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Tuesday, April 17, 2007


   PROM!!!
tee hee hee!! i get to go to PROM!!! yay for me! so i am not going with my boyfriend but somethings come up and i dont think that we will even be going out much longer. why does everyone think that i am so attractive? it just doesnt make any sense, everyone decides to tell me that they love me right before i leave for college. and the worst part about it is the person who i want to love me doesnt. i guess i just have to be happy with the people who do love me...but i guess life is grand and that i can deal with whats going on. my life isnt that grand i was jk...my dad and mom are very sick. they are tired all the time and nobody in my family is willing to step up and take resposibilty except for me. i am the only one in my house with a job. i am so sick of responsibilty that its not funny. i work all the time. all the time like almost every day. my step dad is thinking about leaving us. in january. my family has been totally broke for the past two years. we are supposed to be going through a bankruptcy and the lawyer working on our case fired us. so thats whats going wrong. nothing seems to be going right. i act happy...i have gotten good at that. i am standing in the middle of a room packed with people, screaming and nobody seems to listen. i am tired of screaming but i will scream until i am heard. thats another reason why i write these posts...NOBODY WILL LISTEN!! life sucks and there is nothing i can do to fix it. i am trying but i doubt its helping...
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