please don't tell me that we haven't been dating long enough to do this kind of thing. You think love is measured in days and months???

Anywho...I'm attending the second half of school today. I really don't want to, but I really kind of have to. It's just so boring all the time. I'd much rather be outside in the fresh air, even if it is freezing. I have a lot of work to make up. It's going to suck major balls. And next semester it'll be really nice out, but i'll have to get outstanding grades to make up for this semester. *Sigh*

Life is just so sucky sometimes...I can't wait to see Danny again. I dreamed of killing my parents last night because i heard them talking bad about him. In my dream, i picked up a nice little hand gun, loaded it, walked out of my room and shots rang out. Then i burned down the house and left.

It's scary the i could get away with murder. For murder with a gun...

A shot gun in the ribs. 4 gallons of gas. Pour the gas everywhere on the body. Burn it. Rib bones disintegrate in the flames. Ta-da. Cause of death ruled: Arsen.

But that's a secret, isn't it? :D
I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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