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Sunday, September 17, 2006

Poem thingy.. ? lol
The lung’s ability to inflate and deflate loses it
One thing triggered this,I can't breathe, lightheaded from the powerful hit. Feeling loss and terribly weak.
Tears fall as my knees and the cold, hard floor meet.
Here it is, this frightening, deep plunge into darkness, of heartbreak it reeks.
Overwhelmed, I plummeted into the breakdown that I had tried so desperately to deny
As it filled my mind and heart of shattered strength I cry.
I had been doing so well to keep my emotions at bay
Somewhere along the line the strength started to decay.
Appalled by myself for my mistakes and cowardice
I think of how hard I try to conceal pain behind attitudes of bliss
Then it rushes to me and I shamefully see how selfish it is
Thinking of how so many others have it brutally worse
I’m lucky to be me grateful to the pores
I sob intensely as my voice feels hoarse
This time not for myself but for those who endure the unbearable
For children without parents or family or food at the table
For children with parents that don’t take care of their family
For those who have watched loved ones through illness and death passing by
For those who work themselves to exhaustion and keep going afterwards
For those that have pain like walking barefoot through some bloody glass shards
Never failing or faltering
Those that just keep going
I weep for those who decide not to keep living and for those with no choice.
So I feel grateful and ashamed as I wipe away the moist.
Ashamed at my weakness and grateful for what I’ve got
I know I have a lot
And with that I strive to better myself and help anyone in need
Grateful and embracing the new found strength and faith that I will heed

So I don't know what the title should be.. any suggestions? Well I'm sorry if it doesn't measure up to expectation. It was better when I came up with it in my head but I didn't have any paper =< so this isn't as good

I missed Bleach and Trinity Blood last night!! *sobs* I was sick and the stupid medicine kicked my rear *sobs some more* damn you medicine with an evil agenda!!!!



  
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