Thursday, March 29, 2007

   My life at this point has got to suck more than it ever has before. Me and my hunny are done for now. If you've ever read Nana, you'll know how i feel. I cant move to Florida now, which sucks so much ass. Im stressing out so much that i'm going crazy. I keep being forced to see different councelors, even though they all say the same thing: Im not crazy. Im not going back to my parents house, EVER. They don't deserve to have me there. It's just so much shit. I'm trying to be good, in all the ways i can right now. No smoking, be helpful, school work, and absolutely no cutting. I was asked not to do that, and i wont. Im getting extra time on some of my classes because my teachers understand my problem withconcentrating. I'm making a lot of things up this week during spring break. And i'll probably have to go see MORE brain people, even though ive been evaluated three times now and im perfectly fucking fine. Im eating and sleeping and being social. I dont want to kill myself. It just pisses me off. Oh, and...Hunny? I love you always, and you know that. I am jelous of every person who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my entire world in their arms.
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