Thursday, February 14, 2008

   it's F***ING v-day people!!!!!!!!!! -___-**

time: 3:35 mood: what do you think? (a very hateful mood...) song: The Sleeping - "Don't Hold Back" bumpersticker of the day: well.... the day basically ALL of us dread is here. F***!!!!!!!!!! >:[ I HATE THIS DAY!!!!!!!!! HATE!!!!! >:P i glared at just about everyone who was holding hands, hugging, kissing... etc. so... they were glared at... i was alone.... got no valentines just like i thought would happen. and HE didn't show up today... ...... i'm kinda glad... (in a way) he wouldn't have to see me so hurt.... :P *sigh* i hate this day.... but i allready said that. anyone have a GOOD day? i don't think that many people actually COULD have a GOOD day..... :P SO............ UM......... to make everyone feel better about themselves (not that this will help) HERE ARE SOME POEMS.... READ THEM BE HAPPY XD Standing along the cliff's edge Staring down at the sea Hoping to see you Looking out for me I ge ready to jump My arms spread out wide Suddenly i feel arms Wrapped around my sides I look back It's you that i see Oh how i love you You're always there for me. You make me so hot I'm starting to sweat I can't get this feeling Out of my chest I see you I freeze yet I'm melting inside But, really Who am i? No one special Just the girl you're Making melt inside. Slow song plays I stand in a daze All alone Standing by the wall I see you Dancing away Oh how i hate this day. The blue brilliant sky Turns to a dull gray The white puffy clouds Turn dark and ugly Yes, Love is like the sky One day all sunny And bright And the next All horriying and Ugly. welp there you go happy.... whatever. +Raven= ~Loneliness-

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

   hmmm...... i dunno..... comment pleasez! :]

time: 5:30 mood: hmmmm.... content? *shrugs* song: Shiny Toy Guns - "Rocketship" bumpersticker of the day: *dances to random music* i don't really have much to say today. :P sorry guys! so today's post is just gonna be some random rant about some random thing because i'm feeling kinda random and i have a lot of random things to say. BECAUSE I AM RANDOM. and if you don't like it: ^___________^ i swear... there is an ICON for E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!!!! XD SO............... today at school was kinda suckish :P i fell for HIM i admit it!!!!! *sigh* i did.... i seriously am in love with this kid at my school. like... seriously FREAKING TOTALY MESMORIZINGLY love..... @_@ i don't think he likes me like that back though... i'm pretty sure he doesn't! i've tried very hard not to fall in love.... :P i've never had good luck with this sorta stuff.... i'll probably end up messing it up completely.... *sigh* damn valentine's day...... it's the worst thing in the world (you're getting the rant that i said i wouldn't say anything about yesterday ^^ sorry... but i need to vent) it makes everyone who doesn't have someone to share it with feel like SHIT! and the people who do have someone should seriously treat the ones they love all year round! not just on some shitty day that makes a whole lot of people feel TERRIBLE!!! freaking morons!!! UGH! i can't stand this world! like seriously! WTF?! why did some crack head come up with this "holiday" ?!? to make a ton of people feel horrible? it's like... just insane!! i hate it! HATE!!!!!!! HATE WITH A HATERED PASSION..... sorry!! aHEM.... got off on a rant there.... but so... i fell for this boy... and now i'm going freaking on air everytime i'm near him... SO............... i'm alittle..... what shall we say..? LOVE SICK.... SO............. i'll leave you guys now XD i won't rant anymore TODAY. but tomorrow.... WELL... YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT'S IN STORE! =3 lovez you all! :] bye bye! ~Nya! <3 +Raven= ~Loneliness-

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

   hiya! ^^ comment please! (if it's letting you)

time: 4:31 mood: meh, bored, funky..... (can't describe it!) song: Red - "PIECES" bumpersticker of the day: OKAY.... well.... thanks to you who commented for telling me what the hell was going on! geezzzzz i was so confused yesterday! wow ANYWAYS..... Valentine's day is only a couple days away....... SHOOT ME PLEASE.............. i HATE valentine's day. there's no point to it! and it makes everyone else who doesn't have someone (like me!!!) feel like completely and utterly LONELY, HURT, and UNWANTED.... or atleast.... it does that to me. i'd don't know about you guys.... all i know is that i HATE that day..... ............................................................................... Sorry guys i'm always alittle off when it comes to this week before Valentine's day. it's like my brain shuts down, likes day dreaming even more, gets kinda ansty, starts getting paranoid, and gets agitated VERY VERY easily.... i hate this feeling .... well... i'll leave you guys for today! XD WAIT before that happens i have a POEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (finally) HERE YOU GO! Go ahead tell him i like him what more could you do to me? what more can anyone do to me? i'll just go back into my room and cry i'll die trying i'll die falling and when i jump off this ten story bridge i'll be dreaming i'm in his arms all comfortable and warm SO go ahead and tell him because i'll go ahead and SHOW him i'll jump off a bridge just for a day dream of me falling into HIS arms +Raven= ~Loneliness-

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Monday, February 11, 2008

   YO! i live no worries......

time: 7:05 mood: meh song: Amy Lee/ Seether - "Broken" bumpersticker of the day: i'm alive! don't worry! i've just been having some problems with this site... lately my stupid computer hasn't been liking it :P so i haven't been on very much...... sorry! i've been quite obsessive about Fruits Basket lately XD i finished watching the series online yesterday! THE ENDING SUCKED.... it could've been SOOOOO much better but before i go on a ranting spree...... has anyone else been having problems with their otaku? it won't let me change my avatar it was gonna be: or atleast something close to that and it won't let me there's no thing that says "Edit Picture" O.O! i dunno....... but i'll hopefully be on more this week and next week okays?! ^^ love you all........ bye bye! ~Nya! +Raven= ~Loneliness-

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Thursday, February 7, 2008

   THE DORK HAS RETURNED!! :D

Time: 3:24 Mood: Tired, Bored Song: "Comatose" - Skillet Bumpersticker of the day: HIYA!! ^^ well.... i stayed home from school today :[ here's the thing: yesterday i was feeling really crappy and felt like i had to throw up (and not to mention gym class didn't help me feel any better) and today i was feeling the same way.... BLECK so after some serious begging on my part... my mom finally let me stay home :] i slept the whole day away basically..... i had gotten up at 6 to get ready for school... (never happened oviously) and then went back asleep untill about..... lets say.... 2:00 in the afternoon :] i think i seriously needed that. haha sorry that i don't have any poems for you guys but next time! (hopefully) things have been pretty hectic.... :P and it's been so COLD lately!!! :[ i'm freezing!!! my fingers are getting numb just from typing... this house needs some serious insolation.... xD well.... i'm gonna head off and finish my homework that's due tomorrow okay? I LOVE YOU ALL!!! OH! and before i forget.... if any one has a Vampire Freaks account.... i just got one ^^ i'm Submersedx13x if anyone wanted to know :] bye bye! ~Nya! +Raven= ~Loneliness-

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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

   chyo..... comment please

Time: 5:22 Mood: bored, depressed, fustrated Song: "I Get It" - Chevelle Bumpersticker of the day: i'm really bored right now :P really should be doing my homework right now OH WELL... don't feel like it WELL.... my mom said she'd get me guitar lessons but i have to clean my room and KEEP it that way. which is going to be VERY hard for me xD because i've never been able to keep my room clean longer than maybe 3 to 4 days haha.... hmmm...... well lets see... nothing much really happened over the weekend... i got new shoes yesterday though... ^^ haha. they're brand spanking new!! X3 sorry.... i'm ranting about shoes! of all things to rant about!! XD UM... don't really know what else to say today. OH! :D almost forgot! *slams head on the keyboard* STUPID ME!! hahaha xD um... i stayed after to make up my Earth Science labs today! finally! XD so now after i finish the dicusion questions in the labs i will be all caught up!! :D YAY ME!!! ^^ yeah i know... not much of a post :P but i have other things to do today ^^;; SO.... i'll get to your sites some other day :] okays? and i'll have some poems next time too hopefully... which will probably be tomorrow.... XD LOVE YOU ALL!!! X3 haha! ^^ bye bye! ~Nya!! +Raven= ~Loneliness- OH! AND P.S. thanks to the two of you who commented on my last post! :D ARIGATO!

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Friday, February 1, 2008

   WOWZERS......

Time: 7:05 Mood: TIRED, silly, bored, meh... Song: "Darkwave Surfer" - Aural Vampire bumpersticker of the day: SOMEONE MIND TELLING ME WHAT THAT BUMPERSTICKER MEANS?!?!?! ^^'''' ................... anyways.... ^^ i love this pic of Naru!!! <3 IT'S TOTALY AWESOME!!! X3 you just don't know it yet haha!! well..... today sucked just as much as yesterday :P yet, instead of art i had my first day in AIS math.... YUCK!!!! that was absolutely terrible!!!! >_< i dunno about half of you but i HATE MATH!!! i suck at it so badly!! T__T but! i did get about an 82 or and 83% on my exam!!!! ^__^''' i was really suprised!! My math teacher told me my grade and i was like: O_O!!!!!! YOU GOTTA BE FREAKING KIDDING!!! xD haha!! it was hilarious! you should've seen the look on my face!!! well... today was actually a pretty easy day... nothing to terrible i suppose... my friends at my old school got to get a snow day T__T SO NOT FAIR!!! Damn i miss that small town... xD well... i'm gonna go now!! xD BYE BYE!! ~Nya! +Raven= ~Loneliness-

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

   uh............ hi?

Time: 3:11 Mood: BLEH, bored, extreamly tired... Song: Shut Me Up - Mindless Self Indulgence bumpersticker of the day: WELL... howdy! ^^ Sasuke: ..... um yeah...... me: you could be a bit more enthusastic you know!! -_- Sasuke: you spelled that wrong..... me: you're just jealous i can't spell and you can.... :P Sasuke: ...what...? *raises eyebrow* me: -__- well okay ^^ today was pretty much terrible just like i thought it would be :P i can predict things pretty well! haha! -__- Sasuke: it couldn't have possibly been THAT bad... me: YOU WEREN'T THERE.... XP Sasuke: true.... we had a snow day yesterday so i thought: oh yay! i get to miss gym! and then tomorrow will be day 4! WRONG!!!!! *annoying buzzer noise* :( it was a day three!!! :P which means.... 1. I HAD ART CLASS.... T__T (trust me I LOVE ART! but the teacher sucks! and everyone ignores me in that class!! :P it's kinda getting old) 2. I HAD TO GO TO SPANISH..... T___T that is the WORST class i can possibly have! it was going along fine until the end of class.... -__- the spanish teacher gave us time to talk to eachother. no big deal right? ^^ WRONG!!!! *annoying buzzer noise again* me: *smashes buzzer* Sasuke: O_O!!! calm.... REPEAT: calm... me: calm yeah i know but.... -__- it's spanish class.... here's the thing about Spanish class... :P 1. no one likes me because i'm (I HATE STEREOTYPES) kinda like one of those 'emo' kids... so to speak.... -__- and the rest of them are those scary preps. O_O!!! a. HALF OF THEM ARE CHEERLEADERS b. 1/2 of the half are jocks.... c. and the other half are the 'normal' preps. d. THEY ALL SMOKE POT 2. they ignore me completely! the only friend i have in that whole classroom is the teacher because i don't talk the whole f***ing class and i do my homework because i just want OUT OF THERE!!!! -__- 3. no one wants to talk to me anyways... i'm too quiet BUT I WILL SAY THIS: they talk to me when they need answers to something.... even though i myself have no idea what i'm saying in spainish :P IDIOTS!!!! 4. it's just a stupid class.... and i just can't wait for the bell to ring as i sit there in that classroom for 180 minutes.... (THEY claim the classes are 120 minutes BUT!! i sit there in spanish and count..... -_- THET're trying to trick us!!!) **'THEY' means the faciluty** THEN...... 3. I HAD TO GO TO GYM CLASS...... -__-*** I HATE THAT CLASS!!!! gym class is humiliating. it should be illegal. :P then... after lunch... 4. I HAD MATH T__T they hate me in this class too. even the teacher sits me way in back with a prep (he's in 3 of my other classes -_-) and he's smart... IN A WAY. O_O you have to explain something very carefully to him and THEN he gets it. but other than that..... *trails off* the math teacher hates me a lot! :P and besides that she thinks i'm stupid because at my old school we never used a graphing calculator and they used one for about 2 years allready.... :P and they know WAY MORE stuff than i do. the math teacher will go: "this should be review" and i'm thinking: "WHAT?! I NEVER EVEN LEARNED THIS BEFORE!!!" T___T SO YEAH......... that was my day NOT THAT HALF OF YOU READ THAT!!!! -___-**** and i would like to thank the two of you that commented yesterday :D that was greatly appreciated ^^ but i'm gonna go so i don't bore you to DEATH besides the fact half of you are probably allready dead.... heh... ^^'''' AND not many sites today for all of you are evil! -_- i took the time to comment (WHEN I SHOULD BE DOING HOMEWORK!!!) and i get two of you commenting back.... -__- MEH Sasuke: pathetic.... me: you said it.... >:P Sasuke: ........ *sigh* me: jurks..... KIDDING!!!!!! seriously.... i understand that most of you have better things to do than sit down and stare at a computer screen the whole day. but more of us don't! and that's usually those of us who comment really long posts.... haha.... ^^''''' SO... i'll leave you alone... -_- i'll be on probably next week? O_O.... maybe Saturday? WHO KNOWS!! i sure don't... Sasuke: i don't either...... -_- me: i didn't think you would.... xD Sasuke: what's that supposed to mean?! me: nothing........ so!!! TELL ME :D is this picture of Naru a little crazy?! haha!!! i love it!! X3 ADIOS MI AMIGOS!!!! :P ME ENCANTA USTEDES!!!! O_O....... (translation: bye my friends!!! i love you all!!!) BYE BYE!!! ~Nya!! <3 Sasuke: bye..... me: you have to start being enthusiastic.... Sasuke: meh... me: don't 'MEH' me mister!!! -_- Sasuke: *rolls eyes* me: ................... +Raven= ~Loneliness-

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

   YUS!! PHOTOBUCKET WORKS!!! haha!! COMMENT PLEASE! arigato!

time: 2:14 Mood: Silly, Bored Song: Stupid MF - Mindless Self Indulgence bumpersticker of the day: HAHA!! it's working!!! <3 okay......... O_O!! anyways..................... TODAY WE HAD A SNOW DAY!!!! THANK GOD!!!!! X3 i'm so happy that we had a snow day you have no freaking idea!!! 1st: - NO SCHOOL!!! X3 2nd: - I GOT TO SLEEP IN!!! <3 3rd: - I GOT TO GO ON THE COMPUTER!!! 4th: - PHOTOBUCKET IS WORKING AGAIN!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! haha!! 5th: - WELL... i don't really know that one yet... xD ------------------------------------------------------------------ I'm just really hyper...... O_O and it seems to me... that if i comment on you're sites... NO ONE really comments back... -__- and if i don't comment... you all comment. O_O what's UP WITH THAT?!?! xD MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! O_O okay... i think i'm going off the deep end... how about you? xD and DUN DUN DUN DUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have brought my Sasu-Kun back X3 <3 Sasuke: O_O!! me: SASU!!! <3 Sasuke: ........ me: well... SAY SOMETHING!!! -__- Sasuke: aHEM.... me: -_-** Sasuke: maybe next time..... if you don't put scary icons about me on here.... me: O_O!! oh... you mean the one above... *points* Sasuke: *nods* me: sorry.... *drops head* Sasuke: it's fine...... WELL................. xD RANDOM RANTING and i have PLENTY more but i don't think any of you want to hear it any longer... xD BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! *evil grin* Sasuke: O_O oh no... me: WHAT?! Sasuke: you've got that look again... me: look? Sasuke: the SCARY EVIL MENICEING one... me: 0_o? wha...? Sasuke: nevermind... me: ...... Sasuke: uh... they're waiting for you.... me: oh yeah! right.... Sasuke: *raises eyebrow* me: aHEM.... WELL........... I HAVE QUESTIONS FOR YOU!!!!! HAHA!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! BUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! FEAR ME!!!!! I ASK QUESTIONS!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! *passes out from lack of oxygen* Sasuke: O_O.... um....... Raven.... aHEM! -_-* well then..... i guess i have to take over.... :P Sasuke: DAMNIT RAVEN I TOLD YOU TO STOP IT WITH THE ICONS!!!!! -__-**** me: hahahaha!! you fell for it!! XD hahahaha!!! Sasuke: ............ *walks away* me: WAIT! COME BACK!!!! ....... well... while i'm getting him back over here... please anwser these... ^^' QUESTIONS!!! (finally....) 1. how're you doing? 2. sorry for ranting... 3. is it a frightening blizzard at your house? 4. sorry if i'm a little insane for you... 5. did you pass your exams? (if you had any) 6. do you think this picture of Naru: is a little crazy? xD 7. sorry that i'm terribly bored my PS2 isn't working so if it was i wouldn't be ranting for such a long time... :P 8. uh... hi? 9. will you survive a zombie apcolypse? xD 10. do you believe in vampires...? 11. if you don't i'll suck you're blood to prove that there are vampires O_O!! xD 12. LOVE YOU ALL!!!! <3 bye bye ~Nya! Sasuke: .... bye.... me: see now aren't you glad to be back? Sasuke: ...... me: -__-** =Raven+ ~Loneliness-

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

   photobucket must hate me.... :P comment please!! arigato! :D

time: 2:25 Mood: depressed, bored, BLEH Music: Shiny Toy Guns sorry no bumbersticker again guys... UGH!! photobucket must really not be likeing me lately!!! :P it's not letting the page load for me... T__T SO.... today was interesting...... 1st: - it's the beginning of the new semester so we got new schedules.... i had study hall first instead of Health... that was TERRIBLE!! T__T i miss health... xD 2nd: - my study hall has only 6 other kids in it and i know NO ONE :P it completely SUCKS!!! not fun at ALL... 3rd: - i felt completely lost! i had no idea if i was going to the right places! i got so used to going the same way i do every day and this change messed me up completely 4th: - My global teacher claims i'm missing about 4 homework assignments and wants them all done by tomorrow... O_O i have no idea what those assignments even are!!! T__T 5th: - My earth science teacher wants me to stay after tomorrow to make up a couple labs that i missed from being absent... i'd have no problem with it if i had a ride HOME! -__- i hate taking the late bus... i don't even know what bus to ride! so i have my mom pick me up usually.... the only problem is she won't be home until about 8 tomorrow night *sigh* guess i'm walking home again! :P - I PASSED MY EARTH SCIENCE MIDTERM WITH A 85!!!!!! YUS!!! ^^ 6th: - i couldn't eat lunch because of my teeth! they still hurt REALLY REALLY bad from yesterday :P so i gave my lunch to Logan (he never really eats... we think he may be anorexic.... O_O!!) 7th: - English class just SUCKS completely..... nothing more to say about that one really... xD 8th: - my kitty is attacking me AGAIN!!! -__-** 9th: - well.......... i'm on here :D 10th: - PHOTOBUCKET IS BEING EVIL!!!! CURSE PHOTOBUCKET AT THE MOMENT!!! T___T 11th: - My math teacher told me in the hall that i passed the MATH A EXAM!!!!! ^___^ YUS!!! *thrusts fist into the air* xD -------------------------------------------------- well.......... xD so that was my day. i thought i'd spare you guys the part where i woke up and shut my alarm off (LITTERALY SHUT IT OFF!!!) and went back to sleep xD BLEH not important anyways......... i'm gonna visit you're sites today!!!!! :D I ACTUALLY HAVE TIME!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! XD MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O aHEM xD uh....... um........ so yeah. ^^ LOVE YOU GUYS!!! X3 =Raven+ ~Great at being the loner~

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