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in the dark shadows of the forest.... wandering forever (.... I GOT FREAKING LOST OKAY?!?! T__T )
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2007-02-15
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a vampire.... O.o got a problem with it?! HUH?! DO YA?! thought not.....
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i got a PS2, i beat the 2nd KH game in 3 days, beat my Zelda Game, passed 9th grade, finally completed one of my stories, made it to episode 50 in shippuuden for Naruto... xD
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forever... DUH! well.... lets just say i was born with this obsession... okay? :D
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fruits basket, tokyo mew mew, Death note, tenchi muyo, bleach, full metal alchemist, yu yu hakushu, naruto, .hack//sign, kingdom hearts, final fantasy, lengend of zelda, sailor moon, yu-gi-o, black cat, saiyuki, vampire knight, chobits, trigun
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to get the Wii, to finish all 20 or more of my stories... AND to somehow get a life... :D
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wandering in the dark KUZ I LIKE TO... and because i have to... (...playing videogames, acting stupid, writing, drawing, listening to music...)
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being able to withstand the bloodlust... X3 it's kinda hard. DON'T GET TOO CLOSE! xD (...being and idiot, i can draw and write, i'm getting better at walking and not falling...)
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Friday, August 31, 2007
evil tags!! ^^
I got tagged by Bluesen12
The rules are:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more people are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged
**Dark-San**
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
^_^; my sasuke!!! ^_^
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O_O!! Shikamaru!!!
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
HOLA MY PCYSO FANS!!! O_O!!
well, okay you're not ALL crazy... but maybe you are? what do i know? XD Anyways.... i'm bored and i'm going to put part of one of my stories on here!! Why? i have no clue. i just feel like it. Gotta problem with it? if you do, read it and see if you still do! XD okay than... here it is!!
There was lightning in the distance. The world around me looked frightening but to my mind, everything seemed calm compared to it. There was rage burning inside my heart.
I realized I wanted to die.
I took off my uniform coat. It revealed a white button down shirt and a red neck tie. I pulled off my sneakers and my socks.
I want to drown myself. Maybe I’ll feel something… for once.
I stepped into the cold raging waters of the river.
Lightning cracked through the sky and the thunder roared. It made my brain feel at home.
Soon I was up to my waist in the water. I grabbed a very heavy rock, barely able to lift it, from the bottom. I tied it around my ankle with my tie.
I felt eyes on me but I didn’t care.
The rock was heavy; I could barely move it at all. I dragged myself out deeper into the water. The rock pulled me down; I didn’t even have enough time to take a breath. The water felt calm and cooling but soon my lungs began to feel pressured. I needed air, NEEDED AIR. I began thrashing, twisting back and forth. Air bubbles came out of my clenched teeth. The carbon dioxide in my body needed out. My lungs burned, needed air. I looked up to surface of the water, too far to reach. I reached out my hand in hopes of maybe, just maybe, making it to the top. No… I didn’t. The burning in my lungs ceased. The last parts and pieces of oxygen leaked out of me. I fell limp under the water; my brown hair, that looked black, floating up above me.
I couldn’t move, couldn’t think, couldn’t… breathe.
I felt strong arms around my waist, pulling me upward. I had blacked out but I could still feel. I felt the knotted tie around my ankle release and slip off. I felt myself being pulled upward, all the way to the surface of the water.
Soon I felt the air once more; it touched my skin and made me feel cold. But my lungs… they would no longer work. Something had filled them… water.
Suddenly I could breathe once again. I took a deep hysterical breath that sounded like wheezing and I began to cough. I coughed the water up and out of my lungs, forcing it out of me.
**Dark-San**
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Awsome... ^^ sasuke fainted at my hottness! XD
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Monday, August 27, 2007
bored... XP
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Saturday, August 25, 2007
omg.... i was dying watching this ^^
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bored..........
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More poems..... i have too musch free time ^^
Love less sparrow,
Fly, fly, fly.
Try to sore up and touch the sky.
But you can’t make it,
And neither can I.
Love less sparrow,
Fly, fly, fly.
I’m invisible to you.
I see you,
You walk right pass me
As I wave.
I see you,
You don’t say ‘Hi’
When I do.
I see you…
Wait I know why I see you.
I can’t forget what you did to me.
He says, ‘I love you’.
She says, ‘ I do too’.
He means, I want you.
She means, I love you.
He says, ‘Do you want to?’
She says, ‘Okay’.
He does her and then goes away.
She’s left alone;
Cold and hurt.
But does he give a damn?
No.
He’s thinking: ‘Who’s next to hurt’.
I’m you drinking buddy.
Want to know why?
You have the same problem as I.
I hate the bastard who hurt me so.
And you hate the chick who dissed you so.
I look at you and you look at me.
We’re so drunk we can hardly see!
I don’t know you’re the one I hate,
And you don’t know I’m the one dissed.
What great drinking buddies we’ll be!
Stop breaking my heart,
I’m running out of tape.
If you had just taken me on that date,
You wouldn’t be in this mess,
And neither would I.
My heart is running dry.
I flutter high,
And you flutter low,
And everything goes so slow.
One day,
We met,
Head on and went
Into a horrible collision.
I said, ‘I love you’,
And you said, ‘I hate you’,
And we both took flight again.
Soon I realized we both
Had said the opposite
Of what we both had meant.
I looked at you,
And you looked at me.
I blinked once,
And you winked at me.
I smiled a big smile,
And you frowned at me.
I said, ‘I love you’,
And you said, ‘I’m not free’.
Death comes and goes.
Sometimes our time is
Cut short,
Other times it’s dragged
Out too long.
I can’t sleep,
I’m thinking of you.
I close my eyes,
I see you.
I start to dream,
There you are.
Too bad in person,
I’m ignored.
I wish I was as invisible
As you make me feel.
I told you, ‘I love you’,
And you said nothing.
No response,
No emotion.
I forgot you,
And you came back,
And said, ‘I love you too’,
And got nothing back.
You had me once
But now take that.
I gave you no response,
Just like that.
Crying all alone again,
I lie on my bed,
Wondering if I should
Put up with the day again.
I lift my head,
Blink once,
Blink twice.
Nope, nothing’s changed,
I’m going back to bed.
I didn’t even think twice.
I waited for you once again,
But you never showed.
I keep waiting and you
Keep forgetting.
Or at least that’s what you say.
Now I keep you waiting and
I pretend to keep forgetting.
Have a taste of your own medicine.
What is it?
My heart.
Why is it like that,
All bandaged up?
I’ve been hurt too many times.
How does it heal?
It doesn’t.
Will it ever?
No.
Is it really a dream?
Yes, it is.
You’re not mine in reality.
Just a dream nothing more.
Except that bloodly sore.
I try to heal it,
I try to seal it,
But nothing works on it anymore.
I want to feel
As if I’m walking
On air.
I want to be as
High as I feel
When I’m sitting
Next to you.
I want you to be mine.
The love I have is no longer real.
It can’t trust anymore,
That’s how I feel.
Wow.... that was a lot *sweat drop* Sorry about that. Please leave comments! i like feed back!! ^^ **Dark-san**
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More Poems and stuff..... hope you like ^^
Where in the word ‘Love’,
Do you see the word ‘Hurt’?
Maybe along the edges.
I don’t want to hurt anyone
And I don’t want them to worry
So I shut myself in my tiny dark room,
Make my way into my tiny dark closet,
And sit in my tiny dark corner
To make myself disappear,
Just like you told me to.
I love you but,
I want to hate you,
And I can’t get you out
Of my head.
I hate you,
I hate you,
Get out of my bed.
But if I wake up
From a dream about you,
I want to go back there again.
You didn’t want to hurt me,
But you did once again.
I’m building my shell again.
I’ve been hurt too much.
But then you see me,
Cold and alone,
And you come over to comfort me.
I don’t want you near me,
But you insist.
And I end up getting hurt again.
You lead me on,
And now I see,
But you’re the one I wanted for me.
I didn’t want anyone
Else to have you,
And now I can’t even believe
You lead me to believe
That you wanted me.
I should learn,
But I never do.
And now and again
I’m wanting you back too.
Hold me close,
Never let go.
When I’m hurt,
Please don’t let go.
I’m not trusting,
As you can see.
So please,
Go easy on me.
My dark tiny corner,
How sweet you are to me:
You swallow me whole,
So I don’t have to see.
If I leave you I miss you,
If I’m with you I hate you.
My tiny dark corner,
How good you are to me:
You take away the pain,
If only for a moments gain.
If I leave you I miss you,
If I’m with you I hate you.
My dark tiny corner,
How sweet you are to me.
Follow me into the river,
The river of sadness.
Where the sorrows run deep,
And where the pain is madness.
But, where the deepest cliff’s edge,
Drops down to the below,
Is where you’ll find me,
Until the moment I blow.
**Dark-san**
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