Sunday, June 12, 2005

   wooo i found some cake!
mmm leftover graduation cake... o but anyways i just got back from fallon... lol it was really cool this time cause most of the time when i have to leave i feel like i'm not ready to go but today it was like just cool i wasn't like pissed and just wanted to leave or anything like that it was just perfect like i seen joe spent some time with him and was happy with my time with him so it was just time to go home. that's how i like things.the whole thing was just.... better then it usually is. i was hanging out with him and he was like "hey you wanna meet a friend of mine." and so i was just like ok and he invited this guy named danny cool over and like... well it was weird like the whole time he was tehre he was like hitting on me but i ignored it cause i figured there was no point in making a fuss cause then joe would just get mad and so yeah... iunno it was weird though cause usually i would get all pissed but i was just so content when i was down there it was cool. i'm a happy whooy. this is cool i am really gettin better with him bein there and me bein here. i don't worry about him cheating on me, i don't worry about him ya know gettin carried away with the weed and all... iunno i just feel better these days... woohoo

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Friday, June 10, 2005

   wooo i'ma get outta here
hehehe i'ma escape to fallon for a few days to go and hang out with joe during his weekend (cause he gets weekends off) and i'll probably hang out with his sister and stuff. i really wanted to take my car down there but that;s not gunna happen.... grrrr i had to get up all early this morning and tow it home. and then my brother made me hang out with his friend that has a crush on me and it was awkward so now i am really ready to get out of this town for alittle while. but i am way tired and i;ma go to sleep now.
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Thursday, June 9, 2005

oh that auston
so i kiddnapped auston from his house today and made him go and have coffee with me. and we were like just sittin there talkin and what not and he looks over at the entrance and says "man look at this group of tweakers" and i looked but i didn't have my contacts in so i couldn't see them. so we continue on with our coffee and convo and then when me and auston got up to leave i hear "Hey!" and i look over and it's rhianan! she's like... well she's joe's friend's gf and she's like... the anti tweaker! she hates tweakers. i was totally shocked and i was just like "Hey Rhi!" "what are you doin here." Just havin coffee." so then we left and auston was like "she was giving me a weird look" "it's cause she's gunna think it's weird that i'm out at a resturant with a guy other then my bf." urgh this is kinda bad. cause i mean rhi is way cool but she's always suspicious about everything. but i'm not real worried although i know she will tell joe it'll be cool cause joe knows i hang out with auston i just hate it when ppl think that i would do that to joe... or anyone for that matter! i mean i'm just not liket that and auston that would be kinda icky... i've been friends with auston for too long and had him confid too many things in me as a friend for me to even think about it. i mean seriously... eww... i just know too much. but anyway i still feel weird about it cause i know that's what she was thinkin. o well i'll figure it out later i'm tired i was havin coffee til like 12 and then my car broke down while i was driving auston home (and he lives way outta town in the opposite direction of where i live) so then i had to call my mom and have her pick us up... urgh it was a bad day.
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Monday, June 6, 2005

   mmmmmm... joe
i went and seen him again yey whooy. and i think i'm acctually startin to be alright with him living outta town cause then when i do get to see him it's so awesome lol only thing is i still end up doin his laundry but that's alright i never mind doin it i just thought it was kinda weird. I was talking to my brother the other day and i told him "i want someone to call me aunt whooy"
"umm... no. you have to find someone else to give you a present like that"
"but i do't have other siblings!" and so then when i went to go see joe his sister and her little girl kaylyana (i don't think i spelled that right) were there and like kaylyana has never really talked to me and she always seemed kinda afraid of me but this time when i went over there like right when i walked in the door she came over to me and gave me a hug and was like "hi aunt whooy!" i was shocked! lol and i felt bad cause i forgot all about her when i asked my brother for someone to call me aunt whooy. but yeah it was soo cute! and then when she left she came over and gave me a hug and a kiss. it was so sweet i thought she didn't like me i feel all loved now oh and auston got arrested and then they took him home and i don't think he'll be leaving for a while so that's gunna suck but anyway i've rambled enough for one day. yey for aunt whooy
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Sunday, June 5, 2005

   uhhh
ok well like i was just driving around in town today and auston called me and was like "hey... i umm need your help do you think you and come by and see me?" and i was like umm ok. so i went over to a mutual friends house and auston like pulled me a way from the crowd of ppl and was like "umm we should go for a ride" so we went out and got in the car and he told me that his mom called the cops on him for being a runaway cause he hasn't been home for a few days even though he called her everynight. and anyways he wanted to use my phone to call her and he wanted to leave cause he didn't want everyone to hear their convo or whatever so i drove for liek an hour and a half while auston talked ot his mom and it was so sad i feel so bad i wish there was sumthin i could do. cause like she asked him who he was with and he was like "i;m not gunna tell you cause they could get arrested for aiding and abedding a runaway" (which i already knew that i could get in trouble for that so i wasn't really worried... i know the ppl at the juvie their cool) and his mom was like well i wanna talk to whoever ur with and so auston put the phone down and was like "she wants to talk to you" and i was like "well...tell her that i am willing to listen but i don't wanna say anything cause i don't have to prove anything to her" cause if she heard my voice she would know who i was and so like he put her on the phone and i was listening to her talk and it was so sad cause i know she just wants to help auston out but he doesn't get that that is soo not helping. i mean joe's mom has called the cops on him before too and he told me about it and he was like "i will never forgive her for that. i felt so betrayed" and i mean... that's exactly how i would feel. so iunno. i just feel bad about the whole thing cause there was nuthin i could do...

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Friday, June 3, 2005

grr whooy
i deleted the wrong post so i'ma add the whole thing again. first i have two pictures of joe (for now i will have other ones later cause i love pictures of him)

ok so that is the very secksie joe. and then this next one is our truck (ok ok ya got me it's joe's truck i never paid for any of it but hey i have the spare key!)

that truck is just awesome it'll climb over anything (trust me we've tried just about everything) and it's great to go out in the mountians and lean back and smoke a bowl. and anyways the last one is of our first born... our baby girl Chronica, may she rest in peace
. ok so that was the last of the pictures of my (i'll get more pictures of joe and some of me and deffinantly one or 2 of me and joe)

and that is a wallpaper i did (but i changed the size to make it fit here) that didn't get accepted or whatever but i wanted to put it up anyways cause it explains what i am doing up this late. but anyways that's enough for now.
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   ssdd
and again i made plans and other ppl broke em. i was supposed to hang out with auston and rena but last time i hung out with rena and auston auston got drunk and kept hitting on rena and he pinched her in the boob and it like left a little mark and her boyfriend found it and kinda flipped out and told her that she wasn't allowed to hang out with auston anymore... which i think is messed up if joe told me i wasn't "allowed" to hang out with someone i would be so pissed... but then again i wouldn't just let someone hit on me and have his arm around and me and tickle me and all that other crap. i can't believe rena didn't say anything that is just messed up. in my mind i think that her bf shouldn't be mad at auston he should be mad at rena... auston was drunk.. and he's a guy! he doesn't care. i mean rena's the one that walks around with her boobs half hanging out all the time. grrrrr... maybe i'm just mad cause now i don't know what i'm gunna do this weekend. grrrrr
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

   bored is whooy
i'm bored.... i was supposed to hang out with auston when i got back from fallon but when i called him he said he was sick. and then i was supposed to hang out with leonard but... then he told me that he liked me and then i thought that maybe that wasn't a good idea... joe might get kinda mad about that... he's a really jealous kind of guy i'm surprised he never says anything about me hanging out with auston but i hang out with auston all the time... and joe knows that i really hate it when guys hit on me. i get all sorts of pissed so maybe that's why he doesn't worry... or maybe he just trusts me like he should.... yeah i think i'll go with that one :) besides joe knows better then to try and tell me what to do cause i would just get mad... and i wouldn't ever put myself in a situation where it was even close to possible that i might cheat on him. ok i'ma quit rambling now
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

   last night/ this morning was great!
i went into town with a friend and got a tattoo from a biker. hehe it's a weird thing our town does they have this thing where a bunch of bikers come to town and open up a bunch of shops and give tattoos and have cool stuff you can buy... yey runnamucca it's better then christmas! but anyways after i got my tattoo my bf called and told me he was home alone for the weekend and i was like fuck that i'ma go see him and that's what i did... i didn't get there til 1 in the morning but it was still cool. there's nuthing better then going to sleep in his arms... yey me. this whole thing was great!
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

   yey i love my boyfriend
i drove 4 hours today to go and see him for 1 hour. but it was cool he was surprised and excited to see me. i'm happy now i was starting to really miss him so just seeing him and cuddling with him for a hour has totally made my whole like week better. yey whooy. god i love that boy.... of course i had to punch him a few times cause he was being stupid but it was still great hehe. ok i'll shut up now i was just really excited for a second it was great
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